False Hope
Alone
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Rukia, an normal girl, lived life to the full until the day she saw him. Now she can't stop thinking of him. He's everyway. Everytime she think's she's getting close, false hope gets the better of her. Why couldn't she live in the world without false hope, but what she wants to know is, is false hope such a bad thing?
RukiaXIchi fanfiction
Hey, just thought I'de let you know, this story is kinda how my life is but I made it better of course!
Disclamer:// I don't own bleach nor any of the charaters and the song, it's not mine. The songs Mika's from Happy Ending.
She sat alone, staring out of the window. Ever since she laid her eyes on him, he was all she could think about. His name painted across her head. His face carved into the corners of her mind. Him.
"Miss Kuchiki...Miss Kuchiki..." Sensei repeated. Rukia was too busy staring through the window to notice.
"RUKIA!" Shouted her class mate, Renji, to get her attention.
"Ge-Ge?" She mubbled as she turned to see Sensei stood over her. Everyone began giggling as she sunk in her chair, blushing.
"Now that Miss Kuchiki is paying attention, maybe she could tell us what year Shakespeare wrote Romeo And Juliet?" He asked, giving her a dirty look.
"Erm .. in .. the .. 16th Century?" She said, quitely. Sensei nodded and rolled his eyes. He carried on his talk about Shakespeare as Rukia fell back into her trance. The bell rang at the normal time. She packed her bag and stood. Each day was the same thing. Wake up, school, bed. That was it. Nothing seem to be there anymore for her. Just loneliness. No one was really there for her to talk to properly. They all made jokes out of her for liking who she did. No one took her seriously. It's like no one understood how she felt.
"Rukia!" Shouted one of her close friends, Momo.
"Ah, Momo, Ohayo" she smiled. They both walked out of their classroom together and went towards their lockers.
"I saw your little blush vesta then" she giggled. Rukia smiled. Momo stopped laughing and looked at her. "Something wrong, Ruki?"
"Huh? Oh, no I'm fine thanks." she smiled. She walked down the corridoor and opened her locker. Throwing stuff in, she heard giggling behind her. Looking, she saw a girl and boy walking together.
"Haha, you are one nutter, Ichi!" the girl giggled. She turned and saw Rukia. "Erm, I'll see ya later Ichi ..."
"Okay, later Tatsuki" the boy said. "Hey Rukia!" he smiled. She just smiled and waved at him. She turned back around and slammed her locker shut. "You okay?" He asked, worried.
With her back still to him, she replyed " Yeah, just fine. I have to go, bye." she said shaking her head and walking away. Ichigo and the two girls eyes followed her.
"Sup with Rukia?" Tatsuki asked. Momo shook her head. Little whispers could be heard from them two but Ichigo didn't listen to them.
Get a hold of yourself, girl. Tatsuki would never do that .. she thought to herself. Tatsuki and Ichigo were childhood friends and always are together. Rukia always felt like she liked him as well but the worst feeling she had was that he liked her back. This always ate Rukia up inside. Everything she wanted belonged to another. Rangkiu, one of her friends who was very gobby, ran up behind her and cover her eyes.
"Guess whoo!!" she sang, giggling.
"Ran.." she began.
"Yay! Woo ya got it right Ruki!" she sang, spinning around her. "How are you today, honey?"
"Fine I gue.."
"Good! Well I gotta go, bye Rukia!" she sung giving her a hug and skipping away. This was part of their normal day. Them two don't talk that much and when they do, Rangkiu always butts in. Rukia can never get a word in.
"Rukia!" Shouted a voice behind her. Turning, she saw her childhood friend, Renji.
"Hey Renji!" she smiled.
"I need your help!" he said, despretaly. "It's about Hinamori. I need to find out what she like's, how she wants to be asked out .."
"You're asking Momo out?!" she screamed a little to loud. Renji's eye's popped out of his head in shock.
"WHAT?! I'm not! It's my friend." He shouted. Rukia tilted her head as she didn't know which friend. Renji crouched down to her level and whispered in her ear. To her delight, she smiled and hugged Renji.
"Yes!" she shouted. "When?" Renji was about to say until Rukia saw Momo a few steps behind them. "Momo!" she said, smiling. Momo smiled back.
"Hi Rukia, Abaria-san." she smiled. Renji nodded his head at her. "Rukia, are you okay? You seemed a little 'Argh' when Tatsuki and Ichigo came." Renji understood why. He smiled at Rukia.
"Well, I gotta go now, I'll ring ya later Ruki" He said, hugging her and walking away. Renji knew how much Rukia was in love with Ichigo. You could just tell in her eyes. You could feel the hurt she felt when she saw them. Together.
"Yea, I'm fine Momo, I need to go. I promised my mum I'de be home early to help out 'cause I'm baby sitting later." She fake smiled. "I'll ring later if I can." and with that, she took off leaving a confused Momo on her own.
She walked home alone. Children could be heard around her, playing. She thought about earlier that day.
"Hey Rukia, you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine. I have to go. Bye."
