I Fell In Love With Your SinContinued Chapter 1, a twilight fanfic

A/N: This is the continuation of Danie-SweeterThanSour's story, with a few changes or modifications to the chapters already done.

I want to thank her for allowing me to adopt this story; I will do my best to make it awesome.

I don't own twilight or any of these fabulous characters.

EPOV

What the fuck is wrong with me? She is the chief of police's daughter. I'm at that god damn jail as much as he is. What does she see in me anyways? She is such a fucking goody two shoes at school, all sweet and shit. Volunteering at the church and the hospital, just the kind of girl my mother always wanted me to fall for. Not happening, not only am I not in love with Bella Swan; I despise her. If she wasn't such a fucking hot piece of ass I wouldn't be here tonight breaking and entering at the fucking chief's house. Bitch never leaves the door unlocked either.

She wouldn't want the neighbors to know that Edward fucking Cullen, Forks resident delinquent, is fucking the pretty, pretty princess. God damn her and her fucking perfect pussy, and those I just want to make it all better doe eyes. Who does she think she is? Judging me while she never even let the world see her, not the real her, only I see the real her; when it's just us, when she's my Bella. Fuck it all if I don't love the bitch, no matter how much I say I don't. So naive and innocent, how can someone be that fucking blind to all the bad in the world? I would say she was really fucking stupid if I didn't know how fucking brilliant she is. Fuck, I should just go home and not see her tonight, I mean, I said I would be here, but it's better for both of us if this ends before her pretty face breaks my emo heart.

I made up my mind and turned away from the tree I had climbed every night for the last three months. The best sex, the best talks, the best quiet, it was all there in that room and it wasn't good for either of us. This shit couldn't work out because no matter how much I may love her, she would never love me; pity me and want to fix the broken bad boy, yes, but love him…never. I went home and lay in my bed, talking to my dick and explaining my reasons for not letting him out to play tonight. He was not amused. About ten minutes after I got home I got a text from Bella.

"Where are you? Are you ok? -B"

Fuck she was worried about me? Fucking bleeding heart, probably thinking of me like some stray cat. Hoping I don't get hit by a car, but getting over it quickly when the mangled body is moved off the street.

"I'm fine. -E"

I replied hoping she would get the hint and fuck off.

"Are you coming over tonight? -B"

She just wants your dick man. My mind and dick agreed and my dick tried to detach its self from me and crawl back to our goddess. Great she turned my cock against me!

"NO, I guess you'll have to call Newton to scratch that itch; I'm not your booty call. -E"

I replied angrily thinking of what had triggered my bad mood.

FLASHBACK

Lunch today; I sat alone listening to my iPod and ignoring the idiots who spread gossip and STDs like fucking rats with the plague around our fine school. I looked up every so often to see Bella, sitting, looking shy and happy with her "Friends". They're just fucking leeches who think it's cool to be friends with the new girl. They don't fucking know her, they don't even want to. Assholes! Then I saw it, the biggest asshole of them all, Mike Newton, and he was sitting down next to my Bella! He put his greasy roaming hands on her, around her shoulder, and she just fucking sat there letting him touch her! After about ten minutes of watching the two of them whisper and laugh, him hugging her to him every so often, I snapped. I picked up my half full soda can and hurled it at the bastards head. It hit and grape soda went all over him and Bella, to bad she wasn't wearing a white shirt. They turned to look at me, but luckily the bell rang and every one left the cafeteria. I got up to leave. The culprit,"me" got out without being seen.

END FLASHBACK

I was broken out of my memory by the text alarm on my phone.

"What are you talking about? -B"

BPOV

What is he on about now? Newton? Mike was my only real friend at school and that's only because he took me on a date and I noticed he kept stealing lines from "Queer As Folk". I confronted him about it and we had been friends ever since. Me and his boyfriend, Jacob, were the only two people who knew his little secret. Why the hell was Edward dragging Mike into it, and why was he calling himself a booty call? As bad as my father and this town may think he is, Edward is really a great guy, so smart and sensitive. So gentle when I need him to be and then turning around and fucking me like an animal when he pleased. He was so broken, he never talked to anyone about it not even me, but I knew it was the death of his twin brother Anthony that hurt him the worst. From what I had heard around town the boys had been inseparable until they were about 14. Then some girl named Tanya moved to town and they fought over her. She went out with Anthony for two years, but then slept with Edward and Anthony caught them at it. He drove off in a huff after fighting with Edward. He lost control of his car going around a turn and hit a tree. That was a year before I moved to Forks. My dad said that Edward had to go to a mental health facility after he tried to kill himself the day of Anthony's funeral. I knew it was true because I'd seen the scars, on his wrists. I always kissed them, trying to draw the pain out of them a little at a time. After Charlie told me about Edward I had wanted to help him, and Charlie saw it in my eyes. He was a lot more perceptive than I'd like sometimes. He had promptly forbidden me from even befriending Edward, for my own good of course. I argued that it was ridiculous to forbid me to be friends with someone I had never even met, but he threatened to send me back to my mom if he saw Edward hanging around. But that first day of school, looking into those sad green eyes in Mr. Banners class, I knew there was no way to stay away. Not for me because, no matter whether you believe in it or not, it was honest to god love at first sight. For me anyways, he looked at me like I was an insect. It didn't go so well that morning.

