Ok, bear with me, I know it's a little weird, and you are probably thinking, where are you going with this? Just hang on, this is my first fan fiction, and I want to see how it goes.

Another update, this story takes place from the summer after Twilight, and continues onward. New Moon didn't happen.

Disclaimer: I do not own any of Stephenie Meyer's wonderful work.

Prologue

My feelings for Edward were free and passionate and raw. Raw in a good way, but sometimes raw in a way that made each breath scrape the insides of my lungs when I breathed. But right now, I really do not know what to feel right now. It had been rocky up until now, and as I stared into the eyes of the child, I remained still.