Why!?! Me!
I sat on my bed in my room, my legs folded up to my chest my arms wrapped around them. Tears steamed down my face I looked down at my arms, Black and blue covered them. My arms were throbbing they hurt so much, what did I do to deserve all of this hate? All of this pain? When is it enough? I put my legs down until my feet hit the wooden floor I looked out the tiny window sunlight barley entering the flap. My hand wiped away the tears the remained on my face.
A noise echoed off the door someone was knocking, it was my mother she was the only one home. "May I come in?" she asked me her voice almost completely muffled by the thickness of the door. "Sure…" I choked the words out trying to hide that I just got done crying but it was obvious, my eyes were already swollen red so it was completely noticeable. My mother opened the door she stepped threw a smile lit on her face, the face made me sick to my stomach it was the face of that monster that always hurt me the monster that said it loved me but if it truly did why would it put me threw all of this pain? Haven't I been threw enough as it is! "How are you feeling?" she asked she knew exactly how I felt! But she would always ask the same question over and over and I would answer… "You know how I feel, I feel horrible oh I guess you want to know why also don't you?! Well I'm horrible because you keep hitting me so hard the bruises never go away you cold-hearted bi--" I was cut off by my mothers hand, her hand swept across my face once I realized where I was again my head was on the sheets of my bed. "Don't you ever talk to me like that Missy just for that no dinner tonight!" she said it like it wasn't even a punishment her smile never even left her face she just loved seeing me slapped around she loved how much power she felt when she hit me… My moth—no… the monster walked out of the room without another word she didn't glance back at me she shut the heavy door behind her I herd the lock on the door snap shut. I laid there just looking at the wall only one tear ran down me cheek. My hands clutched my sheets, made it cover my mouth. This was just a habit of hers now she developed it over the time she was been down here. After a couple of moments of looking at the wall I rose to my feet I went to the cement walls, I lifted a hand my fingers touched it lightly then my hand balled up into a light fist, it still resting in the wall. My head rested against the wall above my fist I stood there thinking.