Chapter One: The misery begins ...

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So i will try me on a Fairy Tail fanfic and I hope you will enjoy this ^-^

I am sorry for every mistake I made o:

Disclaimer: I own nothing, but if I would own Fairy Tail, there would be so much Lalu in it.

There they were. The newly wedded

couple. Lisanna smiled quietly, but happily while Natsu had his signature grin on his face. With her in his arms he nearly sprinted to the waiting car to finally get to their honeymoon. Everyone in Fairy Tail cheered for them, even the great Laxus Drayer gave his congratulations to them, notwithstanding that he is used to be quiet. It seemed like everyone was happy when the car started and all they could see from them was a green Natsu, who was trying not to puke and a smiling Lisanna, who took his head and placed it on her lap, to make driving easier for him.

Lucy P.o.V

What a happy couple… I grinned in my head. I just hope that their marriage and love is holding forever. They seemed so happy. (: The way Lisanna's eyes sparkled in front of the altar … truly a beautiful bride, I thought happily while I was walking into the guild, which was now in the party hard mode and settled down by the bar.

"Oi, Mira-san? Can I have a Strawberry Milkshake, please?" I asked the wide grinning barmaid.
" Oh, of course my dear.". The barmaid grabbed under the counter und gave me my ordered drink while she was grinning wildly. I gave her a big smile back and began to drink my shake. After a while I started to talk with Levy-chan and Wendy-san about the wedding and how their relationship had grown. I was very proud of Natsu, that he's got the girl of his dreams and that without any help. A little wonder, if you asked me. I chuckled when I thought back to the moment, when he asked me, what love is and if he can get one, if it is a kind of snack.
After a while I grew tired and said my good byes , before I went to my apartment.

At home I climbed instantly into my bed, right after I took a quick shower. But instead of sleeping I thought about the last years in the Guild.
After we won the Grand Magic Games, Gray finally recognized Juvia's feelings for him and the two started dating. They soon got married and 5 months ago they got a little son, named Lyon.
Also between Erza and Jellal long forgotten feelings grew inside of them for each other and they decided to leave Magnolia for a while. But they said that they will definitely come back in one or two years. I really miss her. And after Gray's wedding, only me and Natsu were left in our Team. I sighed. And of course Happy! I had to chuckle, even if it was just a small one.
But it immediately was replaced by soft sobs. I do not understand! Why do I have to be alone? What did I do wrong? They are all married now…. And I did not even had a single boyfriend. Am I going to die alone? … Snap it, Lucy! You do not have time to think about such nonsense. Focus! I have to pay my rent next week and I have saved 30.000 Jewels. So only 40.000 more to work for. With Natsu I should be able to … Wait. Natsu is not with me anymore. I am alone now. And who wants to make a team with a weakling like me? So ... I have to take low-paid jobs … and much of them! Uh … I am already exhausted by thinking of that. I am alone now … I have to be strong … I am alone. A tear rolled down my cheek in silence. Why does the world hate me… what did I do to deserve this? A second and third one were joining the first. Stop it Lucy! They still love you! You are still being friends. Because you are not in a team with them anymore does not mean that you are no friends any more. Think of Levy. We are best friends and we never went to a mission together. I just have to work harde, to have enough money, so I can be the rest of the month in the guild. I smiled to myself and shifted into a soft sleep.

-Several months later—

Mira P.o.V

Last night was exhausting. Natsu and Lisanna were celebrating her pregnancy and so did the guild. I was really happy for them. My little Sister did so well.I smiled to myself while I was cleaning the cups to put everything in order.

I heard a crack from the doors and I started to frown. There was only one person who would enter the guild so early. Lucy.

"Hi, Mira-san!" she said with tired eyes and a fake smile I sadly knew too well.

"Good morning, Lucy." I said with a sad smile and a concerned voice. I could see the guilt in her eyes.

She must feel bad for making me worry so much ….

"You know … I still can lend you the money for the rent this month" I said carefully.

"Naah, don't worry, Mira! I am fine" She smiled. "I just have to work harder. Of course it is not easy to get a simple job in the S-class-time of year, but I will manage … somehow. I always do" she sipped from the glass of water I had made her.

"You always work hard Lucy. You did more than 10 missions in the last two weeks. I think this is more than enough…"

"It is not! I need 20.000 Jewels more to get my rent …" She looked sadly in her glass of water.

"Isn't it tiring to do so many jobs? When was the last time you laughed by your heart? When was the last time you partied with us? Lucy, you need help!"

She remained silent and just looked in her glass as if she would find an answer in there.

I sighed "Lucy, I am just trying to he-"

"I got it, thank you Mira!" She smiled and hugged me over the counter. I looked confused when she went to the board and took a random job.

"I just have to do harder jobs with more payment, so I can gather the money faster and party more with you!" She cheered and before I could say how stupid that was, she was already gone.

I sighed and began to clean the glass she had used. I could hear a sigh from above and looked up to the balcony to see Master and Laxus. Master was looking as much worried as I was and even Laxus watched a little sad and concerned.

"Has anybody an idea how to help her? If we remain silent something terrible will happen when she goes on like this. Even Lisanna asked me yesterday where she is and why she is looking so tired." Master said in a serious tone. " I don't know what to do anymore" I mumbled.

At that time we didn't know that we were right … unfortunately.

Soooo, this is it :) How did you like it?
I will try my best to upload as often as possible,but you know .. school and stuff xD
Next chapter: The accident who changed a two lives

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