Chapter 1
"IZZY! IZZY! IZZY!" That was what I was hearing right now while I was getting ready to go on stage. That's right I am Izzy Dwyer, Teen Popstar/Idol. I've been Izzy since I was thirteen now I'm seventeen and ready for a little bit of change.
As Izzy I wore a really ichy dirty blonde wig because I didn't really want to die my chocolate brown hair. It also made it easier when I wanted to go out and didn't want to be bothered with fans, not that I didn't love my fans I did, I wouldn't be where I was if I didn't have my fans. None of the paparazzi knew where my family lived since I would change limos. When I was on tour my dad would be the one who drove the bus. The only people who knew was my family (Renee my mom, Charlie my dad, Jasper my brother) and my band members (Cory, Cherie, Pierce, Erik). There was a lot of pros with having a double life, but there was also cons to it. I didn't really have time for myself or real friends, besides my brother and the band. I was home schooled by my mom/manager as well as worked on new songs with my dad/# 1 Security Guard during the day and at night I'd either have a concert, or a premiere to go to, and on the weekends I recorded at the studio or had a party to go to. But other than that I loved my life.
This concert in Seattle, Washington was the last stop of my summer tour. Then my family and I would be moving to a small town a couple hours away from here called Forks. Jasper and I will be going to a real high school after being home schooled for four years. We would both be in our senior year. I know what your thinking, are Jasper and I twins? No were not. Jasper was born January 4 and I was born about 8 months after him September 13, I was born prematurely though I had no problems at all I was a very healthy baby. Jasper unfortunately was born with a weak heart, he ended up having a heart transplant the summer he was 15. The one thing I regret in my life was not being able to be there for him, I was in canada filming a movie. I had trouble paying attention those couple of days.
"IZZY! IZZY! IZZY!" The crowd was still cheering. I was finished getting ready. I was wearing a Graphic Tee with Rugged Bleached Skinny Jeans, Buckle Cork Heels, and my Lucky Wing Necklace that I got from Jasper on my sixteenth birthday. My wig was on perfectly and my make-up was done, I had the smokey eye look.
"IZZY! IZZY! IZZY!" My energy was growing to a hyperness it always happened the band and my family along with security and backstage crew got in a huddle, my dad did a prayer (we were pretty religious though we weren't, it was a weird relationship), we then did are usual cheer and then my band ran out to there instruments. They started up with the first song Fly on the Wall. Once the second clap part came around I ran out onto the stage.
"How Y'all doing?" I yelled before I had to sing, they all cheer loudly. Talk about an adrenaline rush.
You
don't understand what it is If you only knew what I talked about Don't you wish that you could
be a fly on the wall? You'd love to
know the things I do If you were my boyfriend, I'd
be true to you Don't
you wish that you could be a fly on the wall A little communication And
what I say is Don't ya, don't ya Don't you wish that you could be a fly on the wall
That makes me tick, but you wish you
did
You always second guess wonderin'
I say yes but you just
lose out every time
When
I'm with my friends just hangin' out
Then you'd have the inside
scoop
On what to say, what to do
That way when you play the
game
Baby, you can never lose
A creepy little sneaky little fly on the
wall?
All my precious secrets, yeah, you'd know them all
Don't
you wish that you could be a fly on the wall?
When I'm with my friends and not with you
You
always second guess, wonderin'
If there's other guys I'm flirtin'
with
You should know by now
If I make a promise, I'm comin' through
Don't
you wish that you could
See me every second of the day
That way
you would have no doubt
That baby I would never change
A creepy little
sneaky little fly on the wall?
All my precious secrets, yeah,
you'd know them all
Don't you wish that you could be a fly on the
wall?
Well, that will go a long
way
You're getting misinformation
Too much she say, he say
Come a little closer
And what I'm gonna say
is
Don't ya, don't ya
Wish you were
a?
Hey
A
creepy little sneaky little fly on the wall?
All my precious
secrets, yeah, you'd know them all
Don't you wish that you could
be a fly on the wall?
It was so loud I couldn't hear myself think. The band started playing the next song called It's Alright, It's Ok. And I had wrote these two songs about my ex-boyfriend/teen heartthrob Jacob Black.
You
told me,theres no need No
looking back It's alright ok You played me,betrayed me It's
alright ok Don't waste your fiction tears on me It's alright ok It's alright Ok
to talk it out cause its to late
to
proceed and slowly
I took your words and walked away
I won't regret,no
I will find my way
I'm broken
but still I have to say
I'm so much better
without you
I won't be sorry
Alright Ok
So don't you bother
what I do
No matter what you say
I won't return
our bridge
is burnt down
I'm stronger now
alright ok
I'm so much better
without you
I won't be sorry
your
love was nothing but a game
potrayed a role
you took control
I
couldn't help but fall
so deep
but now I see things clear
I'm so much better without you
I won't be
sorry
Alright Ok
So don't you bother what I do
No matter
what you say
I won't return
our bridge is burnt down
I'm
stronger now
alright ok
I'm so much better without you
I
won't be sorry
just
save them for someone in need
It's way to late
I'm closing the
door
I'm so much better without you
I
won't be sorry
Alright Ok
So don't you bother what I do
No
matter what you say
I won't return
our bridge is burnt down
I'm
stronger now
alright ok
I'm so much better without you
I
won't be sorry
alright ok
without you
no
matter what you say
It's alright ok
alright ok
without you
I
won't be sorry
I sang a couple more from my new album that was coming out on my birthday. It was going to be called Over You!, since it was mostly about getting over break ups plus not being able to have what you want though you become fine with it. Some of the songs were If I can't have you, Tomorrow, It's all you Fault, and That's What You Get. I couldn't wait for it to come out, it was a lot different then my other albums, it has more of a rockier edge then pop. I also sang some of my older songs like Don't Walk Away, Super Girl, and Goodbye.
