Summary: Elphaba has had enough of her life and she's given up being wicked. She's given up her entire life and become a whole new person, Bella Swan. Bella has fallen in love with Edward Cullen and she is finally happy. But she's never forgotten her sister Nessa and her best friends Glinda, Boq and Fiyero. Nessa and Glinda believe Elphaba is dead but Boq and Fiyero know better but they are sworn to keep it a secret. But there's a fight inside Bella, a fight between her good and her wicked side. A fight she feels she's losing! Bella hears Nessa singing "Golden Slumbers." Nessa's lullaby and she hears Glinda singing "True Friendship." she sings with them. Nessa & Glinda hear her singing and they know she's alive. Bella's heart leads her, the Cullens and Jacob back to Oz. Can Bella put her two lives together? Or will she be lost in her battle to stay good?

Twilight/Wicked

Lost

By Hannah Curbishley

Chapter 1- Guilt Trip

I've learnt something very important in my lifetime. In your life a certain moment can either make or break you as a person. The Memories that make you are the ones that you can never forget.

But for me there are many memories: some good, some that are truly wicked. My name is Elphaba and my memories are good but some the ones that haunt me are truly wicked. Are you ready to see my memories? Are you ready to see my wicked life through my eyes? Well if you are keep reading because this story is only for the Wicked.

I'm different you see I'm one of a kind.

I was three when I learned I was different. I was hoping along the Yellow Brick Road I was a happy child. I stopped hoping at the sight of them. The Munchkins were all staring at me in horror.

"Why are you staring at me? Is something wrong with me? Do you see something in me that makes you stare?" I asked myself in my head. I ran home, confused. I stopped at the sight of a small mirror on the floor, I picked it up and I looked at myself in the mirror for the first time, my parents wouldn't let me see myself and now I knew why. I looked at the green little girl in the mirror, me.

I sat in my bedroom that night crying, when my mother came in. Mother loved me even though I was green, she loved me but father didn't, I knew he didn't.

"Come here my child." Mother said, taking me into her arms cuddling me.

"Mama why am I green? Is it because I'm a bad girl?" I asked her.

"Of course your not bad my angel things happened to us for a reason." Mother said. "I believe your green my little girl for a special reason." Mother said.

"A special reason. Does that make me special?" I asked.

"Your special my sweet." Mother said before she kissed my check.

Oh mother I loved you.

She died. My mother died giving birth to my baby sister Nessarose. I was four, father was afraid Nessa would be green like me, in a way he killed mother. Nessa's leg were tangled, she'll never walk. Every time I looked at her I feel so guilty and could only whisper to her "oh Nessa, I'm sorry"

I looked after her you know, all her life I cared for her, I sung to her when she couldn't sleep because her legs were painful. I remember the lullaby, Nessa's lullaby I called it.

Nessa was crying, she was only six months old when I started singing to her.

"Hush Nessa Hush it's ok." I used to whisper to her.

"Your big sister is here, your safe." I picked her up from her cot she was so light for six months mainly because she was premature. I lay on the bed with her, I laid next to her.

"I'll sing to you my baby sister, sing you to sleep like mama did for me when I was little. I'll sing her favourite lullaby to you my baby sister." I whispered. Nessa cooed.

"It's called Golden Slumbers." I whispered and began to sing the lullaby my mother hand sung to me as a baby

Golden slumber kiss your eyes,Smiles await you when you , pretty baby,Do not cry,And I will sing you a lullaby.

Care is heavy, therefore sleep,While I o'er you watch do , pretty darling,Do not cry,And I will sing you a lullaby.

I sang her to sleep every night with that Lullaby, she loved it. Before she went to sleep she ask me to sing to her and because I loved my baby sister so much I did.

My Father was governor of the Munchkins, so Nessa would take his place when he died. Why Nessa you ask? Why not me? Because my father loves my sister more and treats me as if I don't exist. In short, I hated him.

Father sent Nessa to Shizz University and he sent me to look after her. I remember the first day like it was yesterday. Two reasons really; one because everyone stared at me as ever and second and the most important reason, I met my best friend Glinda that day and as I look back I'm glad I did meet her. Even if we did loath each other.

"Oh Elphie I'm so glad we're best friends." Glinda always used to say

"Me too Glinda." I said hugging her. We made a group, me, Glinda, Nessa, Boq and Fiyero best friends, the only four people who respected the fact I was green. I missed them so much.

My life was perfect, I had my friends. But then Glinda and me went to the Emerald City to see the Wizard and everything changed. I became Wicked, I did wicked things. Then I decided after two years of wickedness that I was through being Wicked, I had to leave Oz. I wanted a new life and I had a plan, I knew how to get a new life but before I left Oz I met up with Boq and Fiyero.

"Hey Elphie." Boq and Fiyero said as I met them.

"Hey guys. You didn't tell Nessa and Glinda you were meeting me did you?" I asked.

"No. we made you a promise." Boq and Fiyero said with a smile.

"Boys I'm leaving Oz. I'm not coming back. Everyone believes I'm dead and I want Nessa and Glinda to believe that too but first, before I go, I want to do a good thing with my powers. Boq I want you to put these on Nessa's feet when you go back to her." I said giving him the red slippers.

"What do they do?" Boq asked confused.

"They'll help her walk Boq it's about time my baby sister walked on her two feet." I said with a small smile. Boq's face lit up.

"Oh thank you Elphie your not a wicked person no matter what anyone in Oz says, we know it's not true." Boq said hugging me.

"Thank you Boq. Before I go I want you two to promise that you will look after Nessa and Glinda, keep them safe for me please." I asked them.

"Of course we will Elphie. What do I tell Nessa about the shoes?" Boq asked.

"Tell her I gave you them before I died. Tell her I said she couldn't have them till I'd gone. Tell her I love her and I'm sorry. Fiyero please tell Glinda the same give Glinda back my hat." I said with a small sad smile. I gave him the hat that Glinda had given to me so long ago

"Of course we will. Elphie why can't you say goodbye to them yourself, why do we have to lie?" Boq and Fiyero asked.

"Because it would be too painful for them I've caused enough pain in your life's no, more pain, no more wickedness. I'm starting a new life." I said with a small smile.

"Elphie stay here start a new life here." Boq and Fiyero said.

"I wish I could but I can't stay in Oz anymore, make them happy boys, they need you to care and protect them. I trust you with them." I said with a small smile.

"Oh Elphie we'll miss you." Boq and Fiyero said before they hugged me.

"Goodbye Boys I wish we could meet again but I know that's impossible so let me say one thing before I leave. Be happy. Make Glinda and Nessa happy. Goodbye my friends." I said. I turned to walk away.

"We will Elphie. We'll be happy for you. We'll think of you for the rest of our lives. Goodbye dear friend." Boq and Fiyero said before they disappeared.

"Goodbye." I whispered into the night.

"I no longer feel wicked, take me from this life and deliever me another." I said and that's when Elphaba died and I was re-born as Isabella Swan. A New Life, No more Wickedness. I will never forget my friends I will keep them with me like a handprint of my heart forever.