Chapter 1: the begging

Jacobs POV

I loved her from the first moment I saw her, what else can I say. She's the air I breathe and the only thing I ever want.

When she was little I'd take her to the little lack that was near the river be the house. (I lived there now just never able t leave I guess). We would go for runes and end up at the lack. The first time we went there my nessie about gave me a heart attack, that's when we found out she didn't need to breathe like a normal human she only needed a breath ever 30 min. or so. When she didn't come up for air I jumper in fully dressed (well as fully dressed as I ever am). I can even remember the day I went from being her "big brother" and protector to her best friend.

Flash back

Nessie and I setting on her bed with her head in my lap

"Why did he have to be mean? I didn't mean to hurt him" she managed to get out through the sobbing. She was only 4 at the time but she looked about 13 or 14. She was playing with a kid at la push on first beach when she pushed him and he fell face first in to the sand ( at the time I laughed but only until her yelled)

"He was being stupid its not your fault" at first I wanted to kill him making my nessie cry, but when I looked at her I know she need me to be her friend

We were inseparable if she was anywhere to be found I wouldn't be far behind. But now that she was 16 and I very much aware of her body, it was different. Edward caught me staring at her one day and as I stared my minded wandered if I touched her arm would she know I wanted her and that only set the fantasy in play nessie on my lap straddling me, my hands under her shirt and she moaned my name "if you incised on screaming your thoughts at me mutt, you might want to think about something else!!" he hissed at me and only nessie turned to look everyone one else know what her was talking about and what I was thinking. from then on I was only aloud to be in her room with the door opened, kiss her on the forehead or hand, and NEVER aloud on her bed door open or not.

so i was nothing but suprised when i wake up to just me and nessie in the house all alone except a note that read

Dear nessie and jacob

hole family went hunting be back in three days

love mm and dad