Chapter one – I don't want you.

"Erin! Look at me when I talk to you! I need to see you're paying attention to what I'm saying! You're hurting me Erin! You're hurting me..." I teared up but never took my eyes off him...

"I'm looking. I'm looking Kiki, I'm sorry; I didn't mean to hurt you! Kii' I love you Kay' just sorry!" He was yelling back, ignoring my teary eyes.

The door slammed open and Desman stood there clueless. "What the fuck is going on! I hear you guys complaining from down the hall. Did you guys forget you're in a psycho hospital, all the patients are loosing there minds. So shut the hell up already." He stood there glaring at us...That's when I notice how good looking he was, that's when he caught my eyes, when he was angry, he was so cute. That moment, just that moment made me forget Erin's present. Erin grabbed my hand and glared at Desman.

"We're out of here Kiki." He dragged me out, but I never lost eye contact with Desman.

"You now what," I spazzed! "I'm staying...I'm not a fucking dog' okay. You leave!" I pulled my arm away and glared at him.

For five years, I've been Erin's side chick. I'd been doing what he wanted, he told everyone we were dating but the only thing he looked forward in me was how I was a servant, sadly but true...I did as he said... I was sick of this...and it was the perfect time to rebel on him. I had eye witnesses, and I was going to take that as an advantage.

Desman still stood there but now he was looking just as an ordinary hospital doctor. Erin pushed me against the wall though, while I kept my eyes fixed on Desman. I took a moment and looked at Erin.

"You do as I say, you self-centered coward! You think your going to get away… Don't think about it you fucking hoe!" He whispered harshly in my ear and stumbled away.

And that's when Desman comes out of his doctor shell, right when Erin stumbles out. Desman ran to me hugging me.

"You okay babe!" He hugged and kissed me. He squeezed me in his arms, and whispered in my ear some more. "I'm gonna save you! I'll be the superhero." He softly kissed my cheek. "Wait five minutes then I'm done working for the day." He let me go and walked away.

I walked quietly in the waiting room and sat there…I was only 19 but yet, I was living on my own, my parents never wanted to hear from me again since I was 14, yeah five years ago. Erin got me into drugs, I thought they weren't that addicted but I got addicted to Heroin, we called it smack, so the cops and the neighbors would be less up on are businesses. I thought I could just quite like that after a week, but I was wrong, my mom ended up sending me to this special Rehab place, and well, that's when I found something out about myself. I wasn't human, but I couldn't let any now…I was on my own, and never found myself into drugs after that. Well…This secret is only going to stay with me and only me, I don't want Desman to find this out…He already had enough on his back…His a firemen but his dad asked him to take his job for a day he only had to watch over the sick patients.

The door slammed open and Desman came in...He was 19 too, but he was already up to the adult hood. "Kay, c'mon we're out of here." He said with a smile on his face…Oh that smile it melted me inside…That amazing smile. I couldn't help it but smile back…

"Ok, we're out of here." I stood up and grabbed his arm.

"Desman, where are we going?" I mumble as I noticed we turn left towards the woods instead of going to his car.

"We need to talk." He finished. That was all he said while he held my hand tightly.

"About what?" I struggled to let go of his hand and just stand in the last place I've moved too.

"Kiki, please. Come with me, its okay. You can't be afraid of me. I won't hurt you. I promise Kii! I promise, I won't be like Erin! Just please you have to come with me." He begged me to move. He held his hand out for me to grab it. I was scared, frightened, he was different then Erin, everyone knew that. He was to perfect to be with me, he was everything a normal girl would want. I'm just a lost cause to the world. A former drug user and a myth! A myth to everyone who would ever get to now the real me! I was a problem…the biggest problem to the world! No one would ever understand me, not even this angelic guy standing before me!

"Kiki! Please, take my hand. I'll help you. Please. Kii, you're scaring me." His voice started to scratch up as if he was trying to hold in tears.

"Desman," I whispered slightly out of my mouth. The words sounded so fragile and frightened I don't know what was happening.

"Kiki, I'm here for you! You know I am. Please." He slowly took steps towards me while silent tears fell down his cheek.

"Did you drink today? Did you take any medications? Did you use Heroin? Kiki, are you okay? Why are you acting like this?" He kept taking silent steps towards me wiping away each tear that fell.

"Do you love me Desman?"

"Yes I do! I swear! I do!"

"Would you hurt me?"

"Fuck no! I swear I'm not Erin! I won't hurt my baby!"

"Can I trust you?"

"With the world. Kiki, I promised to be yours, you can trust me!"

I feel to my knees. I was loosing it. I needed to hunt; my urge for beverage was getting harder to bare. I needed it now! 'Desman! Go away, run, far away for now!' I wanted him to leave so bad. I didn't want him to be here right now. I just want to be free again! I need freedom! I don't want to hurt him; he can't see me go mad! Not now! Not ever! 'Go away!' I kept telling myself.

