Ok so this is my first Make it or Break it fanfic. I absolutely love this show.
Disclaimer- I do not own anything. If I did Damon and Emily would be together and Lauren would get what was coming to her.
I know its really short but I promise its good. So I hope you enjoy. Please R&R.
I couldn't let myself fall for him. For one he was Razor's friend and it would be wrong if I went for him. I'm not stupid I knew that Razor had feelings for me, but the thing is I didn't feel anything for him but friendship. Another reason I couldn't get involved with Damon is I had to stay focused on gymnastics. With nationals coming up I had to train hard and keep my head in the game. I couldn't afford another slip up after Sasha had given me another chance. He would probably just end up hurting me any way and I don't think my heart being broken is worth the risk.
Even with all these reason on why I shouldn't get involved with Damon, I couldn't help but think about the reasons I should. When I first met him I thought he was the bad boy who went around hooking up and throwing girls away, but I soon discovered that he was nothing like that. He was sweet and caring. He bought my outfit at the rock fashion show just to show his support. He helped me sneak into the rock and train when Sasha was being pigheaded and had kicked me out. When he kissed me I couldn't help the shivers that ran down my spine and the butterflies that appeared in my stomach. When he told me that he couldn't just be my friend, my heart hammered in my chest and I almost forgot to breathe. I wanted so bad to tell him that I wanted to be more than friends but something was holding me back. Maybe it was the fact that I have trust issues or the fact that I'm afraid of being hurt. Whatever it was it was tearing me up inside. I was torn between taking the plunge into a relationship or standing on the sidelines away from the possibility of a broken heart.
There were a lot of things that I'm not sure about but there was one thing that was very clear to me; I was falling for Damon even if I didn't want to.
Hope you liked it. Again please review.
