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"Where are you you little shit get here now!" He's shouting again he sounds really really angry and I don't know why. I'm hiding in the closet right in the back corner hoping he won't find me this time. I can hear him coming closer and he keeps shouting at me to come out.
The door is pulled open fast and hard it hits the wall hard he can see me, he grabs me buy my hair and pulls me out of the closet and pulls me into the living room of the flat and pushes me so hard down onto the floor my head bounces. My vision blurs as I start to silently cry he doesn't like it if I make a sound then I feel his boot hit me in the ribs so hard I hear something crack and it hurts so much more than normal.
"You fucking little shit what the fuck have you done?" I don't know what he's talking about he keeps kicking me and now he's punching my in my tummy it hurts so much I can't stop screaming hoping this time my mommy will make him stop and hold me and make my boo boos go away but she doesn't mommy is asleep on the sofa and doesn't wake up.
"She can't fucking hear you you fucking bitch she's dead its your fault she's dead she hated you and I hate you every one fucking hates you" he shouts at me, my eyes are closed tight so I don't see him taking off his belt and he hits me so hard with it harder than he has before he keeps hitting me until I black out. When I wake up I'm hurting all over and I can't move he's put me on my back on the hard floor and I'm not wearing my top and he has that funny stick in his mouth looking at me I start shaking and it makes me hurt more. He kneels next to me and puts the stick on my chest it hurts so much more than anything and now there's a funny smell "shut the fuck up you stupid bitch! This is what you deserve you shit" he keeps putting the stick on my chest hurting me I'm crying hard shouting at him to stop for my mommy to help me but she doesn't and he keeps calling me stupid saying she doesn't love me that she hates me and no one will every love me.
I hear a loud bang and people come running in and pull him off me and put shiny things around his wrists I keep crying and trying to move away as some one comes over to me, I don't want to get hurt more I'm hurting so much now. The man says he's going to take me to a doctor I don't know what that is but I don't want to go I don't want this doctor person hurting me so I shake my head hard and try to move away but he says the doctor won't hurt me but make me better. I don't believe him mommy hurts me and he hurts me all the time so why would a doctor want to make me better.
I keep shaking my head trying to move away but he picks me up it hurts so much I cry out I shout in my head for him to stop that he's hurting me but I can't no words come out nothing but I keep shouting it in my head to stop to let me go but I can't get my words out it hurts so much I black out.
I can hear people talking but I can't open my eyes, I can feel them touching me and it hurts so much I try to tell them to stop but I can't find or use my words. When I can open my eyes there are two ladies stood there they look like angels and they are talking to each other I keep still I don't want to get hurt or shouted at that's what everyone does to me. A beeping sound gets faster and they turn and look at me and one of them comes to stand next to me and smiles "hello sweetie I'm Dr Carla Steele and I'm going to help make you better ok?" I can't use my words but she looks nice and I don't think she will hurt me so I nod my head slowly "are you hungry?" I nod my head yes so fast I haven't had food in days and my tummy hurts so much. The other lady goes "Anastasia that's my friend Grace Grey and she's a doctor too she's going to get you something to eat" she smiles at me and sits in the seat next to the big bed I'm laying on I haven't seen a bed this big before and it feels better than sleeping on the thin blanket at home, I have to use it to sleep on and to keep me warm.
I doesn't take long before the other lady comes back in with a tray of food and puts it down on a little table that's over my bed and I can't wait its been SO long since I had food I eat it as fast as I can, I eat everything on the plate and then move away from it and pull the blanket up to my chin hoping they aren't angry at me but they just smile at me and say I don't have to worry about not being given food but I don't believe them.
I stayed in hospital for a few days and every day I had food 3 times which was weird at home I hardly ever had food let alone 3 times in one day. Dr Steele said she's going to be my new mommy and her husband is going to be my new daddy. They said I will have a big sister as well and her name is Kate, they have come to see me in hospital and she is pretty and she smiles and talks a lot saying that I'm going to love it with my new family. I still can't find my words I don't talk to anyone.
After a few more days in the hospital I'm going home with my new family I'm sitting on the big chair that's next to the window looking outside its sunny so I can see all the pretty flowers then the door opens quickly and kate comes running over to me and holds my hand, she tried to hug me but my new mommy told her that I don't like hugs but I'd like it if she held my hand and I did. She smiles at me "ana are you ready to come home and see your new room?" I slowly nod my head and then my new mommy and new daddy comes in and smiling at me. We leave the hospital and I see my new house its so big and my room is really big as well.
I've never seen a house this big before and its so pretty too. My room is really big and there's a lot of dollies and ponies in my room, my bed looks like a princesses bed well the whole room looks like its made for a princess its pink and purple. Kate opens a door and there are loads of clothes in there I just stand there looking at everything and try to listen as kate tells me that everything in the room is mine and that we can play games together, I don't deserve any of this my mommy and him told me every day I don't deserve anything then they'd hit me so hard so I don't touch anything in the room I just stand there and look.