Hello everyone!
This is my first attempt to a Brittana story. I have read many of them and I guess I thought it was time for me to try one myself...So please be nice, just sit back and relax ;) English isn't my mother tongue, so don't start nagging about little mistakes please :) I hope you enjoy my story!
Disclaimer: I do not own Glee or any of the characters.
In this first chapter Brittany breaks up with Artie.
Santana's POV
I have been planning this for weeks now…ever since Brittany chose that four eyed loser over me I have been thinking of a way to win her over. Damn it, I know she loves me but she's afraid I'll chicken out when she chooses me. She has the right to be…coming out to Brittany was one of the hardest things ever. Dealing with her blowing me of was the hardest.
She wants me to be confident before she can be with me. It all comes down to admitting to everyone that I'm…a lesbian. What does she expect? It took me the whole sophomore and junior year to admit to myself that I was gay, and now that I told her she suddenly wants me to come out of the closet for the whole school! I'm not ready and that's why I can't have her. It hurts seeing her rolling on Artie's lap. She belongs to me, Santana Lopez. At least I want her to…
The last few weeks have been hard. I've been avoiding Brittany because seeing her hurts too much. Asking David to be my beard didn't exactly work, but I actually felt some kind of relieve when I told him I play for the other team too. So now I came up with a better plan. The assignment Mr. Schue gave us is the opportunity I've been waiting for. I've been searching for weeks to a song that expresses my feelings perfectly to Brit. She always said she loves it when I sing for her, but I never do, except Landslide…So I'm planning on singing Songbird to Brittany. I have to let her know that I still love her and I still want her to be with me.
There she is! My stomach…Oh please Santana Lopez, keep a hold of yourself! Wait? Is she crying? She is! What happened?
I pulled her into a tight hug and let her lean onto my left shoulder. I could see Artie standing dumbfounded at her locker. What did that loser do to him, I swear to hell I will beat him up! Brittany kept sobbing on my shoulder. I soothed her by caressing my hand on her spine. "Sweetie, what happened?" I asked worriedly but silently so nobody could hear. "Artie" she sobbed, "he called me stupid!" and she started to cry louder! "He what!" Damn I could beat that boy out off his wheelchair if I wanted to, but right now B needed me to just be there for her.
I offered her a ride to her house after school, but she wanted to walk home instead. I could feel she was hurt. I might hate Artie, but I never thought he would call her stupid. People always think she is, but hell no she's not! She's the girl that gets me trough every day, how crappy they might be. She always knows how to make me smile and I realize now more than ever how I missed her these past few weeks. I was going to get this right, tomorrow I would sing Songbird to her and she was going to realize that I was there for her all along. Tomorrow…
Brittany's POV
He called me stupid…From all the guys in Glee club, he was the only one who never called me that, and now he did. I was so relieved that I found Santana at the end of the hallway after Artie and I broke up. I needed my best friend, and she seemed to feel that exactly because she didn't go all Lima Heights on Artie when I told her what he did. Even though I'm hurt, I couldn't accept the car ride home. I need to get my mind straight and I can't be around her to do that.
My legs are starting to go sour from the all the walking. It's 20 minutes by car, so I don't think I'm even halfway… God I wish Lord Tubbington could pick me up, but I forgot my cell at home. Santana used to remind me every day to take it with me, so I could call her when I got abducted by aliens again. But I didn't do any sleepovers with her the last few weeks, and she didn't drive me to school ever since what happened after her confession at the lockers.
I will never forget that day, when I first felt I really lost Santana. I had been waiting forever for her to confess her love for me, but God why didn't she have the courage to tell me BEFORE Artie and I hooked up! Things would have been so much easier… I knew right away that I had made the biggest mistake of my life by blowing her off. I tried to tell her that but all that seemed to come out was this big blur of words and next thing I know she pushed me away.
I needed Santana to be brave for me. I want be with her more than I want Lord Tubbington to quit smoking. It was always me and her…and right now it is just me…I miss my Sanny.
Soooo...hope you liked it! If you do, please review :) I'm planning on writing more!