Flashback

"I'm Bella swan, you're Edward right?" I said after staring into his eyes without speaking for a little too long. He huffed.

"Believe what you've heard about me princess and let it go, we're not going to be friends, Swan." He said glaring at me now.

What the hell did I do? I mean damn, we were going to be lab partners; I just wanted to know his name! I felt anger bubbling up in me.

"We are going to be lab partners for the next year, sorry if I wanted to know your name, jerk". I said snapping my head to the front of class and not acknowledging him the rest of class. I could feel his eyes boring into me but I let it go, when he was ready to be civil we would talk, until then he could just lump it.

LATER THAT WEEK

I was in my room getting ready for bed, after a very informative date with Mike. It was almost eleven when I laid down. I started thinking about Edward, my mind always wondered to him. I thought about the hair, sex hair, the sad eyes, and long fingers. I slid my right hand down into my blue cotton panties and started stroking myself gently, imagining his hands on me. My left hand slid under my tank top and started kneading my breast. He would smile that crooked smile that I'd only seen once, when he saw me trip. His hands working my clit in tight little circles, then pinching it and realizing right when I was about to cum, teasing me again and again until I begged him. I moved two fingers into myself imagining his superb cock sliding in me. I closed my eyes tight as I pictured him fucking me roughly, my finger picking up speed. I was whimpering his name over and over begging him to give me the satisfaction I craved, when I was startled out of my fantasy by footsteps near me. I panicked, thinking my father had just walked in and found me finger fucking myself while saying the name of his least favorite person. He was supposed to be at work, why was he home early? I felt the heat rise in my cheeks as I opened my eyes to face what would surely be the most mortifying conversation of my life. I was looking towards the door but no one was there. I furrowed my brow in confusion and turned my head back towards the window. I gasped when I saw a figure there, a figure that most certainly wasn't Charlie. I started to scream but he was there in an instant, covering my mouth with his hand.

"Don't." A velvet voice that I knew too well said quietly. I looked into the familiar green eyes and nodded. He smiled that crooked smile at me and removed his hand.

"How many Edwards do you know?" Edward asked me looking very intensely into my eyes. I was confused and admittedly dazzled so I answer truthfully.

"Only you," I said with a note of confusion in my voice. He looked immensely pleased.

"Do you always think of me when you fuck yourself?" He asked cockily. Once again I was distracted by his perfection and I answered honestly.

"Yes," I said slapping a hand over my mouth as soon as I realized what I'd just said. I was glad it was dark so he couldn't see how much I was blushing. Edward chuckled at me.

"Bella," He whispered getting more serious and seeming almost shy all of a sudden.

"Yes Edward," I said quietly.

"I want you." He said simply. My heart jumped for joy and my body started blazing.

"Then take me," I said thinking his statement warranted an equally blunt reply. His lips met mine without hesitation. His full lips tasted of peppermint Chap Stick, creating a little extra tingle in my lips. I moved my tongue over his pouty lower lip and he let me into his mouth. He tasted faintly of rum, and something sweeter, maybe it was rum cake? I explored his mouth, and his tongue began to stroke mine. I moaned at the sensation and, before I could think, he had me pinned to the bed.

End Flashback

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket bringing me out of my thoughts of Edward's and my first time. I read the latest text from Edward.

"Bella, what we have is wrong and just can't be. I can't pretend anymore. Whatever we were, is over now, leave it alone Swan. – Cullen"

Shit he's using last names; he always does that when he's trying to detach himself from things. I felt my heart breaking as I reread his words trying to figure this all out. Can't be…he can't pretend…over? No, I can't lose him. He may not know I love him, but that doesn't change the fact that I do. But how would I tell him. If I went all mushy and romantic professing that I loved him from the moment I saw him he would run away, Edward Cullen does not do mushy. And then it hit me, I packed up what I needed and headed to Edwards, Charlie was working as usual so he wouldn't miss me.

