YEAH…I'm not really sure what this one is called but I'm just going to say that it's based on the song 'My Immortal' by Evanescence.

Why did he have to leave? I thought as I looked down at my Evanescence CD.. I know your thinking this is pretty bad…A fully grown fire demon listening to a ningens' CD, but hey.. It's the one thing I have left to remember him by, besides all the memories… but they just torment me daily….

Why did that hot-headed idiot have to go with Gouki and try to find Kurama, just to break another one of spirit world's laws…when we could've just broken another here, in Makai?…THEN THE BASTARD HAS TO GO AND GET HIMSELF CAUGHT AND ON TOP OF THAT HE WENT AND GOT HIMSELF ON PROBATION!!

-Lyrics-

I'm so tired of being here…suppressed by all of my, childish fears.

Why was I thinking of that song now? I wonder what he's thinking about right now? Does he ever forget me? Am I wiped from his memory? Why did I ask my self these questions every night why couldn't I just let my self have one painless night?… I don't know just to keep me going?…I have no clue, but every night I have the exact same answers to all 4 questions: I don't know, me?, he never forgets. How can he?, I better not be and if I am…I will personally hunt down and kill the bastard who shattered my last shard of hope/happiness into a million pieces….

-Lyrics-

And if you have to leave, I wish you would just leave.

Your presence still lingers here, And it won't leave me alone!

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just to real, There's just to much that time can not erase.

When I dream, I dream of that song over, and over and over… While playing pictures of Hiei.. 2 years is a long time..

-Lyrics-

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

Then even though it kills me, I remember the first time we met and I was about to steal from him.. I was alone, scared all I wanted was some of that bread… but he actually came down on me, grabbed my arm and was about to kill me with his sword, when he looked into my eye's as I started to cry, grabbing a rag and wiping my eyes, he pulled out another rag and tied up all of my wounds. What was he thinking?

-Lyrics-

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.

After that I would torture myself again as I replayed the time when Hiei got sick in the rain…

"Leave us alone!" I shouted to the bushes all around us, filled with hungry demons ready to eat Hiei.

Looking down on Hiei through my soaking bangs, while I leaned over him trying to keep him dry. Which was getting even more difficult every time he decided he was to hot, or cold.

"Hiei you've got to stay dry". I said as I laid myself across him to keep him from getting to wet.

"It's so hot!" He yelled closing his eye's in frustration.

"GGGrrrrr." came the growl from the bushes in front of me.

Why did it have to be him down there on the muddy ground? He was our main fighter, the protector of us both… sure I know how to fight but that's with close combat, these demons are maybe 10, 15 feet away. I never really did perfect the aura blast, but for Hiei it's worth a shot.

Hiei squirmed closer to me buried his head in my warm stomach, and mumbled "To cold."

"Well be warm soon enough." I said lying to the cold shaking body snuggled up against me. While stroking his spiky black hair I said to him in a soothing voice: "All we have to do is wait for morning to come."

With silent tears running down my already streaked face I took my hands off of Hiei's shaking form and clasped them together, right in front of my chest and tried to remember Hiei's words:

***Flashback***

"Try to gather all of your aura throughout your entire body and push it towards your hands." He said sitting directly in front of me while I tried to push every ounce of aura that I had and tried to focus.

"Good, now.. Push it out…" He said while I bit my lip in frustration.

"Hurry it up, or I won't have the patience to help!" He whispered dangerously.

Fine, fine, fine…

I can read your thoughts too….

I know.

"Here goes nothing'" I said as I tried to push it all out…. "VVWOOOSSHH!!" suddenly I felt my neck get warmer, when I looked up I saw a bright blue ball flying into the sky, and there was Hiei sitting in front of me looking as bored as usual. -It was supposed to fan out.-

"That was pa--" He started as I cut him off.

"Don't say anything." I said seriously, before childishly turning around, on the brink of giving up.

***End Of Flashback***

After I was pretty sure I had all of my aura, which was now giving me a warm fuzzy feeling, and was about to fan It out when I turned to see A demon horse-head-thing reach for Hiei, bloodlust in his eyes.

How did I ever let Hiei get that far away?? Must've concentrated a little to hard..

"No!!" I screamed as I tried to lunge at Hiei, coming short 3ft.. When I looked up afraid to see a lifeless Hiei, in some demons jaws… in stead Hiei was writhing on the ground, the demon gone.

Odd?

As I slowly raised my body up off the muddy ground, I noticed the rain had stopped, no, no, the rain hadn't stopped, it was just replaced with a electric blue cover, now looking all around me I could see demons lunging at us only to be disintegrated by the….barrier…?

I looked down on Hiei as I crouched down and half-assed hugged him.

"Once again, you were the one who helped me unlock a new technique ." I said with a small smile.

Should I continue this, or leave it out in the sun to get old + moldy? Seriously if I don't get a review I might just give up…. Unless if you like it and don't have an account, just leave it under 'no_name' or something like that….

-L8R Silver-kitsune12 =3