Speaking out
By Charly AKA Smut Princess
A/N Hey guys heres the sequal to Silence is a scary sound, hope you enjoy.
I dont own Twilight, If I did Edward would be mine !
Chapter 1: Happy Endings
Bellas POV
The past eight months has been amazing my courses has been stressful but in three days Dad and Evelyns wedding. I cant wait to see Edward, Alice, Jasper, Rosalie and Emmett. They all coming tomorrow and meeting at the airport, Im picking them all up. Edward is the only one who doesnt know about my fears and Dr Jackson isnt pushing me to tell him, but he has taken me off the anxiety pills which is great.
"Bella, Alice called an hour ago but you were picking up groceries she said be at the airport for 5 tonight for her Jasper and Edward" Evelyn said as I sat the shopping down. I looked at my watch its quater to three, I got my keys and headed back out to Port Angeles.
I stood at the air port waiting on the clan.
"BELLA ! ! ! !"
I turned around and seen black hair coming towards me, it was Alice with longer hair.
"Alice, wow you grew your hair" I said
"I know, Jasper and Edward is getting our bags, well my case, mine wouldnt fit as a carry on" Alice said
"What did you pack all your supplies, you know you left some at your parents" I said
"Yeah but its still the essentials" Alice said.
"Alice ! ! ! "
Alice and I turned to Jasper who was srtuggling with a carry on and a case, Edward walking behind with a smug face on him.
"Edward" I squealed and ran behind Jasper and hugged him, now the tears fall.
Edward pulled me back. He had tears in his eyes aswell
I missed you. Eight months is too long.
"Your telling me, but hows your courses" I asked
Amazing, I dont need the anyone to help me they put me in a class with deaf and mute students
"Thats good what did you eventually choose as your major ?" I asked showing Jasper, Alice and Edward to my car.
Special needs teaching
"Your shitting me" Edward shook his head "Thats what I'm doing" I said
I opened my car and took deep breaths.I opened the boot for the bags.
Sit in the front with me I asked Edward
Sure He answered.
Edward went in the passenger side and I went to the drivers side. I started the car and drove to Jaspers first. We were talking aobut what everyone is majoring and minoring in Jasper, Alice and Edward was shocked that im minoring Literature. even thought we kept in touch we pomised never to talk about our classes. Next it was to Carlisle and Esmes. I havent seen the Cullens since I started UW.
"Edward, Alice, Its good to have my kids home and early, you could have called I would have picked you up and let Bella be" Esme said.
"Mom but Bella said I quote 'You call your mom your in for a life sentence, I havent seen you all in eight months Im driving' End quote" Alice said
"Well Bella thank you" Esme said.
Mom I have a load to tell you but first a shower and some dinner would be great
Edward said and went in the house with his bag. I helped Esme and Alice Drag Alice's Bag in the house.
"Well I'll take my leave Evelyn and Dad is going out for tonight with the Webers since reverend Wever is marrying them and I have a meal to make for myself" I said and was about to step out the door to be dragged back in.
"Miss Swan we havent seen you in eight months either so stay for tea and tell me all about your major you never told us about it." Esme said.
I came back in the house and went in the kitchen with Esme while she prepares us all a meal.
"Well Esme Im doing a Major on Special needs teaching and Minoring in Literature" I said.
"Did you know Edwards doing Special needs teaching" Esme said.
"Yeah I found out today we promised one another that we will not talk about our Majors" I said.
"Thats good, Not needing the stress of one anothers course loads" Esme said Chopping some tomatoes.
"Do you need help ?" I asked.
"Sure can you tear up the lettuce once your done that some cucumber" Esme said.
"Sure" I said.
I tore up the Lettuce and chopped the cucumber for the simple salad Esme was making with some pasta she was making. It feels like home here, yes Im glad Charlie is remarrying again its fantastic the best thing out for it I get a big brother out of it all even though Emmett is only like 4 months older than me.
"Bella be a dear and get the kids, Im sure I heard Edward go in his santuary you know where it is and tear Alice's phone aways from her I know she will be on it to Japser and Im sure they will see one another tomorrow." Esme said
I went to Alice room and Esme was right she had the phone to her ear giggling, I took the phone off her.
"Jasper she'll see you tomorrow at 9am" I said and hung her phone up and stuck it in my pocket.
"Bella you cant do that, Jasper and I have never been apart, accept from classes" Alice pouted.
"I know but your home for your mom and dad and for charlie and Evelyns wedding. Also for me and the only person I had a conversation with since we stepped in your door was Esme." I said and crossed my arms I stomped out her room still holding her cell phone "And dont worry Edawrd will get the same" I called to her.
I walked to the sanctuary and Once I opened the door the room was filled with my lullabye. I couldnt be mad at Edward. I have been listening to the cd for the past eight months I even put them on my ipod.
