Disclaimer I think it's pretty obvious I don't own glee and the song lyric I quoted was the used – All I've Got

I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I wish I was perfect

I wish my dad didn't hate me

I wish my mom wanted me

I wish I was good enough to have a boyfriend who wasn't ashamed to be seen with me

I wish I wasn't slushied or insulted

I wish I didn't have to cut just to feel something anything

I wish I had real friends not the backstabbing gleeks

But my greatest wish is that I didn't have to pretend that everything was fine and paste that fake smile on my face everyday

A/N so I had this on my mind for a couple of days because I rediscovered my love of the used and tat line kept calling to me also I was reading some Rachel fic's at the time so I got this and it would not leave me alone it was kinda annoying