CHAPTER 1; its over..
Wind brushed past me as he spoke. He saw me shiver and he hurried to his feet taking my hands. Tears' streaming down my face, staining my brown eyes with drops of liquid fire.
"It would be as if I'd never existed" he whispered reassuringly into my ear; it wasn't very reassuring at all.
The thought frightened me. Edward, not existing. A new bead of tears touched my face.
"No!" I shouted, unsteadily. "You can't! What about me Edward! You can do anything in your power, but it will never stop me from loving you... And certainly not forgetting about you!" I carried on, still crying. "You're the best thing that's... Ever happened to me... Edward" I struggled to say his name, knowing I would never win a fight like this.
His face looked crushed, like he was going to cry any minuite now. Even though that was impossible. "Just...Promise me one thing" He whispered in a voice only I could hear.
I nodded.
"Promise me you... wont do anything stupid" He made an apologetic face to himself, regretting what he just said, he probably knew what my answer was going to be.
"N...No!" I stuttered. "Why should I" I was shouting now, but still crying. I ran further into the woods trying to make him loose track of me and go before he caused me any more pain.
I hid behind a rock, knowing it was no use. I heared feet behind me. Slow, taps on the silky brown mud.
"When are you all... leaving" I whispered, forcing out the last word.
There was a long pause.
"There all gone" I heared after a while. "I stayed back to tell you... goodbye"
A big gasp came from me, "All...of them"
"Yes"
"What about alice?" I whispered.
"She's gone too," he whispered back.
I got up and ran away again. This time at full speed. I didn't care if I tripped.
In a second I was off my feet and in Edwards arms, he was taking me home.
"Let me go" I whispered, "do you want to make this more painful than it already is" Meaning it rhetorical. I couldn't do anything else than whisper. I could hardly speak, knowing my life was over.
Then we where at the beginning of the woods, Charlie's house in sight again.
"Goodbye Bella" He whispered when he put me down. He looked into my eyes for a long moment then left...gone,
"well, there goes my life," I thought to myself.
"Goodbye" I Whispered, a faint, unsteady sound came from me. But he, with my life by his side, had already gone.
When I woke up, I was in my bed. Wondering how I got here. I was crying in my sleep so my pillow was soaking wet. It was 7:00am. I don't remember anything else from last night. Just that he is gone.
He was gone. He was gone. He was gone.
I kept repeating in my head. I decided I better go back to sleep to keep me from thinking of him.
1 Week.
2 Weeks.
3 Weeks.
4 Weeks.