Not a Trophy, not Perfection

A Beyblade Fanfiction

By asa-chan

Warning: Hints of Shonen Ai, PG

Disclaimer: Don't own Beyblade

Note: Written for Leila, Glay&Ranma

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-One-Shot-

Sometimes Kai feels like a trophy, like the perfect Beyblader, everyone looks up to. Like the poor tragic hero figure, pitied secretly by everyone, cuddled secretly by everyone, who was abused. Sometimes he feels like he is standing in a class cupboard, where everyone can see him, admire him for being damn fucking perfect, which Kai isn't. Sometimes he feels like he is being compared to a god-like being. Sometimes he feels like a trophy, nobody wants anymore. A thing which stands for victory, success, perfection. Sometimes he feels like something that, once won, will forever ensure the recognition of the winner as the most perfect person possible. Sometimes he feels like a trophy everyone avoids, in fear of breaking it, shattering it and destroying it.

Yes, Kai really feels sometimes like a trophy.

But whenever Tyson shouts at him, bickers with him, smiles at him, hugs him, glares at him, pouts at him, or only looks at him, with those honest eyes, Kai feels like he is Kai, not a trophy, not perfection, nothing else.

Kai feels alive

-End-

That was weird. But I like it.

asa-chan