Hey, random ItaSasu oneshot. I was watching youtube videos. Anyway, I own nothing! Except for maybe the wording. Now please read, and review.
I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
I lie in the darkness, trying to forget the pain, any way I could. All I want is to forget everything, all of it. But every time I close my eyes, or look at a shadow, all I can see is his face and cold eyes as they repeated those horrid words. And the blood… Just recalling it is enough to make me sick, let alone the nightmares I have every night.
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do
All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away
Looking back, I knew I had been stupid and ignorant. There were signs everywhere, and yet I followed my childish beliefs and continued to love him. That's right, I, Sasuke Uchiha, had fallen in love with my brother, Itachi Uchiha, by the age of eight. Disgusting. Repulsive. Wrong. Stupid. And, as if that weren't bad enough, he had to trick me. I thought he at least loved me as a brother, only to find out he hated me enough to torture me like this. I thought I knew all of the pain already. Wrong again…
I'm going nowhere (on and on and)
I'm getting nowhere (on and on and on)
Take me away
I'm going nowhere (on and off and off and on)
(and off and on)
I wandered around in the forest, desperately attempting to stop crying and keep the image of Sasuke's face out of my head, but, again, was failing miserably. I realized I was getting nowhere, and stopped to rest in a sheltered cave. I lay down, and tried to get some rest, and, as usual of late, failed. The only thing that I could do was see the images of Sasuke and I flash back and forth in my head. Now I understand the true meaning of torture.
I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands
It isn't like I wanted to kill the clan. It killed me to say those harsh words to Sasuke. I didn't ask for this to happen. But yet, it did. God must truly hate me. Isn't it horrible enough that I fell in love with my only younger sibling? Every day, week after week of torture. There was no end to it. That's why I tried to distance myself from him. I aided him from afar, sometimes in ways he will never understand. I can't show him now, of course. He hates me. I've failed again…
Take me away
Break me away
Take me away
Done! The end! Review time! Please?