A/N: This is the Sequel of the story "Died of A Broken Heart"!
Sakura's POV
Beep.
Beep.
Beep.
I woke up from the sound of my alarm clock. It was early Monday morning, one month after Sasuke's death. I got up from my queen-sized bed and went to take a warm shower. When I finished, I put on a black baggie pants and a white tank top. I then went downstairs already knowing that my parents have gone to work, and went to the kitchen.
When I finished eating my breakfast, I grabbed my keys and my bag and went out of the house to my car. Before I can go to school, I had to pick up my cousin.
As I got to her house, Umi was already coming out of her house and she ran to my car and got in. "Hey Sakura!" Umi greeted. I greeted her back.
There was a moment of silence as I started to drive to school. Soon after, Umi broke the silence that I was enjoying. "So how are you?" Umi asked.
I looked at her in the corner of my eye as I stopped the car at a red light. In her emerald eyes that I saw at that moment were full of worry. She was always worried about me ever since what had happened between Sai, Sasuke, and me. She wasn't the only one though; also my friends and my parents were worried about me when they found out what had happened.
Umi and everybody else would ask me the same thing "How are you?" everyday and I would say "Fine."
"I'm fine, Umi." I lied. I wasn't fine. I never was after he died. I can't get my mind off of him. Ever since his death, my heart is full of guilt and sorrow and each night I cry for him, wishing that he could come back to life, but I knew it would never happen.
The red light turned green and I started to drive again. "Umi.." I started. Umi looked at me, waiting for me to continue. "Don't worry about me." I finally said.
"Sorry Sakura but I can't. I can't stop worrying about you."
"Why?" I asked my eyes narrowed.
"Because each day I see you more depressed."
"I'm not depressed!" I argued back. It was a lie. I was depressed but I just didn't want to show it to no one.
"Stop lying to yourself! I see it in your eyes. You can't fool me, you can't fool nobody Sakura!" Umi yelled at me.
I was crying now and not just that I was also mad. Mad at myself. I hated myself for what I have done to Sasuke. We arrived at the school grounds and I parked the car and I still didn't stop crying.
Umi put a hand on my shoulder and spoke, "Sakura, stop crying. I'm sorry for what I said."
I wiped my tears and looked at my cousin. "No, Umi, you're right. I am depressed. I hate myself." I told her.
"Don't say that! Don't say you hate yourself!" Umi's loud voice said. She then sighed. "On Friday after school you and me are going shopping."
"Shopping?" I said.
"Yeah. It will help you be more cheerful." Umi said smiling at me.
"Yeah… whatever." I said as I got out of the car and Umi also got out.
We were walking side by side inside the school and we had plenty of time to go to our lockers. Umi's locker was next to mines. I took out all the materials I would need for all my classes from my locker. As I closed my locker I heard a loud voice calling my name and my cousin's name. I didn't need to turn around to see who it was because I already knew who it was. It was Naruto.
"Sakura! Umi!" He said as he reaches at my side.
"Hey Naruto." I said in a bored tone.
"Hey Naruto! What's up?" Umi said grinning.
"I was wondering if you two would want to go to the carnival tonight." Naruto said.
"We would love to!" Umi said excitedly.
"Who else is going?" I asked.
"Hinata, Neji, Tenten, Ino, and Shikamaru. After school we will meet up at my house." Naruto said.
"Okay. I'll see you later." I said as I started to walk to the direction to my class and Umi and Naruto went to their class.
As I got to my class, I saw Aumi sitting on Sai's lap making out. I felt disgusted. How I hate Sai and Aumi. Right then they stopped making out and they looked at me with pure hatred. I looked away from them and sat at my seat in front of the class. I was glad that my seat was in the front row because Sai and Aumi sat in the last row.
Class was going to start in ten minutes and so I had enough time to just relax. I had a feeling that someone was watching me from behind and I turned around and saw Aumi was looking at me and then she flicked me off. I flicked her off back. I felt like hitting her with a chair until her head was pouring blood on the white floor, but as much as I wanted to hurt her, I couldn't do that because I would end up in jail for many years for murder.
I turned away, now facing the front of the class and started to think of the day when I told Sai that I wanted to break up with him.
Flash Back
After the day when I found out about Sasuke's death, I went back to school. I was walking to my locker and all of my friends came to me saying why I have missed a lot of days of school. I had no choice but to ell them everything that had happened to me. When they knew everything, they felt sorry for me. Some of my friends wanted to beat up Sai for what he did to me but I stopped them.
I told them that I wanted to face Sai and Aumi by myself. I went to my class and I saw Aumi sitting next to Sai flirting with him. Sai saw me and he ran to me.
"Sakura! You're back!" Sai said as he was about to kiss me but I didn't let him.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
Aumi was now beside Sai, looking at me with her evil look.
"It's over!" I told him straight up with an angry face.
"What? Why?" He said now pissed off.
"Because I know everything! You were only using me. I saw you and that bitch making out."
"That's not true!"
"Don't lie! You were only using me to just get good grades. You know what, I don't care anymore! I don't love you. You can go with that bitch right next to you!"
"I'm no bitch, you hoe!" Aumi yelled at me as she slapped me. I punched her in the eye. I was about to get on her and start punching her but Sai got between us and said, "Stop! Don't you dare touch her Sakura!"
Sai went to Aumi side and said, "Baby are you alright?"
Right then the teacher came asking what's going on and everybody that saw the whole scene said that Aumi and I had a fight. Aumi and I got a Inside School Suspension, which is also called ISS.
End of Flash Back
Since then, Sai and I haven't talked and he hates me now for hurting Aumi. Sai had to get a tutor to get his good grades in order to get back in the basketball team. Class had started and I took out my notebook to take notes.
Time passes very fast and I was now coming out of the school building with Umi at my side. "How was your day in school?" Umi asked.
"Sitting in class hearing the teacher talking about a boring subject and having Aumi stare at me with hate and flicking me off once in a while… What do you think?" I told her.
"It was bad. Huh?" Umi giggled.
"And yours?" I asked her as we reach to my car and got it.
"It was pretty boring. You know you have to learn to just ignore Aumi."
"It's not easy to ignore a annoying bitch." I said.
Umi giggled. We were now heading to Naruto's house, ready to go to the carnival.
