Hi everyone!!! This is my first fic. I am really excited for you guys to read it. Let me know what you think. I have no beta so any flaws are of my own fault, that and my boyfriend for not catching them *GROWLS IN HIS DIRECTION* But I really hope you like it. There are a total of six chapters, which are all completed.
ENJOY!!!! Authors Note: Italics are thoughts being said in the story for this chapter its Edward hearing Bella
Chapter 1
Its been twelve years since we said hello and six years since we said goodbye. The first six years were so short and they flew by us before we could even grasp what was really going on. Renesmee grew at an accelerated rate, we all knew that and expected it. But we never expected everything else. Like her being so independent, or when we all realized that she too had imprinted and that it was Jacob, then her powers growing, and above all her wanting to leave.
At six years old she left with Jacob in tow. Edward had insisted that she take the Volvo because he was afraid that Jake's old beat up Rabbit wouldn't hold. And you would think after so many years that he would just buy new car. But no, he said it was just too important, to many good memories and turning points in his life were made with this car, so he kept it. And now the two of them were off somewhere exploring he world, each others love, and there happiness.
"Bella, love whats wrong?" Edward asked. We were laying down on the chase lounge looking out at the forest in Edwards old room. Esme couldn't bare to re decorate it and since Nessie left we rarely were ever at our cottage. "I just miss them, both of them. I just want to have our daughter and best friend back." He just gave me a small smile and nodded knowingly at my statement. It was true, Jake had become the family's best friend and even Rosalie was missing him and surprisingly his smell.
I decided to let Edward hear my thoughts. Speaking them out loud just seemed to make them too real. Plus, I didn't want to upset the rest of the family, who no doubt were listening. Any time I would even mention her name they stopped whatever they were doing. One time Rose and Emmett were in the middle of making love and I had just whispered her name. They stopped immediately and came running. It was really funny but no one laughed. I don't think I have heard a laugh escape anyones mouths in six years.
I just wish she was here. I knew that one day we would have to let her go but even then I though that she would want to be here with us, her family. I never thought she would want to leave. What did I do wrong?
Edward looked sullen and just shook his head " Nothing Bella you did everything you were suppose to, we did everything we were suppose to. Life just has a funny way of turning out. I mean she has forever with us which is something we were blessed with. We have to let her spread her wings she needs to explore and needs to grow." I just looked at him. My face I am sure looked like someone had shot my dog and if I could have shed a tear at all, the room might have gotten flooded.
I know I still just wish she was here. I miss her laughter, her cries, I miss watching her sleep, helping her do her hair, feeling her warm hand against my face and she showing me everything her and Jake did. And for once just this once I wish I could cry.
I guess I really didn't think that last comment through. I wasn't trying to blame him for anything I just wanted him to hear and feel my emotional state right now. But instead my words wounded him and his face showed it. "Edward please, I do not regret anything in my life and I never will. I love you and I love my life." He sat us up, grabbed my hand and we flew out the window landing on our feet in a full out sprint. I knew were he was leading us to. We come here a lot, our meadow helps us, calms us down, and makes us remember our love. " Bella I just wish I could ease your pain" just as we reached the clearing my head started spinning and I collapsed. I knew what was happening, it was Renesmee.
I hope you enjoyed Chapter1. Let me know what you think and after I go over chapter 2 again I will post it. So please R&R!!!!