Damn I must of looked like an ignorant ... idiot! she thought Oh I hope he doesn't take it personally. Stupid Tatsuki, stupid school .. stupid me. She turned her mind back to the beautiful scenary she walked past. Trees surrounded her as she walked down the pathway. Snow fell light. Some fell on her arm. As noone was around, she began singing to herself.
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending,
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending,
This is the way that we love,
Like its forever,
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
"Rukia!" she heard from now the path. Turning scarlet, she turned to see one of her friends, Nemu. She thought Nemu couldn't hear her singing .. well .. she hoped she couldn't anyway.
"Hey Nemu." she said, sweetly. "You okay?"
"Y...Ye..ah" she panted as she was out of breath from running to catch up to Rukia. "Girl, ... you .. walk fast" she said with her hands on her knees.
"Sorry" Rukia smiled. "I didn't see you, I would of slow down." Nemu threw her arms in the air indicating it was okay. Once Nemu got back her breath, she stood upright and began walking home with Rukia.
"Hey, thanks for baby sitting Sophie tonight. My mum and me are going this big meal thing and kids under 10 can't go. I hope there wasn't anything you wanted to do tonight" Nemu said, feeling guilty.
"No, it's okay." She said with a warm smile. "How old is Sophie now? About 3years?" Nemu nodded. "Ah, okay." She said. "At least she isn't 3months, I can't handle the crying." they giggled.
They carried on walking through the snow giggling and talking about different things. Soon, they came to their doors.
"Okay, I'll be around about 7, that okay?" Rukia asked as Nemu was walking through her door.
"Yep, that be great, thanks so much Rukia, ya the best!" She said, hugging her. "See ya later!" She smiled, walking into her door.
"Okay, bye!" She said, walking down to the door next to Nemu's.
Opening the door, she was attack by her mum. "RUKIA!! Where the hell have you been?! I asked you to get home early to help me with tonight!" she shouted. Same old mum she thought. Suddenly, something came to her.
"Wait, tonight? What's tonight?" She asked, following her to her room.
"It's you're father's Awards Ceramony tonight at The Dorchester." Rukia's eye's popped out their sockets.
"But mum, I'm babysitting Sophie tonight!" Her mother laughed.
"That's okay, you're not going anyway." Rukia gave her a funny look.
"Thanks mum.." She said, sarcasticly.
"Sorry, only me and him can go. Please help me!" She said, entering her room with Rukia following her. Rukia jumped onto the bed and watched her mother open her cupboard and pull out two dresses. "Which one do you like more, Sweet and Sassy..(Note:// Its a White strapless dress with a black bow around it).. or Hot Momma! (A short black dress with a red bow)" Rukia looked at the two.
"Defo Sweet and Sassy. Sorry mum, but the other one looks a little to sluttly for The Dorchester." she smiled. Her mum looked at the black dress and began to nod.
"Yeah .. yeah I see where you're coming from. Okay, thanks Rukia! Now shoo, do some homework or something I'll come show you what it looks like in a bit." Rukia nodded and jumped off the bed and ran out the room.
Ring Ring.
Rukia ran downstairs and grabbed the phone.
"Mushi, Mushi?"
"Ohayo Ruki!" sung one of her friends, Orihime. Orihime was one of the sweetest girls anyone would ever meet.
"Hey Hime! You okay?" she asked, smiling. Orihime made anyone happy just by saying hello.
"I'm great thanks! Ishida just asked me to go the cinama's with him tonight." She obliviously said.
"Hime, that's great news!" she sounded happy for her friend. At least someone is noticing her she thought.
"...It is?" she asked. Okay, she may be the sweetest girl you'll ever know, but she isn't exactly the brightest.
"Yes, he asked you out on a date!"
"A date?" she said confused. Suddenly "YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!" was screamed down the phone.
"Yeah, my ears there .."
"I HAVE A DATE! I HAVE A DATE! I HAVE A DATE WITH FATE!" a very excited Orihime sung.
"It's still there.."
"Huh? OH! Sorry Rukia-chan!" she giggled. "It's just .. I have a date! Me!" she whispered. It's true. Non of the boy's really thought about her that way.
"I know. I'm really happy for you honey!" she said, a little low. "Anyway, you better go get ready, I'll ring later!"
"Okay! Bye!" she hung up. Rukia listened to the hangup tone for a moment then hung up herself. She sighed.
"Rukiaaaa!" her mum shouted from upstairs. She walked upstairs to see what her mother wanted. Walking past all the photo's of her and her sister as children. She was older then her by three years. She was in college now. They use to be best friends, she could tell her everything. She walked upto her mum's door.
"Mum?" she asked, pushing the door open slighty. She gasped. "Oh my god! Mum! That is so cute!" she screamed as she ran into see her mother more closely. "The Sweet and Sassy was a great idea from me!" she said, blowing her own trumpet.
"It does? It's okay then? Oh good. Thanks Rukia, ya a darling!" she said hugging her daughter. "Oh, by the way, we might not be back till late tomorrow, is that okay?" Rukia was messing with the bow on her mothers dress.
