Hi, this is my second fanfic so I'm still getting used to it. Hope u like!

Disclaimer: I do NOT own the teen titans, nuf said.

I Thought You Loved Me?

Chapter 1: Nightmares

He walked down the empty road. There was nothing there, nothing but the clear glass road. He walked timidly down the invisible floor, testing every step. Suddenly two figures appeared in front of him. Terra and Raven. They were both tied down. "You must pick which one to save or they will both die a slow and painful death," boomed a bodiless voice.

"Help me BB!" Terra cried.

"Gar, please!" Raven said, tears in both their eyes.

"I thought you loved me!" they said in unison. Beastboy breathed hard, looking from the blonde fun loving girl to the dark gothic girl. How could he choose between the two people he loved most?

"What if I can't choose," he yelled to the disembodied voice. He fell to his knees, his head in his hands.

"Then they both shall die!" the voice replied. The invisible road fell away leaving the three heroes to fall into an unknown darkness.

"Nooooo!" Beastboy's cry was all that was left. It echoed sadly through the nothingness.

Garfield Logan woke from his dream panting. No not a dream, a nightmare. "I thought you loved me!" The girls' cry came back to him, repeating over and over in his head. He had recently been suffering from these repetitive nightmares. Every night they seemed to get worse, but tonight's was more then he could bare. He knew what the dreams meant. They meant exactly what they said – He had to chose; between his long-lost girlfriends or his recent crush. If you left it at this, some one would say "Are you kidding? If it's just crush go for girlfriend." But the fact was it wasn't just a crush. He loved her, he was just too afraid to say something. He was sure she felt it too, that spark when their hands accidentally brushed when they walked past each other, or when they glanced at each other at the exact same moment. That feeling like they couldn't look away, like some magnetic force was pulling together. He loved Raven, and he was sure she loved him too.

But then there was Terra. She had broken his heart, (and Raven, of course, was there to comfort him) but when she had come out of her apparent 'amnesia' he had taken her back like nothing ever happened. Like she never tried to take over the world, like she never tried to kill all of the Titans, like she never made him feel so awful inside. He had forgotten all that, and taken her back. He was doing fine, he was even starting to heal; he was starting to get over it, but then she had to come back into his. A part him knew she was just going to break his heart again and that he should just go tell her off, he had Raven. But then there was this other part of him. The part that said this great, the love of your life is back, you should be thanking the universe for being so kind and answering your prays. Had he really prayed for this? This heart break, the heart break that came when you were to decide between the love of your life and some girl you used love.

He couldn't go on like this, only getting a few hours of sleep each night. It wasn't good for him, it wasn't good for anybody. All the Titans worried about him when he came into the common room 'looking like he had just fought a pack of wolves' as Cy had put it. He could see the worry in their eyes, the sideward glances to make sure he was ok. But truthfully, he wasn't ok. How could he be?

Just as these thoughts enter his disturbed little head, a knocking at his door, made him jump. "Who is it? He asked, too tired to go see for himself.

"It's Raven, are you ok?" a voice said from behind his door. Oh grate, because this couldn't get any worse, he thought, but of course didn't say it.

"Yea, I just had a nightmare that's all," he said, trying to sound convincing. He could tell it didn't work, Raven knew him too well.

"Um, sure. I was just wondering, you know, because I couldn't get to sleep so I was awake when you were having that nightmare and well…" her voice trailed off. Oh god she saw the dream, what am I going to tell her? BB thought, breathing hard again.

"And what, Rae?" he asked, panic setting in.

"Um, well, you see…look do you want to talk or something?" Raven asked. He could tell she was uncomfortable. When he didn't say anything, she continued. "Ok, well if you ever want to talk, I'm always here." Gar smiled at this, he knew she felt it to. He heard her start to walk back to her room, but she stopped. "You think you're alone, Beastboy, but your not," Rae said, quoting him. Beastboy's smile grew, but it soon faded altogether when an image from his dream came back to him. It was Raven. Her face when she had fallen from the invisible walkway. It was so full of hurt, pain, betrayal, that it mage Gar's heart ache.

"What am I gonna do?" he said aloud and fell back onto his bed, sighing. Why was love so hard?

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Raven had seen it. She had seen the nightmare, well part of it. She had seen her, Terra, and Beastboy fall from some clear glass thing into darkness. She had heard Gar's cry when they had fallen. She obviously missed most of it and because of that she didn't know what it meant. Why did she care? Why was she so interested in Beastboy all of a sudden? 'Cause you love hi, Rae-Rae!' An annoying little voice said. Oh grate, you again she thought. 'Even though I hate to admit it, Affection is right; you obviously have feelings for Garfield. You should confront him about it.' Knowledge said matter-of-factly. 'What if we do and he doesn't want to be our friend anymore! What would we do then?' Timid asked, hiding behind Bravery. 'Maybe we should just kill him that would solve that problem!' Rage said, in an evil voice. 'No!' all of her emotions shouted at once. This is going to be a long night!

Okay so there's the first chapter, hope you like it. If you don't it can always be a oneshot. Please review!!!

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