AN: I've been suffering from writers' block for Blood Blossom so I came up with this Oneshot.
He was just sitting there deep in thought wondering if there was anything good in the world. He used to always be happy but now, for some reason, he never was. He realized that there was no such thing as happiness in the world no such thing as love…he stopped pretending. Nobody noticed or cared until he started to show his depression. They told him to stop being so upset and to be himself and he said that he just started being himself. He just wanted to be alone; they couldn't even give him that.
He wanted to run away so badly, but he couldn't. He was too weak too afraid; he didn't have anywhere else to go. He suffered alone, people acted like they knew everything about him, but they didn't even know the first. He couldn't take it anymore he wanted to commit suicide but what stopped him was fear. Fear from what? He didn't know.
He told himself that things would get better. He told himself he just had to be patient because everything in this worldis be temporary. He told himself the pain would end because something would happen that would change his life forever. He waited, it never came.
He couldn't take it anymore. He'd get rid of his depression no matter what it would cost. He destroyed everything that he thought was important to him. He killed his family. There was only one left to kill, his little brother. He knew that but it didn't make him feel better. The only way he could be happy was to end that damn life of his. But fear, damn fear, was keeping him from ending it. He decided to leave his life to his brother. But he wouldn't let him kill him that easily, because if he did he knew that he still wouldn't be happy even after death.
He finally left what was supposedly his home. He left and never truly had a home or family or friends. He considered himself alone, he liked it. He left and joined an organization, but he still considered himself alone...
"Yo Itachi."
"Hm?"
"You haven't answered my question, what happened to your family?"
He smirked and said "I killed them…" That's what he said. He said it without a feeling of guilt or remorse. He really did leave everything behind him. But he still feared ending his own life, he didn't know why. That's why he left it to his brother, Sasuke…
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AN: Wow…that's probably the best thing I've ever written. I don't know who the person talking to him is, probably someone from Akatsuki. I can actually relate to how he felt, I guess that's why I wrote this...