Another lovely oneshot ...~
He thought it would never stop
The endless burning hole in his chest
Ripping itself open, again
Just when it began to heal
Of course, he never told anyone
He wasn't supposed to be weak
He had to handle it all alone
He tried to ignore the worried glance he got
That girl from Chuckle city
He tried to stop the hope that ran through his body
Maybe somebody actually cared for once
"No," He told himself sternly.
"Nobody does."
"Can't you remember?"
And he did.
He remembered it all.
The hole ripped open again.
And at night he would have his nightmares.
"Mommy, mommy!"
"Daddy, daddy!"
"Why can't you see?"
"Why don't you care?"
He'd wake up, crying
But as soon as he'd feel the tears sting his skin
He'd furiously wipe them away
Because he wasn't supposed to be weak
He had to handle it all alone
The sad thing was, that
Nobody noticed, except for her
At breakfast they would just ignore him
At the recording, they didn't see
They didn't care
The hole would tear open again
He'd feel her eyes burn
And he knew that if he'd look around
He'd see her beautiful face
Her smile that lit up once in a while
And he would be lost
Because pain was nothing
Compared to the little sparkle of hope
That would burn the edges of his wound
Again and again and again
Arigatou, nanodaa! :3
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