Author's Note: Hey Guys! So this is my first time attempting fanfiction. I love writing and was inspired to write this story. Please feel free to review, and if well received I may continue the story.

Tamsin-

Tamsin knew she had dark in her. She wasn't just Dark Fae, she knew she had this darkness inside of her that fully tried to destroy her at times. She had always known that, since she was a little girl in her first of many lifetimes.
She knew who she had to be, and who she was expected to be. Nothing was truly hers. Even her own blonde hair was nothing but a symbol of her power as a Valkyrie. She had many lives, and through them, she had accepted who she was meant to be, and that she was unfortunately meant to be alone.

But she also knew she had power, and she wanted to believe that there was a good inside of her. Sometimes her power became so overwhelming that she felt she couldn't breathe.
She could remember locking herself in closets in the past when her breathing became so short that she felt her world collapsing in on her. One time her human friend Kenzi described this as a "panic attack".
She wasn't entirely sure what that meant, but it did sound pretty accurate. All Tamsin knew was that in that small dark closet, she could control everything around her, and that was the only thing that was able to get her under control again.

Those who live, those who die, those who go to Valhalla. The weight of responsibility and pressure of a Valkyrie never left her mind. However, she secretly always dreamed of finding love. She wasn't even sure of the definition of the word love until this most recent life. She could vaguely remember the day in the early days of this life that she put her arms around her after she had saved her from Massimo, "That's what love feels like" she accidentally said to herself out loud.

However, now that she had grown older and wiser again, she knew no one could ever love someone like her. Someone with so much dark and death surrounding her, she had accepted this fact about herself.

At least, she had accepted it, until she met Bo.

Today was a Wednesday just like any other, other than the fact that Tamsin could not get her mind off the succubus for a single moment of peace. She walked aimlessly around the grocery store, trying desperately to think of the ingredients Kenzi had asked her to pick up for girls night. Instead her mind circled with thoughts of Bo, from her dark brown hair and her eyes both blue and brown, her entrancing figure and her brave voice. However, that wasn't even the most intriguing part of her.
Her smile. That is what made Tamsin feel things she never thought she could feel. It was rare, and there were variations of fake smiles that Tamsin had seen Bo give, but when she smiled from a place of truth and pure happiness, it was the most beautiful thing in the world. Tamsin liked to sometimes think that she was the only one who could make the succubus smile like that, but she knew deep down that probably wasn't true. Everyone loved Bo. Her partner Dyson, her best friend Kenzi, even the human doctor Lauren.
Tamsin shook her head and continued to browse the aisles of the store. She came across a section of flowers. She remembered the time Bo surprised her with a bouquet of orange roses.
"I know you said orange flowers were your favorite Miss Valkyrie, so I saw these and thought of you."
Tamsin smiled at the memory as it replayed in her mind, when at the same time her phone began to buzz in her pocket.

She reluctantly shoved her hand into her jeans to find a ridiculous picture of Kenzi with her tongue sticking out staring back at her. Her human friend was always stealing her phone and adding pictures of herself wherever she could.
"What?" She answered hastily, upset she had been ripped out of one happy memory she had.
"Tam Tam where the hell are you? I'm bored as hell."
"I'm on the way, I'm just grabbing the chips you wanted now."

"Okay perf. See you soon. Oh by the way, Dyson cancelled on Bo tonight for drinks so she's coming to girls night! Yay!"
Tamsin felt her heart start to race and she struggled to keep it together. She had to keep reminding herself that Bo didn't want her. That way it felt less painful. She could swear she felt her own heart expanding in her chest.

"Great." She replied as she hung up the phone quickly.

The Clubhouse-

"Well I think I successfully ate my weight in chocolate and buffalo chicken dip, so I would call that a successful girls night!" Kenzi exclaimed in a high pitched voice.

She rolled herself over so her head was resting on Tamsin's lap. Tamsin was place between Bo and Kenzi on the worn down red couch in their shack of an apartment. Tamsin had spent the majority of the movie trying to not to stare a Bo or smiled uncontrollably when she heard her laugh. Kenzi's eyes looked up to meet Tamsin's playfully cupping her cheeks in her hands,

"I'm going to go sleep for a few hundred years. Are you staying over Tammy? We did down three bottles of wine. I know you Fae don't get as drunk as us mere humans, but I still like to keep you safe and alive, despite you having a few more lives lined up."

"I uh…I gotta head home." Tamsin replied, not wanting to sleep next to Kenzi's snoring all night.
"Fine, suit yourself Valkyrie. I'm off to dream of Johnny Depp." Kenzi rolled herself of the couch, landing on her feet and scurried up the stairs.

The idea of being alone with Bo scared Tamsin to death. She had to get out of there. She had told herself over and over that she would not let her darkness ruin this amazing woman. With the empty space where Kenzi sat, Tamsin reluctantly moved her body over so that her hip was no longer lined up with and touching Bo's on the small couch.

"You can stay with me if you want." Bo replied with a smile.
"I don't know succubus, I don't think I can resist your charms all night" Tamsin replied with a smile and a laugh to indicate she was joking, when she knew deep down she was not. She tried not to stare too intently into Bo's beautiful eyes.

"Ha..Ha.." Bo said sarcastically. "Sometimes I like to just be next to someone I care about, you know? It's not always about sex…even if it is always about sex." she laughed "Come on, you can be my big spoon." She playfully slapped Tamsin on the knee and got up, clearly expecting the Valkyrie to follow.

Tamsin knew she was in trouble, but part of her did not care.

Bo's Bedroom-

As Tamsin walked into Bo's bedroom she surveyed the array of clothes lining the floor. Mostly consisting of black and leather, which is what the succubus mostly wore. Not that Tamsin minded, it always showed off her perfect figure. She snapped herself out of her thoughts once again.
"Don't clean up on my account" she said sarcastically.
"Oh please, like you've never had to get dressed in a hurry before." Bo replied.
"Clearly not quite like you."

Bo started to undress and Tamsin could feel her heart swell up in her chest. Her heart felt both heavy and light. She wanted this girl so completely, but she could never love someone like her. The intensity inside her began to swell. As Bo whipped around, in only her black bra she exclaimed "Whoa what's wrong Tamsin? Why are you staring at me like that?

She could not control herself any longer. She made her way across the room in a direct and concise pattern and she grabbed the succubus from the back of her head and pulled her close to her. She brought her lips up to meet her and couldn't help but moan as the wetness met hers in perfect harmony. Energy rushed through her body and she couldn't stop herself from wanting more. Bo may feed off others as a succubus, but the hunger Tamsin was experiencing for Bo currently felt just as powerful. All of sudden Tamsin began to feel movement through her chest and out of her mouth, leaving her body and entering Bo's. Bo had begun to feed of her chi. This wasn't the first time that Tamsin had let Bo feed off her, but this time it felt more passionate. Like the world ceased to exist. Their energy was too strong to ever break this apart. Tamsin knew she would give Bo anything she wanted.

Bo pulled herself away quickly. "Whoa. I was not expecting that…"
"Just thought you might be hungry…" Tamsin stammered, trying to come up with an excuse for why she couldn't resist the succubus any longer.

"That was…more than feeding…"Bo said with confusion. "Tamsin…"
"I should go." Tamsin said in a felt her dark, like a weight on her shoulder, telling her to destroy and leave. The compulsion to destroy anything good in her life had always been inside of her. Like a darkness just under the surface waiting to come out. She couldn't put the love of her life through that.
As she made her way to go Bo grabbed her hand and pulled her back,

"I think you should stay."