Everybody's talking
But they don't say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
But I don't want the sympathy
Molly had been lovely, sitting and listening and consoling. She couldn't really understand though, could she? How many people have been turned down by someone like you? Molly and Arthur were meant to be... What if we were too? And you were happy to just walk away?
It's cool you didn't want me
Sometimes you can't go back
Why'd you have to go and make a mess like that?
I couldn't believe you'd say that. No was a word so seldom heard from your lips, I guess I'd just assumed that this would be no different. You had the choice, I'd have given you the world just to have you love me.
I just have to say
Before I let go
Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
You are my friend, it has to be said. One of my best friends, especially when Sirius was killed. Who else would have looked after me so well but him or you? Sometimes I thought I saw you looking at me once... I had to walk out of the room to scream in delight, rid my cheeks of the blush before I could speak to you again. It's not that you let me down, sweetheart... No, I let myself down. I should have listened to you when you said no before...
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
'Cause what you did was low
I've asked myself a thousand times why I was the last person to find out about your illness. Maybe I was too young? Or maybe you were protecting me? It is this last thought that I fall asleep with every night, that brings my peace. Or maybe you only told me to put me off? No darling, nothing could put me off of you.
No, I don't need your number
There's nothing left to say
Except I never thought it'd hurt this much to be safe
You are saying no to protect me, right? That hurts more than what I imagine claws would feel like through my chest, through my heart. Being safe may be what you want, but it's not what I want. If safety was what I wanted, I would never have been an auror, never wanted you. But you I want, my job I love.
My friends are outside waiting
I've gotta go
Anywhere but here, anywhere but where you are. It hurts too much to be this close...
(Chorus)
I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscious
We both know that you can't say that
Just to show
For all the time I loved you so
So
I'll love you forever, my beautiful werewolf. Even now as I write this down, I can see you sitting across the room, helping Harry with locating a horcrux. My inspiration for this song, that's what you are. Why can't you look up, give me that smile that would stop my heart aching for you? Ask me what I'm writing, I beg you... I'll bundle this parchment into your hands and your can see what I really feel... How much I really love you...
(Chorus x 2)
A/N
Just a short little song-fic, dedicated to my fiancé. Song is all Kelly Clarkson, not mine at all! All I did was change the formatting. Please R&R and thanks for reading!