Jake P.O.V

I locked up the shop.

"Jake, are you coming to dinner tonight at Billy's?" Quil asked me

"I'll try to make it" I grumbled, not really caring.

"Jake man, I'd be there If I were you" Embry said "Now that you're alpha, you should be there since Colin's bringing his imprint for the first time

to meet the pack"

I sighed, knowing her was right. I had a responisblily to the pack. As alpha I didn't have to be there, but I

should be there. The boys were my family and Colin expected me to be

there.

"I'll come" I said "I might be a little late though cause I have to go and change my clothes and maybe take a shower"

"Sure man, take your time. Just be there" Quil said going into his truck and heading home.

"I'll see you later man" Embry said heading home too.

Slamming the door of my house shut, I made my way to my bedroom and after a look

at myself in the mirror, I decided that a shower would be a good idea.

Sighing, I stepped in the bathroom and got undressed. I opened up my shower door

and went in feeling the water hit my naked body.

At that moment, I let myself think, think about her.

Bells. My bells.

The Bells that I had pushed away. My mind wandered back to the day, the day

that I remember every detail off. The day that I couldn't push away

even if I wanted to. It stayed etched into my mind and refused to go

away.

I remembered the text messages

My phone buzzed in my pocket

I'm sorry Jake, I'd really like to try this out, us. I'm sorry if you think that I don't love you, cause I do Jake. Just talk to me.

Love, Bells

I slammed my cellphone shut. She was just saying that so I would talk to her, besides I couldn't talk to her if I wanted to. Sam had banned any

contact with humans or my old friends.

I remembered the voice messages she left on my phone

"Jacob Ephraim Black" Bella's voice came loud and clear from the answering machine "Call me right now Jacob! Why are you avoiding me Jake? Please

don't leave me too like Edward did! Please Jacob call me!"

I remembered our last conversation

I walked out of my house, warning the guys to stay behind and only interfere if I got mad

"Jacob" Bella sighed in relief.

Then she paused and look me over "What happened to you Jake?" She asked timidly

"Leave me alone Isabella" I said in a cold, hard voice.

I saw her flinch "What Jacob?" She stuttered

"You're not welcomed here anymore Isabella" I said to her in my earlier tone.

She laughed slightly "You don't mean that Jake" Bella tried to reason with me.

"I do Isabella. Don't come here anymore Isabella. Leave me alone. I don't care about you. You can take your pathetic ass somewhere else" I said,

I knew I was being harsh but it was the only way

"A-a-a-re you b-r-rreaking up w-i-ith me?" She asked with tears streaming down her face.

I laughed bitterly "Are you for real? Breaking up with you? You never let be with you Isabella, how can I break up with you if you never were

with me" I said. Then to make sure she'd go away I added "I'd only

bother to try more Isabella if I cared about you. Nobody cares about

you. Not even your precious leech" I hissed.

At that moment I saw her crack and wished that I could take it back but I knew I couldn't when she turned away and drove away in her truck with

tears still streaming down her face.

But the thing that I will remember forever is the day I went back to her house to find out that she was gone.

For the last 3 days I had been regretting what I said to Bella. Her broken face kept coming in my mind

"Fuck Sam" I said to myself running in the direction to Bella's house, once I got there I nervously knocked on the door.

Charlie opened the door and I saw his eyes harden and a deadly glare came on his face.

"I'm sorry Charlie, but I gotta talk to Bella. Apologize ya know. Please let me in Sir. I know I hurt her but I gotta talk t-" I started talking but

Charlie cut me off

"She's gone" He said

"What?" I asked

"She left this morning, talking about living on her own. Saying how hell will freeze over twice before she came back here" He said

"Did she say where she's going?" I asked

"No" He answered coldly.

"Well I'll call her" I said desperately

"No use kid" Charlie said "She left her phone her along with most of her things" He said

"What? how will you contact her? You just let her go!" I said asking two questions at once

"She said she'll contact me when she needs too. And kid she's eighteen, I can't stop her from doing anything" Charlie answered.

I slumped my head. The last thing that she'd heard me say was cold and lifeless. It killed me that she'd remember me as a jerk, that I

wouldn't get to explain. I'd tried tracking her down, but I couldn't

find her.

Of course I had tried dating after that but I always found myself comparing the girls to Bella. In the end I'd always break

up with them cause I felt like I couldn't love them properly. Some of

the girls didn't care, they just stayed for the sex, but I couldn't

have a relationship like that.

Since then, she hadn't made any contact to me or Charlie except for one note every year since she was

gone that would say only 3 words "I'm still alive"

Bur that wasn't enough for me, I had to talk to her and know she was fine but my

hopes were at lost because that was the only contact made from her and

there was no way that we could contact her.

I realized that I was still in the shower so I took some soap and washed off the grease

from my body, a mechanic's job often got dirty. Then I washed my hair

with some leather scented shampoo and quickly got out the shower

knowing that I was already late.

I dried myself with a towel and picked out some jeans and a t-shirt, quickly getting dressed and

heading out towards Billy's house. After I finished high school, I had

moved out and gotten a place of our own.

I walked into the living room and joined everybody.

I saw Colin sitting on the couch with a pretty blond girl who I knew to be Sara, his imprint.

"Hey Jake" Colin greeted me "This is Sara" He said smiling proudly as Sara

smiled timidly at me "Sara, this is Jake" He introduced us to each

other.

I smiled at her "Hi Sara" I said. "It's finally nice to meet you after how much Colin talks about you"

"Well I hope that I don't disappoint" Sara said blushing slightly.

"Hey guys. Hello Charlie, Hello Billy" I said greeting everybody.

At that moment Charlie' s phone rang.

"Hello" He asked gruffly

"Hello Charlie" A rough, worn-out voice said at the other end.

Whatever else the person said, it was so soft that I couldn't hear them. But

whatever the hell it was, it was making Charlie go paler and paler by

the minute

"What happened Charlie?" I asked

He just stared at me in shock.

"Charlie, I want you to tell me what happened" I repeated

"She's coming" He said after a few seconds of silence "She's coming home" He whispered

"Who?" I asked, my voice breaking because I was pretty sure I knew who.

"My baby" He whispered "Bella" He said conforming my suspicoins.

There you go guys, I hope you enjoyed it! More coming up soon! Also, I wanna remind you that this story is PRO Jacob, so don't worry.