That smile, i never knew its true intention i didn't understand if it was mocking me or being kind. And because of that, that one smile i was lost, now I've made a mistake, one that i can not take back, even though i want to so badly. I've made a miscalculation and an huge error that won't be forgiven.
At the time i ignored my feelings, i thought they were silly and childish. I felt that if i just waited long enough they would vanish, of course they never did. Soon my head was clouded with thoughts of him and nothing else. The only thing was that smile, it puzzled me to no end. I guess that now i finally realized what it meant. The whole time i thought he hated me really, he felt the exact same way.
Why? Why didn't i understand that sooner! Now here i am, crying into my pillow as the bitter memories of what I've done continue to fill my head. "It was an accident", "I don't know what happened" i can say all those things but they won't believe me. Not like they ever really trusted me to begin with. I want to run away but my legs won't move, maybe its better that way though, my whole entire life I've ran away from my problems, now I'll be punished for my actions.
Once they figure out they will all hate me for good. I can't rewind what's happened I've hurt the only one i care about and now, now he's gone for good. The smile i hated so much, gone like it never existed, but for some reason i miss it, can't i see it once more? I want it back, no i want him back. Why, why did I, Crona Gorgon end Death the kid's life.
Tears stream down Crona's face as the harsh reality hits him all at once. No, i can't take this anymore. Crona slowly grabs the blood stained knife from the floor and shakily brings it towards his heart, it wouldn't hurt right? No, it couldn't hurt as much as my heart is hurting right now. His eyes gaze over at Kid, "We can be together now. Together at last" he mumbled as he plunged the knife deep into his skin.
Crona's body fell next to Kid's, a faint smile crossed his lips as he managed to say two words before a deep slumber finally took him over.
"I'm sorry"