I always here
Watching you from here
From where you can't see me
But I tried
I decided not to look back, to forget you
But for the nth time
I can't
My eyes keep watching you from time to time
You keep wandering on my head
Like you are my drugs
I always addicted to you
Your smile, your laugh
Always brighten my day
I will always happy
As long as you happy
When people ask "how are you?"
You always say "I'm fine"
But it changes
Until I saw you cry
No one knows it
Because you always smile in front of everyone
I want to hold you so bad
Hug you in my embrace
Whispering sweet things to you
Said that "everything is going to be okay"
But I can't do that
Even I want to do it so badly
Who am I?
I'm already nothing to you
Why?
Because, I leave you
Leave without explanation
Leave without saying good bye
Leave without saying "I love you"
I know I'm such a fool
Let that ego control me
Make me want to lose everything because it
Even person who love me so much
Person that don't even know why he loves me
Not because my appearance nor my popularity
Person that loves me as Wu Yifan
Not Kris
Not Dragon
Not Dhuizang
Just old plain me
Right now
You still crying
Day by day
Week by week
Month by month
Year by year
Yet, you still say "I'm fine"
Hide that stressed and tears by you
Let pain swallowed you from inside
Make you slowly die because of pain
Those don't even exist
A/N: I don't know what is this.