EPOV

After I sent that last text I turned my phone off completely, not sure if it would hurt more if she begged me to reconsider or didn't respond at all. I laid back on my bed trying to find solace in my own mind, but that wasn't even a safe place now. Her face kept popping up. Music, Bella loves music; Art, Bella loves to draw; College, out of this place, no Bella at college… that made my chest constrict. It's not safe in my mind, it's not safe anywhere. What I wouldn't give for the numbness of days before Bella. But that was all before she made me feel, made me love her. I closed my eyes and pictured black, just black, willing the numbness to consume me before my heart had time to break.

BPOV

When I arrived at Edward's house I started to worry that this was the dumbest plan ever, but dumb or not it's all I had. I knew Edwards parents were out of town for a Doctors convention in northern California, so he and his sister Alice were the only ones home. I didn't worry about Alice; she was always nice, we just hadn't really talked much in the three and a half months I'd lived here. I got my guitar out of its case and set up the small portable speaker. I started strumming, quietly at first, building up to my moment. I started singing out the song that Edward had inspired. I closed my eyes tightly letting tears fall down my cheeks as I began.

A/N: This is a slight rewrite of "Feel good drag" BY "Anberlin" but for the story's sake Bella wrote it!

"I'm here for you," I said
and we can stay for awhile,
my father's gone
don't have to pretend.
Lips that need no introduction
Now just let me in
Your green eyes seem to invite
(tell me Cullen) Where do we begin.

This isn't over before...
before it even begins.
Your kiss, your calls, your touch
Like an angel in my hands
This isn't over before
Before it even begins
Your lips, your highs, your love
Like an angel in my hands

Everyone in this town
is seeing somebody else
Everybody's tired of someone
our eyes wonder for help
Prayers that need no answer now
I'm tired of who I am
You were not a mistake
I fell in love with your sin
Your littlest sin

This isn't over before...
Before it even begins
Your kiss, your calls, your touch
Like an angel in my hands
This isn't over before
Before it even begins
Your lips, your highs, your love
Like an angel in my hands

Failure isn't for me
You are my breaking dawn
You are my greatest dream
Needing you isn't wrong

I couldn't bear to open my eyes as the song ended, the last haunting sounds of the guitar dying away. I stood there still crying waiting for something, but finding only quiet. This couldn't be the end.

EPOV

I was startled when I heard the sound of a guitar outside my window. I went over to it, looking out to see my Bella. Standing there, looking beautiful and scared in her plaid pajama pants and oversized black hoodie, playing her guitar with her eyes closed tight. I opened my window to hear her better just as she started to sing. Her angelic voice screaming out her pain and love, for me, all for me. I listened, understanding hitting me, she loved me too. Needed me like I needed her. The song ended and she stood there eyes still closed crying. It took me a moment to collect myself, I was just watching her, somewhat dazed when my sister Alice came running into my room.

"Edward Mason Cullen, if your ass isn't outside in 30 seconds I'll throw you out the window! Alice howled at me, looking completely serious. "I'm going to Jasper's so you better not screw this up!" She said leaving my room.

I wasn't stunned anymore. I ran out of my room and passed Alice on the stairs. When I made it outside Bella was crying and putting her guitar away. She stood fully hearing my approach. Her mouth opened and she was about to say something but she didn't have time, my lips crashed onto hers, my right arm going around her waist so she wouldn't fall. The power of the collision knocked us back to the tree behind her. We were a frenzy of hands and lips. Need coursing through me, I pulled away, yanking her hoodie off and beginning my assault on her neck and chest. She wasn't wearing a bra, only a small white tank top that I quickly disposed of. Her grunts and moans, my favorite song perhaps, second only to the one she just sang for me. I couldn't hold it in any more. "MINE," I yelled biting down on her pert little nipple. She moaned louder. "Say it, say your mine!" I demanded dropping to my knees and taking her pants and underwear with me.

"Yours, oh Edward, yours please!" She cried out as I nuzzled my nose into her most sensitive place. I rewarded MY Bella with a long lick.

"Mmmm, need you!" Bella whimpered and I didn't hesitate. I pushed my pants down as I stood positioning myself at Bella's entrance. I gave no warning as I dove deep inside her. She screamed, and I growled, the two sounds blending together.

"Never let anyone have you, my Bella, my fucking Bella, I'll kill them all!" I growled at her pounding deep inside her. I picked her up and her legs wrapped around me, allowing me to go deeper.