Once we finished the concert I was told that a couple people had paid for back stage passes. I was pretty shocked we didn't have many of those, since we made sure they were really expensive so that I didn't get found out, though we would give the backstage pass money to the make a wish foundation. I decided that was freshen up a bit so I washed my face and then redid my makeup though I didn't but as much on just some eyeliner, eyeshadow and lipgloss. I grabbed a rootbeer from the mini fridge along with a hotdog, actually two. I had a mouth full of hotdog when I heard the door knock, I tried to say come in but it sounded more like "ohmeen unn!" I saw the door open a smidge and my mom's head pop in, a guess to see if I was presentable, I pretty much was besides the full mouth of food. My mom shook her head and came in with what looked like a group of teens following along with Jasper and dad.
"Everyone this is Izzy." My mom said introducing me. I swallowed the rest of what was in my mouth.
"Hi!" I said happily.
There was a small pause that I took to look at them. There was four of them two guys as well as two girls. One of the guys was very big and muscular, he was wearing Jet Lag Lucio Cargo Pants with a Black T-Shirt that read This shirt entitles the wearer to cut to the front of any and all lines, he also had on Black Osiris Skate shoes. He had his arm around a tall blonde who was absolutely beautiful. She was wearing a Black and White Circle Print Tank with Gold Lurex Stitch Skinny Jeans, White Short Cowboy Boots and a Bar Drop Necklace, as well as wearing a Black Pocket and Collar Capelet over top. I then moved my eyes to a short pixie looking girl with short spiky black hair. She was wearing a Red Long Length Ribbed Tank with a Black and White Ruffle Plaid Knit Skirt, Black Shirred Strech Leggings, red patent leather 'Miss Dior' peep toe pumps, and a Rose Charm Necklace, as well as wearing a Black Ruffle Crop Jacket.My eyes then came to the most gorgeous guy I had ever seen he had bronze messy hair with the most beautiful green eyes that I couldn't seem to look away, it was like they were pulling me in. I decided to pull away and I looked at what he was wearing. He was wearing a Black Two Pocket Leight-weight Shirt with Straight Fit Dark Wash Jeans, and Converse Chuck Taylor All Star.(Outfits on Profile) I was about to say something when I was interrupted by the little pixie.
"OhmygodhimynameisAliceHaleandI'mahugefanalongwithmyfriendEmmettCullenhere." she said with out taking a breath. I must have looked confused because the blonde who was extremely tall and who looked like she could be a model translated it for me.
"She said Oh my God! Hi my name is Alice Hale and I'm a huge fan along with my friend Emmett Cullen here" she said in a bored voice as if she didn't want to be there.
"Thanks, and which one is Emmett Cullen?" I asked. My question was answered when the big brawny guy stepped up.
"I am! You are AMAZING! Love your song Nobody's Perfect!" He started singing and dancing. Awww he's like a cute teddy bear.
"Awww, thanks. What are y'all names?" I laughed with my southern accent coming out. The pixie who's name was Alice pointed to the tall blonde.
"That is Rosalie Hale my sister and this is Edward Cullen, Emmett's brother he just loves music, he composes things himself. Genius at it too!" She said complementing
her friend.
"Cool, what kind of music do you compose?" I asked him with sitting down and taking a bite of my other hotdog. "By the way help your self to anything to eat or drink." I saw Emmett run up to the food table, he grabbed two plates and filled them both up. I laughed then went back to talking to the god waiting for an answer.
"Well I mostly compose Classical but I've tried other genres." he said. Wow Classical I would really like to hear some of them, oh well.
"Really, I love Classical music. Do you listen to any in particular?" I asked, I loved Debussy especially Claire De Lune.
"Yeah, Claire De Lune by Debussy is one of my faves." I think my jaw was now on the floor. "What?" I got myself together.
"Um, nothing it's just that's one of my favourites too."
"Really?" He gave me an are you just joking with me look.
"Yeah, I mean it's great." I even showed him the top 5 on my ipod. Clair De Lune was second on the list. 1st was I wanna hold you hand by The Beatles.
"I wanna hold you hand?" He asked laughing.
"Yeah, what is so funny about that?" I asked a little bit annoyed that he was laughing at my favourite song.
"Nothing, it's just that Strawberry Fields Forever was there best song."
"Yea well that's your opinion. I admit that Strawberry Fields Forever is a great song, I just like I wanna hold you hand more." I said with finality.
I ended up getting along with the group really well except for Rosalie, I had no clue what her problem was. Emmett was a hoot, he would just start singing one of my songs and then he would end up dancing to it, Alice would soon join in. They actually sang very well, they were pitch perfect. After two hours of hanging out it was time to go. We said goodbye and I gave them tickets to my mall concert in two weeks at Bellevue Square. hey thanked me and then left.
