A/n: Hey guys, I'm back... :) Did ya miss me? Anyway, I know you wanted a new chapter of What Now but unfortunately that didn't work out... (Big bang theory came on...) But i gave you this instead! (Update: I'm polishing up all of my old storys so if you follow me, this isn't new content, sorry :3 )
It's not easy to meet each other in such a big world!
The world is a big place. "How big?" you ask? I don't know, Why don't you go measure the earth and tell me. All I know is its big. Huge actually. I wish it was smaller. Maybe then He would come back to me, like he promised. I still wonder, to this day, why did we meet anyway? I mean, It's not like we were looking for each other. I had just ran away from home and accedently saved him from Drowning. On some days, I hate him so much. On some days, he makes me cry, I'm so sad and lonesome. Sometimes he makes me feel so happy I cry. memory loves to toy with my emotions like that. I've always wondered how he gets along without me. He used to call, quite often in fact! And then he stopped calling gradually. First it was one day, then a week, than a month, than two, than never. It was crushing. But life must go on. He must have found something else. Someone else. I still think about him all the time even though he's not around.
I had a good friend who left me once, and I miss her every day
I miss her. Sometimes. I don't miss her anger, that's for sure! I do however miss her various forms of encouragement, although It may have been another form of her anger. I miss her eyes, too. Most of the time her eyes were aqua blue with a tiny smudge of mossy green, and they always burned with her ambition to win. She had a dream to become the worlds greatest Water Pokémon Master. I'd never admit it to her face, but her dream was way more obtainable than mine, by, like an Inch. When Max found Jirachi I remeber talking about her to him, not naming names of course. I was gonna call her after that big adventure, but I was Afraid.
"Wish on everything. Pink cars are good, especially old ones. And stars of course, first stars and shooting stars. Planes will do if they are the first light in the sky and look like stars. Wish in tunnels, holding your breath and lifting your feet off the ground. Birthday candles. Baby teeth."
― Francesca Lia Block
I wish on every thing from old pink cars to Baby teeth in hopes that something will work. I wish I hadn't left him. I wish My sister hadn't won Third place in that dumb beauty contest. I wish that I wasn't afraid of bugs. I wish He would come back. That is what I wish the Most. That is what I want the most.
Always do what you are afraid to do.
– Ralph Waldo Emerson
I've always been Afraid of many things. Of Hights. Of Closets. Of the Dark. But I have always been able to cure these fears. but I've never been able to cure my fear of calling her back. I always been afraid that she would be in a battle, or to busy, or angry, or she forgot me. Or maybe she's even going on her own adventures with other guys now who are better than me. More reliable than me. Even the thought scares me. Again, as always when this thought comes to my mind, I hope she's not. Hope is what sustains me.
Some people want it to happen, some wish it would happen, others make it happen.
– Michal Jordan
As much as I wish, I have come to realize that unless I do something, nothing will happen. Unless I call him first, he will not call me. We will never meet again unless someone makes the first jump, the first leap, the first bound. All I can say is I hope I can find him before I bound off a cliff.
Hope is a waking dream.
– Aristotle
Last night I dreamed about her. Again. For the seventh time. This week. I keep hoping she would call me first.
I decided to call him. I don't very well know why I'm gonna go through all that trouble to find that git, but Maybe I just need some one to talk to. The Sensational Sisters are always out of the house and even though I get loads of challengers, after they win the cascade badge, they don't normally stick around to talk. And sure I have the random visitor, Like Tracey or Casey, but it doesn't feel the same as talking to him.
So I'm gonna call her and get over this dumb fear. I'm gonna do it. I'm going to call her. Today. Right now.
As I call the Sunnyshore Pokémon center, the Nurse Joy at that place says he's not there ether, I'm about to give up. This is the 30th Pokémon center I've tried and I'm about to give up. Just then The phone rings. I Pick I up and its him,
She picks up,and I'm nervous. I clear my throught and say, "Hey, Mist." it takes her a few minuets, but eventually I hear her reply.
"Hey Ash." I imagine she's smiling through her happy tears. "Hi, there is just something I want to say to you.
"Yeah, me too." She says. Them we say at the same time...
I Miss you
Can miles truly separate you from friends... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?
– Richard Bach