Aothers note: Okay everyone be kind this is the first time I ever wrote anything.

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Summary:

Bella just graduated from college and has not been back to her town Forks since she graduated. Trying to forget her high school sweetheart. She comes home to put the past behind her if she can and move on with her life.

Bella's Pov:

I was listening to my lubbaby that I downloaded to my I-pod for this trip down memory lane. I Bella Swan was going home for the first time in five years. I am taking this trip for some closure. Some might wonder why I have waited so long to come back, but not the one's that know what happened. No, to them this is an unexpected trip. I still have trouble believing I am doing this. I am coming back to stay in my ex boyfriends childhood home for a week to try and get over him once and for all. My father Charlie was really pissed that I am doing this well at least staying at the Cullen Mansion. No one lives there anymore so I can have the peace and quite I will need to bring closure to my broken heart. It is with these thoughts coursing through me that I shut my eyes and think back to my junior year of high school. This was the year I first came to live with my dad and fall in love for the first time. Oh, what a first love it was, you know the all consuming kind that when it hits you it takes your breath away and you know you will never be the same again. I fell in love with Edward Cullen the third youngest child to Esme and Carisle Cullen who just happen to be the town doctor. From the moment of our first kiss we were inseparable. Edward was my first everything kiss, boyfriend, love, and lover, he is also the one I have compared every other guy to. My mind can not help but go back to our last time together and how he shattered my heart and soul that day.

Flashback:

Edward asked me to take a walk near the woods by my house. I said sure because I knew something has been going on with him for a few days now. His whole family has been acting strange come to think of yet. Just when we got the edge to the tree line he turned to me.

"Bella I have something I need to talk with you about and I need to get this all out so please don't say anything until I am done."

"Sure Edward just before you start I want you to know that I love you and no matter what we can get through this together." At these words he winced I know this was not good.

"Bella I am just going to straight to the point here. My family is moving away and we leave in two weeks from now." At these words my chest started feeling tight because I just knew there was more to come. "We are moving to England my dad got offered a position in there research hospital for cancer and he does not want to pass up this opportunity. I don't know when or if we will ever come back but I defiantly don't see us being able to stay together once we live. I want to use the last two weeks we have together to make as many memories as we can. I will never forget you Bella you were my first love." I just looked at Edward as the tears rolled down his face and grabbed him and held him for dear life while my body shook with subs with him. I can not believe this is happening.

"Edward you don't even want to try a long distance relationship?"

"I don't think that would be fair to either us going into our senior year of high school and then college. I mean think about it do you really want to sit home every weekend and not go and do stuff. I don't think it is fair for you to stop your life just because I don't live here anymore."

"Edward there is no one I would want to be with but you I just don't know why we can not try please Edward lets try to keep our relationship going."

"No, Bella this is the way it has to be please let us just enjoy each other while we still can okay."

I pulled back from him enough to look into his face and I knew that there was nothing I could do to change his mind. In two weeks time my love of my life was getting on a plane and flying away from me probably forever. I don't know how I will survive but I want Edward know as far as he is concern I can do this live my life without him.

"Yes, Edward for you I will do this know that I will always have a place in my heart for you and let's make this the best two weeks of our lives." I grabbed onto the back of his neck and brought his head down to me and gave him a kiss with all the love I was feeling for him.

End of Flashback

I shutter at those thoughts and tell myself now is not the time to think about it.

All too soon I see the seatbelt light come on and I know that were will be arriving in Forks very shortly. I am moving closer to the fork in the road for my future as well, I hope I can make the right choice. As everyone is rushing to get off the plane I take one more deep breath to calm self. I pull the chain that is hanging around my neck and kiss both rings that are hanging there hoping for guidance. I grab my bag from the over head compartment and start my journey.