"I'll never let you leave me, never, your mine now, always Bella, always." I said moving even faster and deeper to punctuate my statement. She was moaning and whimpering, past the point of speech. I felt her walls contracting around my dick. She came, screaming my name and bucking against me wildly. I felt her milking me, her sweet cunt begging me to cum… but I wasn't done.

"I own you Isabella!" I whispered to her before biting her earlobe, and pulling out of her.

"On your hands and knees. Facing the house." I said roughly. Bella looked a little frightened but did what she was told.

BPOV

I was naked, in his side yard, on all fours, waiting for him to fuck me again. He kept saying things that should frighten me but only made me want him more. I felt him at my entrance again. He slipped in slower this time letting me saver every thick, slick inch of him. I was still sensitive from my last orgasm and my body tried to pull away. His strong arms wrapped around my waist impaling me fully on him and pulling back so I was on my knee's with my back to his chest. He kissed my neck sweetly as he started a slow deep rhythm. He was telling me what I needed to know, he took me, now he was loving me.

"Edward, I love you," I said pushing myself back to meet his thrust as the slow building burn started inside me.

"I love you, my Bella, so much," he grunted starting to pick up the pace slightly. I felt him moving in and out, he pulled me in tighter and his cock began to brush my Gspot.

"Edward, oh god there, please, I love you, there!" I called trying to speed us up. But Edward held me in place making me keep his slow pace. He began kissing my neck passionately, sucking and licking. He was still hitting the spot as one of his hands slid down to toy with my clit. Over and over he flicked my clit so very lightly at the same moment he hit my gspot. It was so intense, like being on a roller coaster that never stops clicking up the hill, but you know that you're in for one hell of a drop, and the anticipation makes it all that much better a ride.

Edward was relentless, never giving me enough to throw me over the edge. His kisses on my neck moved down my back slightly before going to my ear. I could hear his heavy breathing and a slight growling from deep in his throat. So fucking sexy.

"Love you, love you, love you mmmm" I murmured over and over. The coil inside me was just about to burst when I saw police lights headed for us. Shit, I began to panic, and tried to move away. But Edward wasn't having it. He pinched my clit and thrust so deep I felt him hit my cervix. And that was it. I was cumming and screaming uncontrollably. I felt Edward tense and release inside me at the same time. Fireworks, earthquakes, monsoons, white star burst, I may have even blacked out, it was fucking amazing. When my eyes opened again I saw Deputy Jacob Black grinning at Edward and I from the hood of his car. Thank god it was Jacob.

"Got a report of some kind of animal making a lot of noise around here, scaring the shit out of old Mrs., Abbot. You two wouldn't know anything about that would you?" He asked, his grin only getting bigger as Edward pulled out of me and shielded me with his body. Poor Edward didn't know Jake was gay, and fucking Newton, he would probably be jacking off to images of Edward for the rest of his life.

"No, but I did see a stray gay on Holly Street." I said saying the name of Mikes street, hoping that Jacob would understand the threat and keep his mouth shut. Edward and I may be in love but that doesn't make him any less the town bad boy, or me not the Chiefs daughter.

"Hey, hey now, no harm Bells, you fuck whoever you please and your daddy won't hear a thing from me, especially after this wonderful peep show." Jacob chuckled but Edward lunged at him, pinning him to the hood of his cruiser.

"Don't you ever think of MY Bella that way, I will fucking kill you!" Edward growled in the most menacing voice I'd ever heard. Jake chuckled.

"I was talking about you sexy." Jake said leaning in and laying a wet kiss on Edward's swollen lips. Edward stumbled back stunned.

"Edward, Jake is Mike Newton's boyfriend." I said slipping my hoodie over my head. Edward looked horrified, then relieved. I put my pants on and walked over to the boys, kissing Edward passionately on the lips.

"Give me a ride home Jake," I said breaking the kiss.

"NO!" Edward howled wrapping his arms around me protectively.

"I Love you, and I'll see you tomorrow, Charlie will be fishing all day, but he will be home in an hour and I have to play the good daughter or it's a one way ticket to Arizona for me love." I said hugging Edward tightly to me. He nodded kissing me again and let me leave.

"My only love sprung from my only hate! Too early seen unknown, and known too late!" Edward said smiling as he pulled away. Quoting Romeo and Juliet…he's perfect…and basically saying he hates my dad, oh well. Charlie may never accept him, but I will never deny MY Edward again.

AN: So there it is the first chapter. Again I want to thank Danie-SweeterThanSour for allowing me to continue her story.

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