My dreams are nightmares
My life is too
I couldn't do it, I couldn't deal with living
But you can't really live when you're not alive
I am the walking dead
I'm not alone
I'm never alone
He's here
He's everywhere
In my mind, body, and blood
His hands, his words
They hurt me
He steals from me, he beats me, he tortures me
I hate it
I hate everything
I'm not alone
But I feel lonely
I'm afraid
I'm afraid of everything
But she was the one I feared most
She made me do all those things
I killed the little one
Ate the souls
She said it was okay
It was alright because,
How could I deal with being abandoned
By my own mother?
I do this all for a reason
I'm scared
So I seek power
I feels warm
When I kill
Like a rush of blood to the head
And when the souls are swallowed
And go down, down, down
My heart feels like it's being lifted
I want
To deal with people
To become darker than black
To be perfect
I want to be...
A Kishin
I find solace in the dark
Standing in the desert
Everything is numb
I feel my best, when I feel nothing at all
Lost at the sea with no water
My purpose is lost
The way to escape the hell inside my head
Is to
Disappear
I finished (and started) the Soul Eater anime in October, and loved it. I honestly thought I was never going to make this, but I hope it's ok.