"Edward" I said calmly
Edward turned around with his hair falling into his emerald eyes, they were brimming with tears.
"Edward whats wrong ?" I asked closing the door and crossed the room.
Edward shook his head towards me.
"Dont tell me theres nothing wrong Edward, you eyes are brimming with tears, whats happened ?" I asked
Im thinking about moving back home and going to UW, I miss it here, At Dartmouth Im out of my comfort zone the only people I would let in my car is Jasper and Alice.
"Edward remember what you told me what Dr Jackson said, It would be good to get out of your comfort zone even though you have been moved out of your previoous comfort zone. I on the other hand want to transfer to a different college because I am too comfotable with being so near home, I feel as if Im not accomplishing anything" I said
Why do you feel that Bella, I have never know you be to uncomfortable being comfortable
"Its complicated I know I have never felt like that before you know but I know I cant transfer anywhere without a scholarship and there all given out so UW is my safe haven, I will stick out the three years and I might stay on to do my masters and Bachelors but that why were here, Dinner is served but we need to talk because those tears wasnt because you missed home" I said and took Edward from his sanctuay and led him to dining room and went in the kitchen.
"Alice is pouting did you confiscated her Cell" Esme said chuckling.
"Who confiscated Alice Cell ?"
"Bella did sweety, the Kids are in the dinning room they suprised us by comnig a home early full of stories" Esme said
Carlisle gave Esme a chaste kiss on the cheek and went in the dinning room.
"Esme has Edward ever been home sick or fell out of place" I asked
"Not to my knowleged why?" She said
"Im worried about Edward I have never seen him so vunerable like I did earlier. We will talk about it later after dinner is done" I said taking the bowl with the salad I made, Esme took the bowl with the Chicken and Garlic Pasta that I had given her the recipe for since her family loved new recipies.
We sat down to our meal and conversation was between Edward, Alice, Carlsie and Esme, I just enjoyed the meal, listeneing to the stories Alice and Edward had about the home, Carlisle and Esme had invested in so the three of them stayed together.
I swirled my pasta about my plate feeling out of place, even though the stories was great I was intruding in on the Cullens family time. I pushed my plate and slowly risen.
"If you excuse me" I said.
I walked to the bathroom situated near the front door, I was contemplating to make a break for it but decided against it, I sat on the toilet seat and sighed, Why wasnt I felling happy ?, These question I will ask Dr Jackson tomorrow. I gave myself a look in the mirror and left the room seeing Edward standing at the door.
"Everything okay ?" I asked
Are you okay ?
I sighed I may aswell tell him how I feel.
"Its great being here tonight Edward but I feel out of place, Your parents havent seen you both in eight months and Im indruding in on your evening." I said honestly. "I was thinkng about taking my leave" I added.
But you said you wanted to talk. Mom and Alice is clearing the table, come with me.
I nodded my head and followed Edward to his sanctuary. He sat me on the chair next to the piano. I kicked my shoes off and curled my feet up.
"Why were you nearly crying earlier ?" I asked
Have you ever thought you are missing some things im life ?
"Always" I said.
Thats what im feeling, I feel as if I dont do anything I will be missing out everything.
"Well do it Edward as the words of Emmett take the bull by the horns" I said "Why do you think Evelyn and Dad is getting married ?" I said.
Thats what I'll do.
Edward started to play one of my favvourites on the disc apart form my lullaby. I listened to the song Edward played and I swayed to the music
"Ooops"
I opened my eyes and seen Carlisle coming in the room and went to walk back out.
"No Come in Carlisle we have had our chat" I said
Edward kept playing to finish the song.
"I was wondering where you both went, Well I knew you were at the rest room and we assumed you finished your meal." Carlisle said
"I was Carlisle, I was feeling erm kind of intruding your evening with your family" I said as Charlie always honesty is the best policy.
"You never intrude in our evening, when I was about to ask you about your studies you excused yourself." Carlisle said
"Im doing a Major on teaching but for special needed People and a Minor in Literature, Im hoping to teach Literature to Special needed People but I need my batcherlors on teaching to teach literature to college students." I said
"Arent you doing a Major in teaching for special needed people" Carlisle said turning to Edward
Yes Dad, We just found out were doing the same major. We dont talk about courses. When we text one another, we dont usually text that often, I may have a contract but Bella needs to top up every so often.
