Disclaimer : I do not own Hetalia or any of the characters they belong to Himaruya Hidekazu
I did everything I could to make him see me . I feel invisible and forgotten sometimes, like Canada. Even if we lived in the same house he would not care. I am only noticed when ne needs me … in wars or else he did careless about what I do and what happened to me .
I want him to care about me and be like a father figure … but he care more about America who is all grown up than me a young nation, small child .When America comes over all his attention would be on America and I am just air in the room . I knew that he brought up America and he pampered and care so much for America when he was a child but then America left him and he cries at night . I always hated America because of that .
Though i feel abandon by him ,I still love him .Sometimes he does not remember to cook dinner for me and I did starve and I would go over to Finland's place and he would treat me to sweets and give me dinner . I would also stay for the night ,by the next day when I go back "home" he would be going about doing his own things and he would not notice I was missing . Every night when I come back I would cry myself to sleep .
As much as I love him , he would not love me back in a father-son kind of way . And tonight I just realise this and I realise that no one really cares about me….. I am just a freeloader at Sweden's and Finland's place , Latvia only play with me because i drag him into it and nothing else and HIM .He doesn't realise that I am alive, that I exist and I just want him to notice me. In the end I am just not needed nor wanted anywhere , I am just a troublesome little….fort that wants to be a nation but will never be . I am just a trouble to everyone and no one will miss me if I disappeared . I wrote a quick letter and put it on my desk. I quickly took out my knife that I stashed away in case I need it and plunge it into my heart . I coughed loudly and spat out blood as I collapse on the floor . My vision darken slowly and I heard footsteps into my room and I fell in to a void of darkness and quietness and my breath slowed down and one last breathe came from me as I went away in to the darkness and to heaven where the legendary Rome was.
-3rd person POV-
England remembered he had been neglecting Sealand for a while and he felt guilty . So he went to Sealand's room and knocked on his door... there was not answer. The Engliahmen felt curious and weird in the stomachso he knocked harder and quicker on the door. No answer this time round the english men knowed on the door as hard as possible and as quickly as possible and he shouted :" SEALAND ARE YOU INTERE " ,the worried English men wait for no answer and bang the door down as he ran into the room and what he saw shocked him...
Ok so what did you guys think ? Please Tell me what your honest opinion is .
I may continue this story but i want to see how people like this first before i continue .
oh and PLEASE DON'T KILL ME i know Sealand is not really well liked but i still love him and I'M SORRY for killing him so pwease don't kill me XD