1000 No Kotoba
Disclaimer - I own nothing and nothing but the truth hahaha jk. I own nothing.
Got the idea from the FFX-2 song 1000 No Kotoba which means 1000 Words in English =D.
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She was running again; she didn't know where. As long as it took her away from that horrible place she called a home. As long as it took her away from her mother, father and older brother. How she hated them, she did not know. They never understood her, they never wanted to. So tonight she got fed up with their excuses and their lies of loving her and wanting her to have the best...It all happened that night...
"YOU CLUMSY CHILD! PICK IT UP!" her mother yelled as Rin was picking up the spilled rice on the kitchen floor.
"I ask you to do something as simple as bringing the rice to the table and look what you've done! You ruined our dinner!"
"I'm...I'm sorry," Rin mumbled.
"Shut up and help me pick up the rice," her mother said to her and bent down while smacking Rin in the head. Rin rubbed where her mother hit her and began picking up the rice again.
"Honey, is the food done?" her father asked as he came into the kitchen.
"No, dear, our stupid little daughter dropped the rice," she said.
"I'm not stupid," Rin said underneath her breath.
"Yes, you are now hurry up and make more rice," her mother said picking the last big stack of rice off of the floor.
"You act like I can't hear you!" Rin said. "You act like I can't understand you! You act like I'm still 5!"
"Rin, honey, if you were still 5 I wouldn't have asked you to bring the rice to the table," her mother said glaring at her.
"Don't call me honey," Rin said angrily staring at her mother.
"I can call you whatever I want you're my child and I own you," her mother spat.
Rin didn't know how to respond to this.
"I can call you a stupid clumsy fool, a bitch, a retard, a motherfucker--"
"Now, dear, don't say those words in front of her..." Rin's father said looking at his wife alarmed.
"Shut up! Stay out of it!" her mother said glancing at her husband. "I can call you anything I want you hear?"
Rin couldn't take anymore so she picked up a huge kitchen knife from the counter.
"Rin, put that down," her father said panicking.
Rin glared at her father while her mother tried coming nearer.
"I swear if you come any closer I'll kill you," Rin said tears now gently flowing down her pale face.
"You don't mean it," her father said.
"I told you to stay out of it!" her mother said and came closer still. "Put the fucking knife down, Rin and I swear I'll let your punishment not be so harsh,"
Rin shook her head and stared down at the knife. Her reflection stared back at her. Her eyes red from crying her tearstained face staring back. Rin brought the knife to her left wrist and looked at her father.
"Rin, don't!"
And with one swift movement Rin cut herself. She stayed conscience only to see her father panicking, her mother down on the floor staring at her and her brother to shocked to do anything. Blackness enveloped her small frame and she began falling, falling into what seemed like a never-ending black hole.
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Rin awoke from her dream a cold sweat all over her. She never knew she'd still remember that she always tried to forget about it. She looked at her left wrist...the one she attempted suicide on. She traced the scar by her index finger and flinched. It didn't hurt anymore...she flinched because of the memories it held. She hated herself for doing it...but she hated her mother more. She was the one who made her do it in the first place.
Rin got out of bed and checked her table alarm clock. 7:15 AM. She yawned and got out of bed bumping her head on the bed atop her bed.
"Ouch!" Rin moaned and rubbed her head.
"What are you doing?" Hirai said grumpily looking down at Rin.
"Nothing, go back to bed it's 7:15," Rin said and walked out of the room leaving Hirai. She walked down the steps and into her grandmother's living room. She sat down on top of a leather couch, not bothering to turn on the lights she just sat there in the dark.
'Oh, god...school starts in 35 minutes...oh how I'm going to hate that...' Rin thought. Practically everyone made fun of her. She was just this little oddball in high school humming made up tunes and mostly skipping around everywhere. She couldn't help it...It was the way she was.
Rin got up and walked back into her room. The lights were on and Hirai was standing next to the closet picking out what to wear.
"Rin, what should I wear? This one?" Hirai said and pointed to a schoolgirl outfit. "Or this one?" she said and pointed to a mini skirt with a tank top that clearly would show way too much cleavage.
"The second one," Rin said.
Hirai made a face. "Ok," she said happily and went into the bathroom to take a shower. Rin picked out a navy blue dress cut above the knees. It didn't show too much but accented her slim figure. Since Hirai was in their bathroom Rin went into the other bathroom to take a shower.
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kinda intense huh? well...i just thought it would make a nice chapter hahah I'll explain things later when I feel like it hahaha. and I know it's not long but trust me I'll make it long...well review please!
