I'm gonna try to write a song fic so plz tell me if it's good or not……..
I don't own Jeff Hardy or the song or the band.
I'm using the song 'Things left unsaid' by Disciple
It's just a matter of time a few days ago
I saw you, you were fine
Remembering what you said
About the book you read
The one I got you
Jeff had just stepped out of the shower when his cell started ringing. He wrapped a towel around his waist and ran to his room and answered without looking at the caller id.
"Jeff?"
"Yea, what's up?"
"Um, AshLynn was in a car accident and she's in critical condition and they don't know if she'll make it through the night and um I'm not sure if I'm supposed to tell you this man, but she was on her way to your house"
The beginning of the end
Oh how we'd talk
For hours upon end
What I would give
Just to do it again
Jeff had to sit down, he couldn't believe what he was hearing. 'AshLynn can't die on me, I'm still in love with her'
"Why was she on her way over here?"
"Because she wanted to talk to you, she was going crazy without you"
"Does Matt know?"
"Yea I called him when I couldn't get a hold of you the first few times"
"Oh um I'm gonna call Matt and see if he will take me down there"
"ok see you soon"
"Yea later"
But you're lying there
In this hospital bed
Won't you open your eyes
And let's talk once again
Jeff hung up and put his head in his hands, he couldn't, didn't want to believe it. Dustin had to be playing a cruel ass joke on him. He sighed and looked through his contacts on his phone. When he found Matt's number he pushed talk and a few seconds later Matt answered.
"hey Jeff did Dustin get a hold of you?" it sounded like Matt has been crying.
"Yea, um can you take me up to the hospital?"
"Yea man no problem, I'll be there in 5-10 minutes"
"Ok thanks bro"
"Sure, see you soon"
"Yea later"
If you fly away tonight
I want to tell you that I love you
I hope that you can hear me
I hope that you can feel me
If you fly away tonight
I want to tell you that I'm sorry
That I never told you
When we were face to face
He decided to call his dad, his dad adored AshLynn. After a couple of seconds later his dad answers
"Hey Jeff"
"Hey dad" Gill could tell something was wrong by the sound of Jeff's voice
"What's wrong son?"
"Dad, AshLynn was in a car accident and she's in critical condition, they don't know if she'll make it through the night"
"Wow, how are you holding up? And are you going up to the hospital?"
"Yea um, I've been better and yea Matt's on his way over to take me up there"
"Ok I'll meet you there"
"Ok bye dad"
"Bye Jeff"
They hang up and Jeff puts on his blue boxers and a pair of faded blue jeans and a wife beater with a zip up hoodie over it. He put his blue and black hair in a pony tale. He grabs his keys, cell and cigarettes and puts them in his pocket and goes downstairs. He puts his shoes on and goes outside to wait for Matt. Matt pulls up as he puts his cigarette out. Jeff gets in, they don't say anything until Matt pulls in the hospital parking lot.
"Dad's here" Jeff sighs and gets out of the car and the 3 Hardy's head inside.
Well I've been here all night
And I'm watching you
Breathe in and breathe out
Is it really you
Or just a machine
That's giving you life
And it's making it seem
That there could be hope
They stop at the nurse's station.
"Can I help you gentleman?"
"Yea were here to see AshLynn Cooper" Jeff said
"She's in room number 23"
"Ok thank you"
The guys started walking down the hallway when they spotted Dustin. When they get up to her door, Jeff doesn't want to go in yet.
"Matt you go first"
"Are you sure man?"
"Yea" Matt goes inside her room and Jeff and Gill lean against the wall. Matt was in there for about 10 minutes. Matt comes out.
"Dad you go on ahead"
"Are you sure, I can wait"
"Yea I'm sure"
Gill goes in her room and Matt stands beside Jeff
"She looks good Jeff, she's as beautiful as ever"
After 5 minutes Gill comes out. Jeff walks into her room and shuts the door behind him. He turns around and looks at AshLynn. Matt's right she does look beautiful even though she has a breathing tube. He sits down and grabs her hand in both of his. He doesn't know what to say. He looked at her and he started to cry.
I could say to your face
If it weren't for you
That there would be no grace
That's covered my life
You took the time
To speak into my mind
And my heart
Words of life
"Please don't leave me Ash, I love you and I need you, please wake up"
He put his head down on her bed and started to remember the happy times they had.
~FLASHBACK~
May 12th 2009
I woke that morning to the smell of pancakes, eggs and bacon. So I went downstairs and into the kitchen and saw AshLynn over by the stove cooking and dancing to 'Stuttin is a habit' she was wearing one of my t-shirts and a pair of my boxers and her hair was kind of messed up. I always thought she looked beautiful like that but she thought otherwise. I went up behind her and put my arms around her waist and she jumped in surprise. I laughed and she turned around and smiled and I kissed her.
