Let Go
I do not own Fruits Basket.
Pairing: Kyo and Tohru
WARNING: SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A.N: Sorry about this, but this is going to be really short, but hopefully to the point!
My heart's breaking! I feel its fire burning deep within me, ready to explode, shattering my poor body, which means nothing now that he doesn't love me, to little pieces, never to be put back together again.
Tohru had her face in her pillow, but now she rolled over and looked at the ceiling.
I don't care anymore...I had my reasons for doing what I did. He just doesn't understand me as much as I thought he did. I want him to...I so desperately want to make him understand me as I long to be understood. But, the truth is...I am scared. She admitted to herself, realizing that her fear was exactly like what he had to be feeling when she found out what his monster form looked like.
I am scared at how he will react. Scared at what he'll do to me. Will he leave me? Will he leave my life completely and act as though he doesn't know me? Will he act as though nothing happened between us? Will he act as though that absolutely beautiful relationship never happened? Are these the exact same thoughts he had thought? Did he want to disappear from this world as much as I do now?
She contemplated her thoughts, thinking back to her foolish ideas. Yes, foolish. That's exactly what Kyo probably thought.
Wow...I actually thouth that this would last. At least longer than it did. It was so beautiful...Couldn't we just pretend? Couldn't we just pretend and act like absolutely nothing happened? We can pick up where we left off, and go back to the way things were. I like you so much...maybe too much. I have given you the power to control me, just as quick as the snap of your fingers. I don't want to let you go. I never want to let you go...
Tohru sat there, in her bed, and looked up at the ceiling again, recalling the moment as if it were yesterday.
flashback
"Kyo, I love you!" Tohru had said.
"No you don't! You just think that you do!" Kyo had said, looking angry.
"But, I do! I really do!" Tohru had pleaded, but he had just walked away, never looking back.
end flashback
I don't want to let you go, ever. You will always be in my heart, no matter how many times people will say to me, "Tohru, you've just got to let him go!" I will not be that shallow! Kyo, I love you!
Like I said, this was going to be short, but I hope you liked it!!!! please leave comments! We would really appreciate it!
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