"Oh ! ! Well I was coming to see if I can get Alice's Cell aswell shes still pouting" Carlisle said
"I left it in the kitchen when I was helping Esme put the dinner on the table" I said
"Have a good Evening and I got a call from Charlie him and Evelyn need to get up early and gave you permission to stay the night you will be staying in the guest room across from Edward" Carlisle said
"Thank you Carlisle but I think I should go home" I said
"Actually they have invited some of there wedding guests home to stay and asked If we could accomadated you during your stay in forks" Carlisle said
"Oh !" I said "Well I should go to my dads and get my duffel bag and suit case" I said
"Already here, Evelyn and Charlie came in the hospital on the way to dinner and dropped them off as they realised some of their guests needed a room to stay and they offered before you came home as they thought you were coming down for the dinner and wedding" Carlisle said
"Thank you Carlisle, Evelyn is a gem, I wasnt sure what I was going to do, either commute home and back to see Edward and Alice and ofcourse Emmett and Rose . . . where will they be ?" I said
Rose and Emmett are staying at the Hales during their stay, But I hear Mr McCarty gave Emmett his Jeep back.
"Yeah Emmett told me in a phone call" I said
"Well Edward will show you the room you will be residing here, How is the Tenents in your and Emmetts home" Carlisle said
"They have been keeping up with the rent, I check the joint account and give Emmett some if he asks as Im the main benifactor" I said
"Thats good" Carlisle said "Where you playing your Parents song when I came in ?" He asked Edward.
"He was Carlisle its my favourite" I said
I didnt know that what else is your favourite on the disc.
I love My lullaby and The Song about the Cullens as in the adoptive family song.
Edward smiled
And the untitled song at the End aswell.
Edwards eyes lit up and smiled.
I didnt know what to call it, it was written the day I accomplished all of my therapists experiments its was amazing, bright and warm.
I smilled.
Why not call it something like Acomplished soul.
Edward smiled.
Good idea, Could you write it in the book I gave you.
I got up and ran out the door and didnt know where my bag was, I came back and grabbed Edwards hand our current was still there and it was still strong.
"Come on show me where the guest room is" I said
Edward started running up the stairs ahead of me. dragging me behind him, I tripped up four times. Edward giggled and eventually picked me up and I squealed.
Edward opened the door and put me on the bed.
Sorry you were tripping up too many times and I had to pick you up are you okay.
I sat on the bed giggling, I couldnt speak.
Im fine, dont worry about it.
Edward gave me his famous grin, I melted a little and the giggling was stopping.
Well thats good now why are we here ?
I got off the bed and went to my suitcase and duffel, I went in my suitcase and took out the box Edward gave me and handed it to him
"You write the new title because you have the elegant script" I said
Edward took the box and opened it and lay there my book Edward made me. He took my hand across the hall to another room
Um this is my room
"Wow you have so much music, what was the last thing you were listening to ?" I asked
I clicked his hi-fi system on and switched the CD on. Fightstar came on.
"Fightstar is not so bad still disappointed that the lead Charlie left his last band." I said
But his heart wasnt in to anymore to be in a pop band, you sometimes seen it.
"Yeah" I said I looked about Edwards room and seen pictures of the gang round it. there was a few good ones of Edward and I just fooling around before we broke up to start college.
I came across a picture that shocked me and never knew it was taken, I was a picture of Edward holding my hand showing me the proper way to say I love you in dign language.
"Who took this" I asked
Alice with her cell she handed me the picture and said that I might want it I took it anyway.
"Thank you" I glanced at Edwards clock and it was after 9pm "Im going to turn in give me the book tomorrow or when you have time to do the script, Ill be going to Port Angeles with Evelyn and Rose tomorrow for our final dress checks, Being the maid of Honor is weird but Evelyn asked I accepted" I said
Sweet Dreams
I left Edwards room and went in the guest room I was residing during the wedding period. I set my Alarm on my cell, I took out my and didnt know where the bathroom is.
I went to Edwards room and knocked on the door, he opened it only wearing PJ pants.
Everything okay
My mouth was gaped open.
"I need to know where the bathroom is, I was hoping to grab a shower and realised it didnt know where it was so I thought I would asked you sorry if I interupt you" I rambled.
I just got changed for bed, you have a bathroom in your room erm but it looks like a cupboard door, I'll show you.
"Thank you" I said blushing.
Edward took my hand and took me to my room and he opened a door and stood was a bathroom with shower, Edward switched it on and I watched him for future reference. He went out to the hall and came back with towels.
Do you need shampoo and shower gel.
I nodded my head, Edward left my room and I sat on the bed looking aboutt he beautiful decor. Edward came back with three bottles.
I asked Alice for some as mine is Lynx.
I took the bottle and seen its strawberry shampoo acompanied with Conditioner with tea tree and apple shower gel. Both my favourites.
"Thank you" I said.
Do you need a hair dryer
"No I with braid it when im done, it makes my hair wavy" I said
Okay, goodnight.
"Night" I said
Edward left the room and I took a shower, the whole time Edward spoke to me he wasnt embarrest with his body. Once I showered and dressed, I took my brush from my bag and started to brush through my knots and braided my hair. I climbed in the massive bed and curled into a ball.
A/N Thank you and PLEASE review !