The months rolled around where Harry was working later and later at the Ministry. Ginny stayed at home keeping things cleaned and spending time with her mom. Everything was going good and it was coming up on Harry and Ginny's anniversary. When Harry arrived home on Friday evening he was dressed in his normal robes but had a big smile on his face. He walked around the house, but no Ginny. This wasn't normal but it happened times before when he got in very late. He walked over the fireplace and flooed over to the burrow. When he stepped out of their fireplace, Arthur was sitting on his chair reading a muggle paper. He pilled it down and said.

"Welcome Harry you must be looking for your wife."

"Yeah is Ginny here?" He asked.

"Actually she and her mother were out back talking a little while ago."

"Thanks Mr. Wesley, I have a surprise for my wife but she wasn't home to get it."

"Its Arthur, Harry just call me that you're my son in law now and you make me feel old." Arthur said laughing."

Harry just nodded and walked out the living room and thru the kitchen and out the back door to see his wife and mother in law talking on a bench. He walked up behind her and before he could cover her eyes she said.

"Harry that trick is getting old try a new one."

He laughed and said "see what you think about this." He tilted her head back and gave her a very deeply passionate kiss that made her toes curl.

"Ok, who are you and what have you done with my husband." She said giggling.

"Well if you must know I was preparing a surprise for you when I got home but you were there." Harry then looked at Mrs. Wesley and smiled "Having a good day with your daughter?"

Molly just laughed and shook her hand and said "I will let yall talk."

Molly walked back inside while Harry had a worried looked on his face. He turned towards Ginny and said.

"Is everything ok?"

"Yes but I hate you being gone for so long and I never get to see you I feel like were drifting apart."

Harry's head dropped because he knew this conversation was coming and he couldn't tell her about his new orders coming up. He finally got the strength to talk and said, "Ginny I love you with everything I am." "I have the next two weeks off just so I can spend with you."

"But after them two weeks you're back to working long hours and me never seeing you." "I love you and I will wait for as long as it takes but Harry I need you and want to know how you feel."

Harry had tears rolling down his cheeks because he knew he was about to destroy her. He loved her with everything he had, but this was going to hurt. He finally got the strength and wiped away his tears and spoke softly.

"I love you with ever fiber in my body. I want nothing more than to spend every moment in my life with you but we can't. I have work and it's what I do. But before I tell you this next part you have to do something for me."

She looked puzzled like what are you trying to say. She finally asked "what?"

"Give me your wand. After I tell you I will give it back and you can hex me to hell and back but give it to me while I tell you so I can finish."

She gave him a look of your breaking my heart and even had tears rolling down her cheeks. She hesitated for a moment before handing her wand over to him. He put it inside his robes with his wand then tried to kiss her. She reacted like he thought she would by stopping him and looking at him with total pain.

"Ginny I love you. I love you with everything I am. Im off for two weeks then I go on assignment. Im not suppose to tell you this but I would never lie to you. I don't know how long I will be gone or what I will be doing. Kingsley told me that he would give me the information when it was time for me to leave. I told him I wanted to spend all my time with you I could before I left incase something happened. I know you hate me right now and if you want I will sleep on the couch and do everything I can to make this up to you. I promise when I get back we will be a proper family."

She didn't do anything not even cry. She looked at him with a blank stair and just was shocked he could do this to her. He couldn't take her look no more so he handed back her wand and stood up so she could hex him. He closed his eyes expecting her bat bogey hex but it would never come. He opened his eyes and saw the back door shut. He stood there for a minute before apparating home.

How in this world could I cause this much pain to some one I love. What could I do to make this up? He went and got is stuff and packed it up and left her a note. He apparated to the leaky caldron and got a room and laid down.

Back at the burrow Ginny was up in her old room crying. Her mother finally had enough and went to talk to her. When she opened the door she saw Ginny with her knees to her stomach and her arms wrapped around them. She was trying to hide her face in her knees but it wasn't working. Why could he do this to her when she wanted to tell him something so great.

"Ginny dear what happened, I thought you had great news for him?"

"I did mom, but he broke my heart again. Why does he have to be the one everybody wants when I need him so much more?"

"Dear you knew when you first dated him and when you married him this would be a tuff rode. What did he do now that has made you so upset?"

"He's off for the next two weeks just to be with me. Then…"

"That sounds lovely dear."

"You didn't let me finish, then he is going on assignment that he was not suppose to tell me about but he doesn't know what he is doing. He hasn't been told yet. He just wants to spend time with me before he has to go for who knows how long. I can't do this with out him. He is everything and my everything it's just not fair."