Disclaimer - I own nothing and nothing but the truth hahaha jk. I own nothing.
Got the idea from the FFX-2 song 1000 No Kotoba which means 1000 Words in English =D.
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She was running again; she didn't know where. As long as it took her away from that horrible place she called a home. As long as it took her away from her mother, father and older brother. How she hated them, she did not know. They never understood her, they never wanted to. So tonight she got fed up with their excuses and their lies of loving her and wanting her to have the best...It all happened that night...
"YOU CLUMSY CHILD! PICK IT UP!" her mother yelled as Rin was picking up the spilled rice on the kitchen floor.
"I ask you to do something as simple as bringing the rice to the table and look what you've done! You ruined our dinner!"
"I'm...I'm sorry," Rin mumbled.
"Shut up and help me pick up the rice," her mother said to her and bent down while smacking Rin in the head. Rin rubbed where her mother hit her and began picking up the rice again.
"Honey, is the food done?" her father asked as he came into the kitchen.
"No, dear, our stupid little daughter dropped the rice," she said.
"I'm not stupid," Rin said underneath her breath.
"Yes, you are now hurry up and make more rice," her mother said picking the last big stack of rice off of the floor.
"You act like I can't hear you!" Rin said. "You act like I can't understand you! You act like I'm still 5!"
"Rin, honey, if you were still 5 I wouldn't have asked you to bring the rice to the table," her mother said glaring at her.
"Don't call me honey," Rin said angrily staring at her mother.
"I can call you whatever I want you're my child and I own you," her mother spat.
Rin didn't know how to respond to this.
"I can call you a stupid clumsy fool, a bitch, a retard, a motherfucker--"
"Now, dear, don't say those words in front of her..." Rin's father said looking at his wife alarmed.
"Shut up! Stay out of it!" her mother said glancing at her husband. "I can call you anything I want you hear?"
Rin couldn't take anymore so she picked up a huge kitchen knife from the counter.
"Rin, put that down," her father said panicking.
Rin glared at her father while her mother tried coming nearer.
"I swear if you come any closer I'll kill you," Rin said tears now gently flowing down her pale face.
"You don't mean it," her father said.
"I told you to stay out of it!" her mother said and came closer still. "Put the fucking knife down, Rin and I swear I'll let your punishment not be so harsh,"
Rin shook her head and stared down at the knife. Her reflection stared back at her. Her eyes red from crying her tearstained face staring back. Rin brought the knife to her left wrist and looked at her father.
"Rin, don't!"
And with one swift movement Rin cut herself. She stayed conscience only to see her father panicking, her mother down on the floor staring at her and her brother to shocked to do anything. Blackness enveloped her small frame and she began falling, falling into what seemed like a never-ending black hole.
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Rin awoke from her dream a cold sweat all over her. She never knew she'd still remember that she always tried to forget about it. She looked at her left wrist...the one she attempted suicide on. She traced the scar by her index finger and flinched. It didn't hurt anymore...she flinched because of the memories it held. She hated herself for doing it...but she hated her mother more. She was the one who made her do it in the first place.
Rin got out of bed and checked her table alarm clock. 7:15 AM. She yawned and got out of bed bumping her head on the bed atop her bed.
"Ouch!" Rin moaned and rubbed her head.
"What are you doing?" Hirai said grumpily looking down at Rin.
"Nothing, go back to bed it's 7:15," Rin said and walked out of the room leaving Hirai. She walked down the steps and into her grandmother's living room. She sat down on top of a leather couch, not bothering to turn on the lights she just sat there in the dark.
'Oh, god...school starts in 35 minutes...oh how I'm going to hate that...' Rin thought. Practically everyone made fun of her. She was just this little oddball in high school humming made up tunes and mostly skipping around everywhere. She couldn't help it...It was the way she was.
Rin got up and walked back into her room. The lights were on and Hirai was standing next to the closet picking out what to wear.
"Rin, what should I wear? This one?" Hirai said and pointed to a schoolgirl outfit. "Or this one?" she said and pointed to a mini skirt with a tank top that clearly would show way too much cleavage.
"The second one," Rin said.
Hirai made a face. "Ok," she said happily and went into the bathroom to take a shower. Rin picked out a navy blue dress cut above the knees. It didn't show too much but accented her slim figure. Since Hirai was in their bathroom Rin went into the other bathroom to take a shower.
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kinda intense huh? well...i just thought it would make a nice chapter hahah I'll explain things later when I feel like it hahaha. and I know it's not long but trust me I'll make it long...well review please!