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I was put in Azkaban, a prison for witches and wizards alike, for thirteen years. I was accused of betraying my best friend and his family to Voldemort and for murdering thirteen people with one curse.

I was innocent on both accounts. Sometimes, I use to wonder what I did to deserve this punishment. Maybe it just fate or destiny or maybe my past sins have finally caught up with me. What sins you ask, the sin of selling my heart, the sin of not saving my unborn child, and the sin of falling in love with the same woman as my best friend.

Who would ever think that love was a sin? A sweet, forbidden fruit, which will bring the holiest men to its tree. And sweet she was. Thoughts of Lillian Evans kept me sane while in that forsaking prison. But even in death, fate won't allow me to be with her. It was my destiny to suffer forever and watch her from a way…

A book long forgotten was open by a young lady. The Diary of Sirius Black…

Date September 1, 1974

Today we return back to Hogwarts.

It is our sixth year, fill with more learning,

Studying, books, work, and good behavior.

Yeah right! It will be load with more fire whiskeys,

pranks, and girls ( except for Peter, of course).

The train ride to Hogwarts was so

BREATHTAKING

because she was there…

"James, Sirius. Please behave this year," Mrs. Potter said to the boys in front of her.

"We'll try, mom," the messy hair boy kissed her on the cheek and started to walk to the train as he uncrossed his fingers.

"We will be better than last year, Mrs. Potter. And you can tell Mr. Potter that too." The shaggy haired boy kissed her too and ran to catch up with his friend.

"I hope you didn't mean that," James said to Sirius when he caught up.

"Of course, I did. Our pranks will be better this year."

"I already have a plan." They turn and waved to the old lady as she shook her head.

They got on the train and walk to their usual compartment. When they open the door they found Peter chasing a fly around. James pull out his wand and the fly stop in midair. Peter jump up and catch the fly. He gazed at it blissfully in his hands.

"I hope you not going to eat that." Sirius walk pass James into the compartment.

Peter look up, realizing that he was not a lone. His cheeks burn bright red as he allowed the fly to go out the window.

James shook his head while walking into the compartment. "Where's Remus?"

"He went to the prefects' compartment. He should be back soon."

James nod and turn his attention to Sirius. "Where were you this summer? I mean, you didn't come by for almost a month and then a week before school you show up. No owl, no foo, no nothing."

Sirius shrug, "I'm sorry mother but…how do I say this… oh yeah. I had to handle something and got catch up. What can I say?" Leaning back with a smirk on his face.

James smiled, satisfied with the answer.

"What did you have to do?"

"Gosh. Peter, he meant a girl. Apparently, a very good girl…if you know what I mean."

The ugly rat (: I mean Peter just nod his head.

'The girl wasn't just very good, she was great, wonderful, fantastic… she was Remus?

"Hi," Remus just walked into the compartment.

"The Prefects' meeting is over, I presume?"

"Yes, it's over, James"

"Well, I am going to the restroom. Be back soon." Sirius walk pass Remus, who eyed him funny. An unwanted feeling ran through him. He shook it off and rush down the train.

"Hey, watch where you are going!" A girl yelled after him. He smiled and rushed into an empty compartment near the back of the train.

A few moments later the door open to reveal the same girl from earlier. "You know you should really watch were you are going. You night hurt somebody." She closed the door behind her.

"Did I hurt you?" He put a silence charm on the door and step closer.

"No", she said softly as he touch her cheeks. "Never."

"Never?"

"Never."

"Good," he kissed her passionately against the wall. "Cause I never will." He kissed her neck as she moan in respond. His hand sided up her shirt to her back and came around to her front. Her head fell back against the wall as she push her body to his. The feeling of her being open made her stop his hands.

"Sirius-"

"Do that again."

She open her eyes to meet his with confusion. "Do what?"

"Say my name." He kissed again.

"How…am…I….supposed…to…say…your…name…if…you…won't…stop…kissing…me?" She said between kisses.

"You are smart, find away." He kissed her once more.

"Siri-"

"You'll have to do better than that."

"Sirius."

"Now that's better." He continued to go on.

"We…have…to...stop." She managed breathlessly.

"Why? I don't want to," he continued.

"Because of ...my friends and…oh my gosh." His hands were everywhere, his lips were everywhere, his breath was everywhere; he was everywhere.

"Because, oh my gosh," he smirked. "Doesn't sound like much of a reason to me."

"Becausewearegoingtofar." She said in one breath.

He understood her. 'Damn, how could I forget about her 'condition'.' "I'm sorry," he button up her shirt but continued to kiss her.

She laughed, "I forgive you, but do you think you could stop kissing me?

"Sorry," he gave her one last kiss then pull back. He sat down with his hands behind his head. "Straighten up your clothes and get out of here."

"Sirius," the girl stood before him. "I'm-"

"You have nothing to be sorry for. Now go." She smiled and left.

"You back? It took long enough." Alice made her move against Mekia.

"Sorry, it took longer than expected," she smiled to herself.

"I bet he was attentive," Mekia looked back that the game with a knowing smiled.

"Surprisingly, he was more than usual."

"I bet he was."

She raised her eyebrow and asked, "What's that supposed mean?"

"Your neck, Lillian, your neck." Now Alice looked up from the game to Lily, who touched her neck.

"What's on my…oh." She flushed as she remembered the heated moment. "Is it bad," she asked softly.

"Yip! It covers your half of neck and shoulder." Mekia made a move.

"It's that bad!"

"No, worse. Its crimson red…I won."

"Lillian Marie Evans," Alice recovered from the shock, "I can't believe you. You let a boy kiss you like that."

"What a kiss it was." Mekia move her shirt's collar down. "What a mark it left. What-"

"A man I am," they turn to see James at the door with the rest of the Marauders behind him.

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