"Yeah that's fine .. wait, tomorrow?" she asked, shocked. "I'm home alone tonight?" she asked. Her mother nodded. Rukia just smiled fakely. "That's okay mum. I hope you have a great time!"
"Thanks sweetie, I will." she said, putting her makeup on.
The clock struck seven when Rukia knocked on Nemu's house. Nemu answered the door dressed in a black dress that was just above her knee's with a thin white ribbon in her hair.
"Oh hey! You're here!" She smiled. "MUM! RUKIA'S HERE! Come in, come!" she said, pulling her in by her hand.
"Thanks, Wow, I love your dress! It's well nice!" she smiled. Nemu giggled.
"Thank you!" she smiled, genuinely. Nemu's mum walked behind them whilst putting her earrings in.
"Ah, Rukia. Thank you for coming! She's not ate yet so the pizza number is on the fridge, she can't have chocolate because last time, she choked so we're not letting her have it until she's older. Erm .. that's about it I think, oh! Incase of emergency, my numbers on the side. Thank you again, Rukia! We'll be back about 10. See ya later!" Said Nemu's mother.
"Rukia-chan!" said an excited little girl.
"Hey there Sophie!" she smiled, swooping her up and blowing a rasberry in her arm. Rukia was always good with kids. She basically brought up her cousins.
"Teehee" the little girl giggled innocently. "That ... tickles, ... Ruki-chan!" Nemu's mother smiled. She lent down and kissed Sophie on her head.
"Be good for Rukia." She said sweetly. The little girl giggled.
"Don't worry, she will be. Won't you little sweetie beetie!" she teased, poking her sides. This only made Sophie laugh more. "Have fun Nemu and Nemu's mum!" she smiled.
"Bye Rukia, bye Sophie." they said as they left the house. The door slammed shut.
"Rukia! I'm hungry!" Sophie said.
"Aww do ya want some foody in your tummy?" she asked. Sophie nodded. "Okay sweetie. Do you want Pizza?" She nodded again. "Okay, I'll order it." she walked into the kichen and picked up the number from the fridge and the phone. "Okay, 01925 .. 83 .."
"Hi! Thankyou for calling! This is Peppermint Pizza's, how my I help you?"
"Hey! Could I have.." she said, telling them her order.
"Sure! Someone will be around in 10mins. If not, your meal is free!"
"Thanks, take your time!" she giggled and hung up. "Soph!" she shouted. "You dinner will be here any min now!" she said walking into the living room.
"Yay!" she shouted.
Five minutes past and Sohpie and Rukia were watching telly. Suddenly, there was a knock at the door. Rukia sighed. "Another five mins and it would of been free. Oh well, better get some money." she said getting up and opening the door.
"Hey, thanks for ordering at .. Rukia?" said a fimiliar voice. She looked shocked.
"Ichigo! Hi .. Yo..you work at .. Peppermint Pizza?" Ichigo looked down to see his work clothes looked really goofy.
"Erm .. I need money ..?" she began to laugh.
"Well here ya go." she said paying him and taking the Pizza off of him.
"Erm . I didn't know you lived here."
"Oh I don't!" Ichigo gave her a funny look. "I live next door, I'm baby sitting Sophie." she smiled.
"Oh right okay!" he smiled. His eyes, wow .. did I just think that? God, I'm sad .. "So, anyway, I have to go deliver some more Pizza's so I'll see ya in school tomorrow" he said.
"Hmm .. Yes! Okay! Tomorrow then! .. Bye Ichigo" she smiled.
"Bye" he said as she shut the door. Rukia rested her head on the door and sighed. Peppermint Pizza .. haha! she thought.
"Hey Soph! Ya Pizza's here!" She could here a 'Yay' from the other room. She sighed yet another sigh. Ichigo, Ichigo, with you hair so fine, please won't you say, that you'll be mine she giggled to herself.
Time past when Rukia put Sophie to bed. It was just her and the TV. She checked on Sophie everyday 10mins though to make sure she was okay. The clock striked 10 as the door opened.
"Hey Rukia! It's just us. How was Sophie?" Nemu's mother asked.
"Oh, she was great! She when to sleep at 7:00 and was no trouble at all!" she smiled.
"Oh good. Thank you again Rukia. Here's the money for tonight." she smiled, handing her £45
"Erm, this is a fiver more then it's ment to be." she said, ready to hand it back.
"Yes, I know. It's a little tip for you!" she smiled. She smiled in return.
"Thank you!" she said. "Anyway, I better be getting home. Thank you again! Bye!" she said whilst walking out the door. Rukia ran to her house and entered. Once that door was shut, she slide down the door and sat alone in the dark. Alone. Again.
Renji..// Okay ..
Me..// Really?! (Smiles)
Renji..// .. no
Me..// (gives a dirty look) Don't make me spork your eye's out mister!
Renji..// (Shivers in terror)
Me..// Please R&R all advice welcome and idea's too!