Disclaimer: I do not own ANYTHING at allJ
You know that soul sucking, bone crushing pain you feel once in a while. Yeah he feels that every single day, Over and over again. That deep gaping hole in your heart where hope and pain all begins to feel like all misery. That's his life. No hope, endless pain and eternal misery for the rest of his entire life.
Guilt
The guilt was enough to kill him but not the only reason.
Love
He wished he hadn't discovered them like that because just the sight of them kissing could've driven him over the edge.
Words
If they just shut up that mightve talked him down but with their whispers in his ears all he could do was pull the trigger
So he ended it. He stood in the middle of camp with a gun to his head and watched the expressions twist and dance across their faces pain, shock and finally determination. He heard them try and stop him and tell him how much they love me but he knows its all lies. If they really loved him they would have noticed
The first scar
His pain filled expressions
Him skipping meals sometimes going days without eating
The way his hands would shake during sword practice
His silent screams
His tear stained face
But he could see them noticing now.
The dull gleam in his eyes
His sickly thin body
His unnatural paleness
He could see them breaking down when they realized what they did
His Mom who forgot him as soon as Paul and her were married.
Nico who told him he loved him every night then cheated him with Chris
Annabeth who left him to hang out with "Cooler" people.
Poseidon who abandoned him for Triton the "Perfect" son.
Chiron who decided he didn't accomplish enough so he kicked him out of camp.
Thalia who led the "I hate Percy" revolution when she told everyone he sucked.
Luke his first betrayal and the one that hurt the most.
Travis and Connor who ditched him when they realized he wasn't popular anymore.
He could see them break as he pulled the trigger.
The he couldn't see them anymore.
The End.
A/N: Yeah I know it sucks and its super short but yeah hope you liked itJ