I see their eyes blank and dull

The collection of heads and bodies start to unfold

I'm colorblind so my only relief is the drip of their colored blood

It tells me to shut up and don't compline

"I'm helping you can't you see they'd do the same thing if given the chance"

I yell no, to stop hurting them but it doesn't listen

I tried to shut it out and ignore my dark passenger but he didn't really go away

Now I've learned to let go it hurts less to conform then to fight

I see their eyes blank and dull

Another friend dies by my hand.