Nice to meet you all, i am E-chan^^. This is my first Ouran High Host Club story. I wanted to get away from naruto for awhile and try something new, so please injoy, Je vais vous protéger !!

France, the place that held so many memorise. Of course people would never know that this place held the most for a boy know as Tamaki Suoh. Of course he wasn't there, but someone was for him, Kyouya Ootori.

Kyouya was standing on a tall building that showed a amazing view. He had come here to think of the information that had made him have lack of sleep for sometime now.

He took his glasses off and started to rube his eyes, ' I wonder what hes doing right now... '. Kyouya put his glasses back on, getting a small book out of his pocket and started to read. The book was worn out, and on the front was the letters T.S.

By now the king of the host club, as he liked to be called, probably already notice his diary was gone. Kyouya turned the marked page and let his eyes shane over the words.

Dear Diary,

Seems this years class trip is to go to France. I wish i could go, kyouya is going and it be so nice to show him all the amazing places that my mother use to take me as a child. He says that well take alot of pictures for me and everything, but i am still sad.

Me and kyouy are now more then just friends, so being away from him well be hard for me. Hes not leaving for a few days so I'm going to spend as much time with him as i can. I think ill call him now, goodnight my diary.

Kyouya turned another page and read on.

Dear Diary,

I had the worse dream, i was in France and my mother was there, but she was dieing of her illness. I was crying next to her on her bed, feeling as if there was something i could have done, but i was just to stupid to notice it.

When i woke up i was crying, i haven't cried about my mom in a long time. I hope she is doing ok, i wonder if it be to much to ask kyouya to check up on her. Would i be a burden to him?

' Of course you wouldn't, you idiot '

Kyouya turned a few pages, to the day before he was leaving and read.

Dear Diary,

Kyouya is leaving tomorrow....it seems like he's leaving forever, but that is just my foolish heart talking. He's staying with me tonight and then he leaves, so im going spend ever moment with him. He'll only be gone for awhile and then hes back. Is it still foolish for me to cry over small things i shall miss him doing? Like how he holds me and his soft goodnight kisses?

But more, once he returns i will throw this diary away. I will not let the memorise of harm and pain in my past hurt me now. My mother would want me to smile with my friends and the one i hold dear and i shall do that. Diary, i have told you my pain and i have given you my sadness, and soon i will throw them all away.

Kyouya looked out to the city, a smile on his face. ' Shes fine you idiot, you don't have to be in pain anymore '. He gripped the pages of the diary and ripped them from the book.

" Heh, now i don't have to see that idiots sad smile anymore ".

Kyouya then throw the pages out into the air, watching them blow in the wind to France below. No longer would the sad memorise of France harm the one he love. he would protect him and make his future bright.

Woot, i think it came out really well. So what do you guys think? Review and tell me ^^.