Disclaimer: I don't own any of Christine Feehan's Carpathians (such a pity).


I am Darkness,
It is all I know.
The world is painted in shades of black and white.

My life is an endless existence of violence,
Rage against the beast
How can I fight one more battle?

The beast demands to be released.
I cannot live this existence any longer,
Bleak, alone, grey.

I feel nothing.
Not even the distant memories are enough.
Nothing can satisfy my hunger,

And how I hunger.
It consumes me
The beast demands it.

Roaring to feel the rush
to take the life.
One moment, one high - feeling

Destruction, death and rage would follow
The hunter would become the hunted
No, I must hold on.

I must hold to all that grounds me:
Honor, integrity, hope.
Hope.

My salvation.
I know she is out there.

My anchor.
I need you.

My Light.
Find me.

My Lifemate.
Before it is too late.


A/N: I know it is only a poem, but please let me know what you think. If you like it, I may try something a bit more adventurous like a fan-fic (that is, after I am done with my current Labyrinth story).

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