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Warning: Mentions of suicide.

Dear Freddie,

I would first like to congratulate you on finally marrying the girl of your dreams Carly Shay. I would also say that I am sorry I will not be able to see your wedding. I will be long gone before it happens. Your will probably be wondering why I won't be there or why I even ended my life. I once told myself that I would die before I saw you and Carly get married. I made this promise because why you were chasing Carly I was slowly falling in love with you. And regretfully I did.

I once had hope that you would get over Carly and hopefully fall for me. That was when we shared are first kiss, but you just acted like nothing ever happened. Of course I did to, but the point is that the kiss really meant a lot to me. Then a couple months later you saved Carly's life. I thought nothing of it. I did not expect Carly to then have feelings for you, but you two got together. It broke my heart to see you so happy with Carly. So I took matters into my own hands and told you that you were just like my bacon incident. That she was only in love with what you did. It worked for a couple of years until we all graduated from high school.

You and Carly went to the same collage a collage far away from Seattle. You left me and Spencer behind. I could not wait till I saw you at Christmas when you and Carly would come back to Seattle. I was going to take the advice of Spencer and tell you that I loved you. But you came in with Carly hand and hand. Carly kissed your cheek and you announced that you and Carly were back together and had been since the second month of collage. I was devastated, but I could see that you were really happy so I did not do anything. I hoped that you would find out that you actually loved me, but you didn't. You just had to have the perfect life with the prefect Carly. After you went back to collage I went to my room and cried.

Then both you and Carly suddenly stopped writing to me. I new when you stopped writing to me that I had lost my best friend and the love of my life forever, why did you stop writing to me Freddie? Then four years later after you both graduated I got the wedding invitation. Remember the promise I mentioned earlier? I made the promise when I fell in love with you. I know that I am taking the coward way out, but it is better then seeing you and Carly all happy and married. One day you two will have kids and one will be like me. I hope when you look at that kid you will remember me the person who loved you longer and more then Carly ever will. Goodbye forever Freddie.

With all my Love,

Sam

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