"Kiki, we need to talk! Please, come with me." Desman kneeled down beside me. "I won't let you go. I won't hurt you! I don't care what kind of monster you are in the end! Just please! Come with me! I know who you are!" He yelled out not able to keep in the tears anymore. "I know who you are." He whispered. I looked at him. Trying not to get any body contact with him, or else I might loose it. "You can do it, I won't mind. You just won't get any effects." He looked at me.

"What do you mean?" I lifted my head up to him, and closed my eyes.

"Right now, you have an urge to attack me, you need blood, and you need to feed." He explained. "If you feed off me, you won't get any affect. I am one of your kinds. We over power humans, but we struggle to show it, or else are kind would be revealed. So we show ourselves weak and unhopeful, Unpowerful, and lost. I understand how you got off smack so quick, because it wasn't really a necessity to you. All rehab doctors where shocked, and my father! My father wasn't shocked, he was waiting for it. Kiki, trust me! I know who you are! I accept you for who you are! I love you for who you are! Kiki, now c'mon! I need to talk to you!" He held me in his arms for a good 5 minutes, till I saw Erin.

"Kiki! What the fuck are you doing here with Desman!?"

"Eh' He wanted to show me how some psycho patients can be cured."

"C'mon! Let's go! You don't need to stay any longer with this monster!"

"His not a monster," I yelled out. "His not a monster." I whispered to myself.

"Oh really, C'mon we all now he's just jealous your mine." He smiled happily.

"I'm not yours Erin." I tried to speak loud enough for him to hear me but he didn't seem to hear it.

"See, you now it's true, now c'mon!" He grabbed my arm and attempted to pull me up, but before Erin had time to react. Desman grabbed his arm and flung him to the ground. He grabbed my hand and threw me on his back.

"She's not yours anymore Erin. Let her go."

They both glared at each other and Desman ran off quickly with me on his back. He stopped once we got far enough in the woods and we knew Erin would never find us here. He put me down and kissed my cheek.

"Look at me Kiki."

I struggled to look up at him, he seemed flawless, he seemed perfect, and I, I was nothing compared to him. I was lost in life.

"Please Kiki, look at me."

"What?" I whispered as I managed to move my head up to look at him.

"Don't be scared of him, you can't let him do this to you. It's wrong." He held me in his arms.

I was speechless never did a guy care for me. My past relationships were wrecks.

The first relationship was when I was 13, his name was Kyle. He was 16 at the time. I was a fool. I was such a mess. My dad turned into an alcoholic, and I was his blame. I was too much for him to handle, and earlier that year my mom turn to eating disorders because of me again, because I've always made everyone worry so much, supposedly. Anyways, Kyle was a very sexual guy and he would always try to make me do things I didn't want to. I was scared…but I still claimed I loved him. I broke up with him a month later, finding out he was cheating on me with this girl called Miranda. Supposedly he made him very happen...so what the hey.

Two months after him I met this guy called Tim, he was a sweetheart but he was 17. My parents never approved of him and he never approved to me more then a friend. So we were close friends. Till he turn me down as a friend and started to ignore me. He kind of lost interest in knowing me. His friends and I were actually really close before I met him. I ended up loosing him aswell, Luc that is, do to the fact he was dating a girl I knew but strongly disliked. I was supposedly childish and self centered. How on earth was I self centered, when I was scared of myself, let alone trying to get peoples attention would just make everything worse? Anyways...

Once I turned fourteen I was alone as fuck, that's when I met Erin. I was walking home from school, and he was waiting for Ciara. The schools head cheerleader. I found it kind of weird, because Ciara was dating Josh and the whole school knew that they were together and a thing so I don't know how Ciara was able to hide Erin from everyone. She came out of school that day and hugged Erin. Then looked away scared, like she didn't want him to be here, or she just wanted Erin to die. She told Erin she never wanted to see him again then ran off to catch the city bus. Erin looked at me then walked up to me. I found him amazingly cute back then. He had dirty blonde hair that never made it to his shoulder, it was more like a skater style. He was casually dressed with amazing blue ocean eyes. Oh, how his looks turned me down. He was nothing like I thought he would be. We started to see each other and he started to abuse me more and more. Then it became a habit to him. When I did something wrong he'd throw me down the stair cases.

So being with Desman was like a gift! He was everything I thought I could never find, because I'd always find myself with some bad guy. I've known Desman for over five years know. He has always been there for me since I met him. Trying to help me when I needed help, witch was everyday of my life. He was like Spiderman and I was like his Mary-Jane. We were a thing to each other and we loved and cared for each other, but Erin found out about him and always held me near. In other words...I was always stuck to Erin without hesitation or else I might get bet up.

"Kiki, do you hear me?" Desman broke my train of thoughts from my head.

"Yeah, I hear you. I need…blood." I mumbled.

"C'mon, I need to bring you somewhere." He looked around lost.

"Where?"

"Eh, this place they have to put a record on you."

"What the fuck are you talking about!"

"You'll see you have to make a choice. Please just come with me"

"Are they going to hurt me?" I murmured out low.

"No! I wouldn't let them! I promise, Kiki." Desman begged me to come.

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