A/N: Okay, this is my first IsshuShipping story so excuse me if N and Touya are OOC, but hey, almost every fanfic writer of these two have different ideas how these two act, right?

Eh, then again, this story is just mostly focused on Touya's feelings for N and doesn't say anything about N's feelings for Touya so... slight IsshuShipping.

Ah, anyways, enjoy!

Touya coughed into his blue scarf, it was winter and it didn't help that the cold air made his recent sickness worse. It's been years since two years since N went on his journey and even if two years had passed, Touya couldn't help but miss N terribly.

Yes, even if Touya wasn't aware at it of first, he had feelings for the certain green haired Trainer. Now that he was gone, he had no chance of telling it to N. He wasn't sure if N would come back but he still kept hoping.

His mind raced with many thoughts while he was trying to go to sleep, thats why he was in Aspertia City, watching the trees sway and move where he was, with a mad Cheren standing next to him.

"Why did you come and visit at this hour again? Its two a.m. for Arceus's sake, Black!" Cheren huffed grumpily. Black sighed, he looked at his best friend, "I already told you, plus, you can go to your house already. I never said anything about you having to stay with me," he added before he broke out into a coughing fit.

Cheren glared, "Fine, but if you catch a cold, don't blame it on me, I have to meet with Adler anyways" he said and walked down the stairs. Touya watched him leave until he disappeared out of sight. Touya rolled his eyes, "Cheren is the same as always," he commented and went to go sit in the bench.

He put his knees up to his chest, "I should've kept looking for N," he told himself. He frowned and bit his lower lip, gnawing on the flesh. Ugh, it wasn't his fault that after that for two years and a half, there was no traces of N whatsoever. So eventually, he gave up and came back to Unova.

Just months before, Team Plasma came back and from what Touya had heard, some new Trainer defeated them. Touya would've gladly defeat Team Plasma again but his coughing illness got in the way. It reminded him of himself two years ago, except this time, there was no N involved. What was the kid's name again...? Oh yeah, Kyohei and his twin sister Mei.

Thinking about a twin sister, his own twin sister, Touko, was exploring Kanto. He chuckled, nowadays, he had no one to hang out with. Bianca was helping Prof. Juniper, Cheren had a gym to run... Touya could feel tears forming on the corner of his eyes, he longed for his Pokemon journey two years ago.

He broke out coughing once again, this time he had coughed out a little bit of blood but it didn't matter, he was used to it.

He listened to the silence of the night, Touya was getting sleepy. Though, he let the tears fall freely and his body began shaking with the sobs he tried to hold it. Damn it, he just missed N so much...

But the he felt someone hug him from behind. He felt like he should escape the embrace from someone who he didn't know who it was but... he felt safe in those arms.

"Shhh," the person said soothingly and Touya's eyes widened, he recognized that voice...

"N?" Touya choked out and turned around, he saw his face... Oh my gosh, it was actually N! Touya stood up, dragging N along with him and hugged the taller male. He sobbed even more and N just held him, whispering comforting words into his ear.

When Touya calmed down, he pulled away and stared at N's face. "N, you're back..." Touya whispered hoarsely.

N nodded, smiling warmly and opened his mouth to say-

"Yes, I'm back..."