All Characters belong to the wonderful Stephenie Meyer.
Song: Hold On By Good Charlotte
This world
This world is cold
But you
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way that you do
And we all have the same things to go through
When I left you there in that forest, I was sure that you would remain safe, that you would fall for someone better than me. Someone who could love you better than I can, someone who could keep you safer than I could.
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
I should have known that if it caused me physical pain to be separated from you, then it would have felt worse for you, with your fragile and consuming, blessedly human emotions. If only I could have told you to hold on, I would be there soon.
Your days
You say they're too long
And you're nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
You're not sure what you are waiting for, but you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no moreBut, you had to go jump off that damn cliff! I would have never believed that you would fall that far, to become that depressed in the short time that I was gone. I was so sure that you would have moved on. Alas, I underestimated you again. My angel, if only you had held on just a little bit longer.
But we all bleed the same way that you do
And we all have the same things to go through
My plan is fail-safe; there will be no reason for them not to act. I can only hope that you will forgive me for the wicked crime I am about to commit. I told you once that I cannot live without you by my side; you were the shooting star that burned away my endless twilight. I fail to remember who I am without you here. You were my existence. I want to hold on, but I have lost the battle. I have forgotten my reason for existing. When you can live forever, what is the point if you have nothing to live for?
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold On
When I heard of your fate, I caught the first flight available. I won't live in a world where you don't exist! Almost losing you once has shown me what life would be like without you. That life that I have glimpsed is not worth the struggle of existing. I cannot hold on.
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?They told me that you are not worth dying over, that killing me over the death of a mere human would be a waste. Damn them to hell! They, who have never known you, who have never seen your smile, heard your wonderful heartbeat, or have smelled your luscious scent, they know nothing of my pain! I will give them a reason to burn me! I will show them that I am serious. They will regret denying me my request.
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead... What are you waiting for?
Standing here, so close to the sun, so close to death; a strange calm settles over me. Knowing, that this will be my last few moments suffering this crippling pain puts a smile on my face. The pain of being ripped apart, the pain of the burning, has nothing on the pain I feel now. Pictures of you flash across my mind; I am glad that you will be the last thing that I see. I truly hope heaven will welcome me, for even paradise will be nothing without you. I take a last, unnecessary breath and take one step forward, towards the sun that will reveal what I am, signaling the assassins waiting in the wings...
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
They must have done their job, they are very efficient, not even a twinge of pain. I hear your voice calling me, and your fragile, human body suddenly collides with mine. Oh! My father was right, there is a heaven. Your arms are wrapped around me and your scent washes over me, somehow even more intoxicating than before!
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not overYour sweet voice is calling to me again, telling me to open my eyes. Your delicate hands are tugging at my arms. Slowly, I peek through my lashes down at your angelic face, and I am lost in your warm chocolate orbs.
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
My mind finally comprehends the words you are saying,
"Edward, you aren't dead," you whisper, "and neither am I!"
Hold on
"Edward, I held on!"
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Also, a big hug and a kiss to my beta reader Emily!