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It's Bella and Paul first Christmas together as husband and wife . they had a fight over a Christmas tree

Our first Christmas.

Paul and I got married back in July fourth and this Christmas is our first Christmas together as husband and wife. I love him and everything but we had our first argument about our tree, I wanted I real one and but he wanted an artificial pine tree.

Yes he took off before I could get a word in. It was over a stupid tree. I think he went out and phase to join the pack. That's what he always did. I just wanted to talk to him about our tree. Why does he have to phase I don't like it when he phases.

I walked outside and sat on our deck waiting for Paul to get home so we talk about the tree rather than yell at each other. He

If he does yell at me I would just go into the other room so he doesn't run off phasing. When he does that it scares me. He did it once when we were together and it happy a week before Christmas and yes he did get hurt. Yes so I am worried.

It all happen when Sam and Paul had a falling out and he beat him up. And for three days after they had a fight I hadn't seen him.

That's why Sam and I haven't met eye to eye. He knew if they fault Paul won't see me for two weeks. I decries him.

Two hours later..

I was going through our Christmas decorations so when we do decide on what kind of tree we are getting we can start decorate the tree- when I heard the door close. I stood up and walked to our living room to welcome him home, when I looked he brought home a real dog fur tree.

So let me guess he felt guilty for arguing with me, he went behind my back and got a real tree. I wanted to go away and cry. He knows how win over someone's heart. That's why I love him so much - but my dad tells me that I made the wrong choice. I don't know why, he wanted me to stay with Edward when I saw him in bed with Kate, and yes I wasn't happy anyway - I am happy and I know Paul won't sleep with anyone else. He's not married to Paul and I am. He has my heart.

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