Hey guys its my first time writting a fan fic hope you like it!!
Prologue
Well its been 2 months since i have last seen Edward Cullen and his family. I've been a mess without him. Since i depended on him so much that when he left i just basically shut down. I haven't talked to people that much i barley leave the house unless its to go to school or the grocery store.
Need less to say i don't look that well either.
I feel as though all my emotions have left with him and all I'm left to feel is pain.
I just wish he would have never left me. But I do understand why he left me. He was a GOD and I'm just little old plain Bella. Who can't take care of herself but depends on a vampire for her happiness. I don't even look that pretty. I was just one of the many human girls he plays with until he gets bored and leaves them to suffer.
Charlie thinks i need to forget him and move on. But he also is scared he can't stand to see me looking like this. But i can't help it... I miss him.... I miss the way he would hold me.. catch me when i would fall... laugh with me and the way he would sing me to sleep. The way he would kiss me so softly and carefully yet filled with passion and love.
But that was no love.. it was just him using me.
I can feel you sorrows..
And i wish i could take the pain away.
I wish you could feel the pain i have.
The intensity that it carries.
The stab of betrayal that i felt.
The regret of the lost of your embrace
The great pain i felt when you said those 4 words
"I never loved you"
The great pain i felt when you walked away
But i couldn't bring myself to cry.
That side of me left with you,
As all my emotions did.
All i was left to feel was
The pain sadness
and emptiness i feel.
Pleaseeee reviewwwww tell me what you think this is my first story!!