Chapter 1
Hi, my name is Isabella Swan. I hate my last name because everybody calls me a bird. My dad says not to worry, they are just jealous because one day I will turn into a swan. My mom walked out on me when I was only 5 years old. I always feel it's because she did not like me but dad said it had nothing to do with me or my brother.
"Belly-oopy," I hear my older twin brother calling me. "Time to get ready for another great, awesome, super day at school," he finished after I got up. "Jacob, is school really that cool?" I yelled at him.
By the way, I also hate school. 1) I hate everyone in the school. The only exceptions are Angela and Jake, my only friends. 2) Sam and his stupid little gang of his so-called "pups" bully me.
Right now, I am only 10.
That's it! Sam likes me! When a boy is mean to a girl, that supposedly means he likes me. So DOES he like me? No, why would he, in fact, anyone, want to fall in love with me? I'm so ugly and I need braces and glasses.
Maybe I can go to England or even Italy. I can ask my dad since he is the CEO of TNT. They are both sunny unlike Forks. I do not understand why no one, except Angela, Jake, and dad like me.
3 years later…
That is it! I am moving to England where it is sunny all the time and not rainy. They also have a cool accent there. I can marry rich and then have a kid named William. That will be the life. Then we can tell Jake and dad about tiny William.
That is my plan. Now, I need to ask him if I can move in with aunt Esme and uncle Carlisle. They are not my aunt and uncle by blood, they are just really good friends of dad's.
I hear the limo pulling up into the driveway. Perfect time to ask him.
"Bella, Jake, I'm home for the month," dad says as he walks in the door with baggy luggage. Since dad hasn't been home for a while, maybe I can stay home a little longer just to be with him.
The only ones that know I want to move to England are my best friends, Angela and Emily. I think Emily has a crush on Sam. It's sad because she is leaving Angela and me.
"So," I start to say, "Jake, is something wrong with me? 'Cause no one likes me anymore. Or is Sam just making everyone hate me because he hates me?"
It looked as if Jake wasn't paying any attention to me. I said, "Umm…Jake…," I started slowly and quietly.
"What you do want you little, stupid, no-friends loser?" he replied harshly.
What happened to my older brother? He has never done this before until today. Could Sam be getting inside his head like he with Jake's best friends?
"Never mind…Sam!" Once I said those words, I soon regretted them.
"What did you just call me, Smelly Belly?" Jacob exclaimed madly at me.
"You are acting just like Sam and his cult," I screamed at him. At that moment I felt like I was about to cry. "Why Jake? Where is my brother, my best friend, cause, apparently, he is not here right now!"
I felt bad for what I said to Jacob as I started to run back up to my bedroom. I rushed in, slammed the door and fell on my bed. I just started to bawl my eyes out.
I lay there on my bed, crying to see if the real Jacob will appear to make feel better.
After a half an hour of crying, I realized that Jake was never going to come back.
Where is the real Jake I know? It's like he's vanished from my existence and there is no way to have him return to me.