A/N: Hello! This is my first fic… evaar…. Oo so be nice to it. Oh and also, the disclaimers! A bunch of lawful stuff and yeah…

Disclaimers: I don't own Hao or Yoh from Shaman King and I don't own Shaman King otherwise there wouldn't be a whole 'Shaman Fight' and it'd be all about Yoh and Hao…

I also don't own the lyrics or song or tune for Deliver Me or anything about it. It's by Sarah Brightman.

Deliver me, out of my sadness.
Deliver me, from all of the madness.


I watch the dancing of my flames, destroying yet again, when all I am trying to do is create. Create a world where I will belong and something as simple and beautiful as 'us' can belong. But something has gone wrong. Something always does. Once again everything I do will cause more hatred towards me. It'll bring me more pain, more anger. And something else… insanity?

Yoh… All I do is for you, for us. Tell me. What am I doing wrong? What am I doing so wrong? They all hate me, they always have and no matter what I do… They always will. But… You love me right? Right?


Deliver me, courage to guide me.
Deliver me, strength from inside me.

These past few months, the months with you, Yoh, these were the best. You cared. You actually gave a damn about me. It feels nice to have someone listen. Sometimes, I even see things from a different perspective because I am able to talk about it. All I had been asking for was a little bit of acceptance… And before, Mother Nature was the only one who gave me that. I want to protect her from the filthy humans who are bent on destroying the Earth and bent on destroying me and us.

Show me again… Tell me, like you have so many times before, that you love me. Show me what I am doing is wrong and correct me. I want to know what is right… I know you can show me that, and much, much more.

All of my life I've been in hiding.

Every life I've lived, all anyone could show me was hatred… The world shunned me. And I didn't know what to do… So I hid myself away and created another 'me' to destroy them all in my flames.


Wishing there was someone just like you.

Nobody cared about me, cared about how I felt. But sometimes, I could still grasp on to a bit a hope… that maybe one day someone will listen to what I have to say, to try to see what I see, to show me a smile and a little bit of love.


Now that you're here, now that I've found you,

And when I thought that maybe the hope was just something created from my insanity, something I'd never be able to grasp, you showed up. At first I thought it was a lie and you were going to be like everyone else, Yoh. But you proved me wrong.


I know that you're the one to pull me through.

With one of your trademark, easy-going smiles, and a little bit of warmth…

I really felt that everything would be ok.


Deliver me, loving and caring.
Deliver me, giving and sharing.

From you, I learned that it's ok to pause and think things through. From you, I learned that most things cannot simply be solved my burning fury. You shared with me your views on everything around you, no us… And most importantly—You gave me hope.

When I look in your eyes, Yoh, they don't show any anger or disgust towards me. At first, it scared me. I didn't know what it was, such a gentle look. I'd never seen it before, not that I can recall. But then I learned, or maybe you taught me… that this…was the thing called Love.


Deliver me, the cross that I'm bearing.

Yoh… Yoh.

All of my life I was in hiding.
Wishing there was someone just like you.
Now that you're here, now that I've found you,


Yes, maybe I am condemned to Hell… But to me, spending this time with you is worth anything. And maybe it's ok that I'm going down below, because even if I suffer more, I'll always be able to remember this life that I spent with you… and…


I know that you're the one to pull me through.

Deliver me, Yoh…
Even If I am condemned to Hell already…
Won't you deliver me.

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For Yaoi fans, I'm sorry that the love was almost nonexistent. D: I'll try to make my next one more yaoi-ful. So watch out for my upcoming ficcies:D