Molly wrapped her up in a big hug and said "at least he told you, it's better than him just leaving a note on the day he is gone and not tell you anything." "He loves you so much and im sure right now he is crying his heart out for hurting you. Why don't you go be with him and make the next two weeks worth coming back too?"

Ginny didn't say anything and didn't have to. She held on to her mother and nodded and walked down to the fireplace. She hugged her dad and reached in the pot and flooed home.

When she got there she ran around the house and checked every room. He wasn't there. She walked back in to the living room and on the fireplace mantle there was a note that said 'Ginny' on the outside. She took it and opened it up to read:

Dear Ginny my love,

Im so sorry this happened to you and I feel worse right now than I did when I was tortured and I don't know what to do. I will be out of your hair that way I can't upset you more. If you need anything your name is on the bank account and im sure you want to by something. Im staying at the leaky caldron so I won't bother you. Just know that no matter what I love you. And when I get back I will demote myself or quit just to make sure im with you if you still want that. If not I will understand completely. I don't know what else to say but that I love you and I hope one day I can be worthy of you love.

Harry Potter

The only thing going through her mind was that ass was going to get shagged so hard for two weeks he won't know anything but that she loves him. She got walked back into that fireplace and went to get her man.

When she arrived there she walked straight up to tom and said "where is my husband?"

He was scared to death and just held up four fingers. She walked away up there stairs all the way to room number four. She didn't knock or wait a second when she reached the door she opened it and walked in. The room was dark and no light on. She shut the door and lit up her wand so she could see. She walked over to the bed and no sign of him. She walked to the bathroom and he wasn't there either. She sat down on the chair wondering if he had been there until she heard the door starting to open. She quickly put her wand out so it was pitch black in there.

The man walked in holding a bad and sat it on the table. He still didn't see her but she smelt something in the air that was pure beauty to him. He sat down on the edge of the bed and started crying. "Why did I do this to her. All I want is to hold her and I had to mess it up. Why couldn't just be the man Ginny wanted me to be." By this time Ginny was crying but still was quiet so he didn't hear her. She saw him lay down in the bed and could still hear him crying. She had had enough and stood up. She walked over to him and took his hand in hers. As soon as there hands touched he sat up quickly pulling her into a hug.

"Im so so so sorry sweetie. I shouldn't have accepted the assignment."

"Ssssh sweetie its ok im here. We have two weeks to enjoy our selves before you leave and when you get back I will be waiting with open arms."

As much as Harry loved hearing this he hated him self for doing this to her. He pulled away from her and finally said "you deserve better than me. You deserve somebody who will always be there. Im not dependable enough for you."

Now Ginny was mad after hearing this. She took out her wand and put him in a full body bind so he would have to listen fully. She went over and turned on the lights and the finger went to point as she was shouting.

"NOW LISTEN YOU GREAT BIG ASS. I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT AND YOU BETTER GET THAT THROUGHT YOUR HEAD. AND AS YOUR OFF DOING WHO KNOWS WHAT IM GOING TO BE AT HOME PREGANT WITH OUR CHILD. SO YOU MIGHT NOT WANT TO UPSET ME IF YOU WANT TO HAVE A KID. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOTTEN INTO YOU LATELY BUT YOU NEED TO REMBER ONE THING." Now she was done screaming and wanted to talk softly while he was crying because he just found she was pregnant. "I love you with all my heart and nothing will change that. There is not a man on earth or heaven who can change the way I feel about you. So grow up, kiss me and take me back home so I can shag you senseless for two weeks."

She undid the bind and he pulled her into a tight hug. He gave her a gentle kiss and just held her. They went back home and never left each others side for very long. Mainly when one had to use the bathroom was about it. They took baths together. They took flights together on their brooms. It was the day he left that was so hard on him but not for her. She knew he would come back. He didn't figure he would. His last note told it all.

Ginny

I love you more than words can say but I have to go. I have no idea when I will be back and I have no idea what will happen to me. Just know that I love you and I left a little surprise for you in the back yard. I know everybody will hate me for leaving but once this is done im done and I will spend every moment with you forever. I love you and I will be back.

Harry Potter

Your loving husband.

Ps. when we shag try to be quieter I think the whole world heard you last night.

Ginny read the note several times and went next door to show Ron and Hermione. After Ron had read the note he left in a hurry. Ron was mad that they didn't send the two together and was yelling at Kingsley the whole time. When he was finally finishing up his yelling he said one more phrase before walking out. "I QUIT."