Dear Sirius,
I still can't believe I will not ever look in your eyes again. Those eyes that gave me more strength than I ever thought I would have. Those beautiful eyes that I got lost in from the first moment on I looked in them.
I still can't believe I will not ever hear your voice again. This voice that surrounded me like the wind. This so living voice that reminded me I'm home, I'm where I belong whenever I heard it.
I still can't believe I will not ever feel the warmth of your heart again. This heart that was full of courage, friendship, strength and love.
I feel like I can't go on, but I know you want me to so I will try. I never wanted to disappoint you and I won't now.
Sirius, you were all I ever dreamed of, no, you were more I ever dreamed of.
You were my life and you are my life. Nothing will ever change that.
I promise you to take care of Harry, I will love him as much as you did.
And I know you are watching over us. I will proof you were innocent, no matter what it will take. I know I'm strong enough for all of this, because you made me strong.
And this is what I thank you for, your strength, your soul and your love.
This love made me the person I am today.
And this love will bring us together one day.
I'd be lost without your love, but I'm not.
Because I am without you, but not without your love.
I love you forever,
Elena