"Good morning sexy"
"Morning handsome" a couple of minutes later breakfast was done and we ate and then we went to get ready for the day.
~END OF FLASHBACK~
He picked his head off of the bed and looked at AshLynn and moved a piece of her chestnut brown hair out of her face. He wished with everything he had that she would open her beautiful baby blue eyes and look and smile at him. He then started to remember the fight that caused them to break up.
~FLASHBACK~
Sept. 20th 2009
I had just gotten home from hanging out with Shannon and Shane when I walked into the living room and saw AshLynn sitting on the couch looking mad as hell.
"Hey baby, what's wrong?"
"Don't hay baby me, baby"
"What in the hell is wrong with you?"
"What's this?" and she held some papers in her hand that were emails from Chyanne and I got pissed because she was going through my things.
"Why in the hell are you going through my stuff?"
"I was cleaning our room and found these on your bed side table I was putting them away when I saw 'hey I miss you baby' what the fuck is up with that? And who in the hell is she?"
"She's just a friend Ash nothin more"
"Then why is she calling you baby and telling you that she misses and loves you?"
I didn't answer I just went into the kitchen and grabbed a beer and started drinking it down.
"Jeffrey Nero Hardy if you don't answer me then I'm walking out that fucking door and I'm not looking back"
I still didn't answer I just turned my back to her and I herd her sigh and go upstairs. She came back down 10 minutes later with a duffle bag.
"I'll get the rest of my stuff tomorrow and I'll always love you, no matter what happens now"
And with that she goes out the door and gets into her car and drives away, away from me, from us.
~END OF FLASHBACK~
If you fly away tonight
I want you to know that I love you
I hope that you can hear me
I hope that you can feel me
If you fly away tonight
I want to tell you that I'm sorry
That I never told you
While we were face to face
I feel so horrible that I never talked to her now I'm wishing I could go back and tell her everything and after she walked out of my life I quit talking to Chyanne. I deleted her off of my email and cut off all communication with her.
"I'm so sorry Ash, I didn't mean to hurt you the way I did, so please open your eyes so we can talk I miss you like crazy, and I quit talking to Chyanne I haven't talked to her since I printed off those papers and I burned them all of them, I don't like the reminder on what caused you to walk out of my life" he started crying some more. He heard a knock on the door and he turned to the door and Matt was standing there.
"Were going to the caferteia, do you wanna come with or want anything?"
"No I'm good"
"Ok, let us know if anything changes"
"Ok" Matt closed the door and left Jeff alone once more.
He grabbed her hand in his again and he placed a gentle kiss on her hand and he started talking again.
"Why couldn't it be me here instead of you? Or better yet I wish we never got in that stupid fight I love you AshLynn Marie Cooper. I wish we never broke up to begin with then neither one of us would be in the situation were in now. I love you never forget that"
Her heart monitor started making a noise that made Jeff jump and then she flat lined and all the nurses and doctors rushed in.
So goodbye for now
And I'll see you again
Some way, somehow
When it's my time to go
To the other side
I'll hold you again
And melt at your smile
Now all I have
Are the ones that I'm with
And you taught me not
To take for granted
The time that we have
To show that we care speak into their minds
And their hearts
While they're here
And say I love you
Matt, Gill and Dustin were on their way back when they saw Jeff in the hall way looking white as a ghost
"Jeff what's wrong?" Dustin asked and that's when Jeff lost it he slid down to the floor and started crying
"She's gone" he whispered not looking at anyone
"No, please tell me it's not true" Jeff got up off the floor and went over to Dustin and hugged him they both needed the support right now. The door opened and a doctor walked out.
"Are you the family of AshLynn Cooper?"
"Yes" Dustin said
"I'm very sorry for your loss, there's nothing we could do to save her, if you'd like to say a final goodbye now would be the time"
Dustin walked in and spent a couple of minutes and came back out and the same with Matt and Gill. Then Jeff went in and he started to cry like he's never cried before.
"Goodbye Ash I love you, and I'll see you one day" and he kissed her on the forehead and looked at her one last time and walked out the door.
If you fly away tonight
I want to tell you that I love you
I hope that you can hear me
I hope that you can feel me
If you fly away tonight
I want to tell you that I'm sorry
That I never told you
When we were face to face
So plz tell me if I should write more or not… and as I was writing this I cried, but it also didn't help that I was listening to the song while writing it. So plz Review and thanks. I'll put the video of this song on my profile so if you want to hear it you can.
Love always 'n' forever
Chrissy
AKA: Hardygirl87