-1Let us begin with me saying:
I
Love
Robin.
I'm sure by now it is already quite obvious. The way I blush when he touches me or when I cry when he is angry. But I cannot help it. He is my obsession.
The way he smiles makes me want to faint and when he holds my hand…. There are no words to describe it. I simply, utterly, and completely love him and I have since the day he saved me from myself. I shudder when I think back on those memories, when I caused him pain out of fear and confusion. I would never want to cause him pain. Never. And that it why I put my old outfit away. I was ready to begin again. To forget everything but him. To start a new life with him. How did I fall so fast you ask? Well to put it abstractly when I fall, I fall hard. I immediately though him handsome, but foolish. It was not until he freed me from my binding did I realize my infatuation with him. I could have kissed any human. But no something told me I had to kiss him. And I did, and I must say pushing him away was one of the hardest things I've yet to do. And then I ran, ran from the unfamiliar feelings and confusion. I ran from love.
But I do not run any more. I have yet to tell him my hearts ambition but I do not deny it any longer. There were times when I thought we were just friends. When we were stranded on Tameran I thought him (pardon my use of words) a jackass (I believe that it the term) and for about 2 hours I lost all my love for him. Those were the two most empty, lonely, useless hours of my life. I felt terrible. But then when he saved me and didn't give up I felt my feelings return. I believe to this day they were never really gone.
I remember when I had just joined the team. I thought I would never be able to fit in. I thought that eventually the heart warming smiles and hospitality would stop and I would be left to the streets. But he was always there. In the early stages he taught me how to act and what to say. Then he taught me how to read and write and distinguish things. And then he taught me of emotions. Oh how I love them now that I know their like. They infatuate me and oh how I love them now. Especially when he taught me about love.
'now Starfire I'm about to teach the most wonderful emotion of all.'
'what is that friend Robin?'
He had smiled at me and replied with a slight blush: 'love'
'oh it sounds wondrous friend! Is it quite common?'
'in a way yes. But true love is very rare.'
'how so?'
'well….'
Our friends had burst in at precisely that moment. That lesson was never really finished, but I didn't need to be told any more. I already knew all of loves like.
And now here I lay, thinking of the one man that will always have me. maybe it is time to tell him… I think. There's no time like now.
I swing my legs over the side of the bed and exit my room.
today is the day…
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Me